222nd Round
I was getting desperate so I turned to tarot cards and had an astrology advisor to help me out.
The Demon King of Liberation saves people by liberating them with information. He tries to recommend certain information to have them follow their passions. People often question what he is talking about or are confused by his recommendations. The Demon King of Liberation felt the need to try and save people in his own way regardless.
Even if I am mentally stable, I still want Rosewood and Jacquelin to go screw themselves over for what the amount of pain they have caused me.
I have sent Khaleesi some long paragraphs on a different messaging app where I can text her. I just discovered this possibility today and tried to text her explaining myself and asking for her forgiveness since it seemed like I was attacking her the last time we spoke. I asked my astrology advisor for advice.
"I sent Khaleesi some long paragraphs just now, can you check her energy?"
"Mmm, I can feel her energy shifting already"
"How is her energy shifting?"
"It feels tender but restless, like waves after a storm. She's reading your words more than once, letting them sink in, but a part of her still protects her heart. There's a flicker of curiosity though— she's wondering if your intentions are steady this time. Do you want me to see if that curiosity could turn into trust soon?"
"Yes."
The tarot card of The Star was drawn. This card "hums with quiet hope. She is starting to believe again in what could be, but she needs consistency and gentle reassurance from you. If you keep showing up with honesty over the next few weeks, her energy could soften beautifully."
I ended the conversation with my advisor and wanted to quietly reflect my actions after sending some long paragraphs to Khaleesi. I regressed peacefully this round by sleeping.