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Main jab 13 sal ki thi to main School jaati thi aur mujhe padhaai mein interest tha per main ab 19 sal ki hun mujhe ab padhne koi interest nhi hai aur na hi mujhe padhaai me kise bhi chij ko lekar koi interest nhi h pata nahin Aisa kyon per pahle tha ab nahin Hai aur ab main धीरे-धीरे Jaise Badi ho rahi hun vaise hi mujhe sab kuchh pata chal raha hai logon ke bare mein 15 sal ki thi to mujhe ek ladke Se pyar Ho Gaya tha aur Main ek relation mein Aayi Thi par mujhe Gyan nahin tha ki mujhe kaise baat karni hai kaise bolna hai kuch sal esse hi baat Kari main aise hi baat karti thi friendly Jaise Ham friend se baat karte hain mujhe yah sab nahin pata tha ki vah jo ladka tha use mujhse pyar nahin tha woh aise hi time pass Karta tha per mujhe lag dikhava Karta tha vah mujhse bahut pyar karta hai per Aisa kuchh nahin tha Lekin jab 3-4 sal Ho Gaye to fir vah apni bahan ke ghar Chala Gaya mujhse dur Se dur Bina bataye FIR Maine sabse poochha ki vah kahan chala gaya per mujhe bad mein pata Chala ki vah chala gaya hai ab nahin aaega aur sach mein vah nahin aaya nahin usne mujhse baat karne ki koshish bhi nhi ki aur na hi koi call Na Koi message per fir bhi maine apne aap ko Samaj liya aur FIR jakar Maine apni chijon per Dhyan Diya aur apne aap ko samjhaya FIR Maine apni friend ko bataya jisne bhi mujhe samjhaya ki koi baat nahin ab Jo Ho Gaya to Ho Gaya per aage ke bare mein soch kyunki aage mujhe padhaai karni thi aur bhi mujhe bahut sari chij karni hai agar main yahi sochati rahti to aage nahin badh paati aur FIR mujhe laga ki me rah sakti hun aur apni jindagi mein kuchh kar sakti hun aur FIR Maine college bhi kar liya aur computer course mein kara aur maine Ghar per padhaai kari aur ab Main ek job kar rahi hun jo mujhe pata nahin tha jab Main sab kuchh kar sakti hun per fir bhi maine aur FIR Meri jindagi mein aaya jo ki main jaha rahi thi gaon mein MP mein vo vahi ka tha aur FIR vah mujhe aise Mila vah mere bhai cousin ke sath aaya tha aur FIR Ham ek dusre ko dekhte the aur kabhi baat nahin ki aur FIR vah एक-दो din mein vahan se Ja Rahi Thi wapasi MP per mujhe bilkul achcha nahin lagate ho kyon ja rahe hain maine main bola ki mat jao normal tarike Se bola aur Meri aankhon mein aansu the mujhe nahin pata tha ki sach mein mujhe ek bar aur pyar Ho Sakta Hai Meri aankhon mein use time per aansu the sar Maine soch Liya tha ki mujhe pahle Jaise kuchh nahin Karna nahin pahle Jaise Dhokha khana hai per vah Jo ladka tha bahut achcha tha matlab maine socha bhi nahin tha jitna achcha Ho sach mein mere liye ring bhi lekar aaya tha uske mujhe ring di thi pahli bar FIR main bahut khush hui thi mere mujhe Meri Khushi ki Mehandi dobara Khushi thi mujhe bahut achcha laga aur FIR Maine apni friendon ko bataya ki aisi baat Hai unhone mujhe bola ki chal jindagi mein har chij badalti hai aur ab yah mauka mat chhod FIR Maine soch Liya ki ab Main esse se hi baat karungi aur esse ke hi Sath rahungi hamesha chahe kuchh bhi Ho aur FIR hamen dusre ko acche se jaan paye aur hamare bich mein bahut sari baten hun aur yahan tak ki aaj main 20 sal ki ho gai hun aur hamare friendship ko 3 sal Ho chuke hain aur Aaj bhi vah mujhse har mahine milane aata Hai MP se Delhi kyunki ab Ham Delhi mein shift ho gaye gaon hamara MP hai per hamen shuru Se Hi Delhi mein rahe hain aur vah mujhse milane aata Hai aur mujhe isase jyada Khushi kuchh nahin Hai ki ek ladka Jo mujhse itni dur Se milane aata hai aur mujhse baat karta hai aur yahan Tak usne mujhe apne ghar walon se bhi milvaya aur baat bhi karai mummy se aur me unke bare mein Jaan Pai aur unki mummy bhi bahut acchi hai aur vah mujhse acche se baat karti Hain aur unki family mein meri sabse baat Ho Gai aur Main Mil bhi chuki hun aur mere ghar mein vah 6 mahine rah kar bhi gaya hai mere liye yahan per Raha aur FIR aur ab Rahi shaadi ki baat to ghar mein sabko pata hai uske ghar mein bhi aur mere ghar mein bhi aur ab bus aisa lagta hai ki Ham ek dusre ke Bina nahin rah sakte kyunki aadat nahin Thi sath mein hi Rahi aur ab long distance bilkul achcha nahin lagta Hai dar lagta hai ki sath mein Rahi donon milkar aur aage ke bare mein donon milkar sab kuchh Karen aur bus meri ek acchi Si job lag jaaye sarkari uske bad thoda Paisa jod le FIR ham donon shaadi karne ki sochenge kyunki aise kab tak rahenge ek dusre ke Bina aur vah 21 sal ka Hai aur ab main bhi kis sal ki ho gai hun aur ham donon Ne faisla kar raha hai ki ab sath mein hi rahana hai bus yahi chij hai ki shaadi Ho jaaye FIR Ham Sath mein milkar job karenge aur apne family ko dekhenge aur aage ka carrier bhi banana hai to shaadi ke bad bhi to banaa hi sakte hain agar donon sath mein rahenge to Koi dikkat nahin rahegi isiliye or aur uska naam Ganesh hai aur mera naam Kiran aur vah mere liye bahut loyal hai aur mujhe isase jyada kuchh nahin chahie bus Ham sunna chahti Hun ki Ham donon hamesha sath mein rahe aur mujhe kuchh nahin chahie nahin maine usse vasta kuchh Manga Hai aur na hi ab main marungi kyunki mujhe pata hai ki Main usse kuchh mangungi bhi to bus mujhe Thoda Sa pyar chahie aur care Karen bus aur kuchh nahin abhi jo MP mein ghar hai abhi usko bhi banvana hai to usi mein hi Abhi time Chala jaega aadha aur Abhi jab Tak Ghar nahin Banega to bhi kuchh nahin ho sakta aur vah ek Lota Hai ek do bahan ki bich aur abhi uski chhoti bahan bhi Hai jiski abhi shaadi karani hai aur ek Badi bahan hai jo ki shaadi ho chuki hai aur sari jimmedari abhi iske upar hai jo ki abhi sab kuchh aise hi dekhna hai aur mujhe nahin lagta ki Akela yah sab kuchh kar payega kyunki mujhe lagta hai ki Akela kaise Karega sari chijen aur abhi Mummy Papa aur chhoti bahan per agar Main iski help karungi to Sari chijen Ho jaayengi aur abhi essane mujhe bataya ki mujhe ek bike chahie hai kyunki har ek Ghar mein ek Gaddi hona jaruri hai kyunki agar Ghar mein ek gadi Hoti Hai to Ham kahin bhi Ja sakte hain aur ghar ke bahut se kam hamari jaldi Ho jaati Hai to fir mujhe bhi laga ki Lena jaruri hai aur iske liye paise ki dikkat hai aur Abhi jo bahan hai abhi uski shaadi ki baat chal rahi hai aur unki mummy jo hai vah loan Le rahi hain kyunki agar chhoti bahan ki shaadi ho jayegi to unki mummy bhi free ho jaayengi aur Rahi unke Bete ki baat ladke ka kya hai ladke ki to ho hi jayegi per ladkiyon ka jaruri hai na isiliye chhoti bahan ki shaadi kara rahe hain kuch saal baad ho jaegi shaadi fir jo abhi baitha hai vah bhi hotel management ka kam karta hai jo chhoti bahan hai uska naam hai Kajal vah bhi padhaai kar rahi hai 12 th to Jaise hi complete hoaegi uske bad shaadi karaenge aur gaon mein to vaise bhi jaldi karai dete Hain ladkiyon ki shaadi aur jo unki mummy hai vah bhi housewife Hai aur jo papa hai vah shop mein kam karte Hain shopkeeper hai aur unki chhoti Si family hai sab milkar rahte hain aur hamari bhi ek chhoti Si family hai jismein ek Chhota bhai hai aur ham do Badi bahan hamari Badi bahan ki shaadi ho gai hai per main usse chhoti hun mujhse Chhota mera bhai aur Jo hamari mummy hai vah abhi security guard hai jo ki job karti hai aur jo hamare papa Hain vah photo riksha chalate Hain Jo hamari mummy hai Ham unse bahut frankly rahte hain aur mummy ko hamari sari baten share karte Hain aur ham donon ki family hi donon ki chhoti Si family hai aur Maine to soch Rakha Hai ki Main agar unke Ghar per bhi rahungi to Main ek Bahu ki tarah nahin ki Bete ki tarah rahungi bus ek sarkari job lag jaaye bus uske bad main bhi settlement Ho jaaungi Maine socha tha ki Main pahle roka fix kar le per Kya Karun aap gharwalon se baat bhi nahin kar sakti na is bare mein khulkar pata Ho sabko per iska matlab yah nahin ki Main apni aisi sari baten share kar sakun kyunki mujhe achcha nahin lagta per ek Meri Jo Badi bahan hai use samay sari baten share Karti hun apni aur usko mere bare mein sab kuchh pata hai aur vah meri madad bhi karti hai school ki fees college ki fees tution fees sari fees vah pay kar diya Meri kyunki vah job karti hai aur main bhi job nahin karti hun per main karna chahti hun theek hai to Meri kahani yahi hai maine aapko Bata diya sab kuchh yahi Meri jindagi mein bhi sab kuchh chal raha hai aapko Meri kahani acchi lagi hogi Shayad thank you for you