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Chapter 58 - Chapter 9: Five Photographs and One Sketchbook

The first thing Daewon noticed that morning was the envelope in Aera's hands.

The second thing Aera noticed was the portfolio case under Daewon's arm.

They both looked at each other.

Then at what the other was carrying.

Neither spoke.

Aera smiled first.

"So that's your secret."

Daewon nodded.

"And that's yours."

She nodded.

For a few seconds, they simply stood there beneath the school entrance.

Then Aera laughed.

"We're terrible at keeping secrets."

"I think we're getting better."

"Maybe."

They started walking.

"Are you submitting today?" Daewon asked.

"Yes."

"Five photographs?"

"Five."

He smiled.

"Which ones?"

Aera gave him a look.

"Secret."

"Right."

"Yours?"

"Secret."

They walked a few more steps.

Then Daewon said,

"Good luck."

Aera looked at him.

"You too."

There was no dramatic promise.

No attempt to make the moment bigger than it was.

Just two people carrying their work into the same building.

The submission room had been prepared in the old library.

Two long tables stood beneath the windows.

Students had placed photographs, paintings, drawings, and small sculptures into separate sections.

A teacher sat behind each table, checking forms.

Daewon stood in line with his portfolio.

Aera was several students ahead.

He could see the back of her coat.

She didn't turn around.

He didn't call her.

She had chosen to do this herself.

So had he.

When it was finally his turn, Daewon placed the portfolio on the table.

Mr. Kim was one of the teachers checking submissions.

He looked at Daewon.

"Ready?"

Daewon nodded.

"Yes."

He opened the portfolio.

The first drawing was the blue umbrella.

The second was the bakery.

Then the river.

The hidden garden.

The school hallway.

Five pieces.

Mr. Kim studied them quietly.

He didn't praise them immediately.

That made Daewon nervous.

Finally, the teacher nodded.

"You've made a strange change."

Daewon waited.

"You used to draw things because you found them beautiful."

He tapped the portfolio.

"Now you draw them because they mean something."

Daewon looked at the drawings.

"Is that bad?"

Mr. Kim smiled.

"No."

He closed the portfolio.

"That's what you're supposed to be learning."

Daewon bowed.

"Thank you."

He stepped away.

Aera was still waiting.

He didn't look at her.

He wanted her to have her own moment.

Aera placed her five photographs on the table.

The teacher examined each one.

The old apartment hallway.

The street musician.

The sleeping passenger.

The bridge.

The fifth photograph.

Daewon.

The teacher stopped there.

She looked at it longer than the others.

"Who is this?"

Aera hesitated.

"A friend."

The teacher nodded.

"Why did you choose this photograph?"

Aera looked at the picture.

He was sitting on a bench.

Sketchbook open.

Head slightly lowered.

Completely unaware of the camera.

"Because he doesn't know someone was watching."

The teacher looked at her.

"Does that matter?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

Aera thought.

"Because most people don't know when a moment becomes important."

The teacher was quiet.

Aera continued.

"I think that's what I'm trying to photograph."

She touched the edge of the picture.

"People when they don't realize they're leaving a memory behind."

The teacher smiled.

"Good."

She wrote something on the submission form.

Then returned the photographs.

"Thank you."

Aera bowed.

When she walked away, she finally breathed.

Daewon was waiting outside.

"You finished?"

"Yeah."

"How was it?"

"I survived."

He laughed.

"Good."

She looked at his portfolio.

"Did Mr. Kim like yours?"

"I don't know."

"That's not an answer."

"He said I changed."

Aera smiled.

"That's good."

"What about yours?"

She hesitated.

Then said,

"She asked about the photograph of you."

Daewon blinked.

"What did you say?"

"That you're my friend."

He smiled.

"Only your friend?"

Aera looked at him.

"Would you prefer something else?"

Daewon suddenly became interested in the floor.

"No."

Aera laughed.

"You're terrible."

"Probably."

She walked beside him.

After a moment, she said,

"But I did tell her why I chose it."

"What did you say?"

"That's secret."

Daewon groaned.

"You can't keep doing that."

"I can."

"You absolutely can."

She smiled.

"Exactly."

They went to the rooftop after lunch.

The wind was colder now.

The city looked pale beneath the cloudy sky.

Aera leaned against the railing.

"Do you ever think about how many people we pass every day?"

Daewon looked toward the buildings.

"Probably thousands."

"Exactly."

She lifted her camera.

"Every one of them has a life."

"Yeah."

"Someone waiting for them."

"Maybe."

"Someone who misses them."

"Probably."

"Someone who remembers something about them that they'll never know."

Daewon looked at her.

"That's what your project is about."

Aera nodded.

"Yeah."

She looked at the camera.

"I think I've spent too much time thinking memories belong to the person who experienced them."

Daewon waited.

"But they're shared."

She turned toward him.

"You can become part of someone's memory without even knowing it."

Daewon smiled.

"Like your photograph."

"Exactly."

He opened his sketchbook.

"Then you're part of mine too."

She looked at the page.

It was a drawing of the school rooftop.

But Aera wasn't in it.

Daewon had drawn the view from where she usually stood.

The railing.

The distant buildings.

The clouds.

The small blue ribbon tied around the fence.

Aera looked at him.

"Where am I?"

"You're behind me."

She laughed.

"That's unfair."

"No."

He closed the sketchbook.

"I drew what I saw when I was looking at you."

She didn't understand immediately.

Then she did.

He wasn't drawing her.

He was drawing the world as it looked because she was there.

Aera smiled.

"That's different."

"Yeah."

Two days later, the results were posted.

Students crowded the hallway.

Everyone pushed toward the notice board.

Daewon arrived with Aera.

Minji was already there.

"I found it!"

She pointed toward the list.

Daewon scanned the names.

His eyes stopped.

Youth Art Program _ Selected Students

His name was there.

Kang Daewon.

He didn't move.

Aera grabbed his sleeve.

"You're selected."

He looked at her.

"Really?"

She laughed.

"You're literally looking at your own name."

"I know."

"Then why do you look shocked?"

"I didn't expect it."

Aera smiled.

"You should've."

Daewon looked down the list.

There were only twelve names.

He had made it.

He hadn't won anything.

He hadn't become an artist overnight.

But someone had looked at his work and said:

Keep going.

That was enough.

Then Aera looked at the second list.

Youth Photography Exhibition _ Selected Photographers

She searched.

Then stopped.

Her eyes widened.

Daewon noticed.

"What?"

She pointed.

Her name was there.

Yoo Aera.

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

Then Daewon laughed.

"You made it."

Aera covered her mouth.

"I made it."

Minji shouted from behind them.

"You both got in!"

Several students turned.

Aera laughed.

Daewon laughed too.

They had done it.

Separately.

Together.

That evening, they went to the bakery.

It had become their unofficial place for celebrating things.

Daewon bought strawberry bread.

Aera chose a small cream pastry.

They sat by the window.

"You promised."

Daewon handed her the bread.

"I did."

She took a bite.

"Good."

"You didn't fail."

"Neither did you."

They smiled.

For a while, they ate quietly.

Then Aera said,

"I'm scared."

Daewon looked at her.

"Of what?"

"The exhibition."

"Why?"

"What if everyone is better?"

"They probably are."

She stared at him.

"You're supposed to encourage me."

"I am."

"That wasn't encouraging."

Daewon laughed.

"Listen."

He leaned forward.

"There will always be someone better than us."

Aera was quiet.

"But that doesn't mean there's someone who sees the same thing you see."

She looked at him.

"And that's what matters."

Aera smiled.

"You're getting good at this."

"At what?"

"Making me less scared."

Daewon shook his head.

"I can't do that."

"Why?"

"I can only remind you that you're allowed to be scared and still go."

Aera looked down at her pastry.

Then nodded.

"I think I'll remember that."

When they left the bakery, it had started to drizzle.

Daewon looked up.

Aera smiled.

"You didn't bring an umbrella."

"Neither did you."

She opened her bag.

Then pulled out the pale blue umbrella.

Daewon laughed.

"Of course."

They stood beneath it together.

The rain tapped softly against the fabric.

Aera looked at him.

"Do you remember the first day?"

"Yes."

"You drew me."

"I did."

"You didn't know me."

"No."

"And now?"

Daewon looked at her.

"Now I know there's still a lot I don't know."

Aera smiled.

"Good answer."

They walked beneath the blue umbrella.

The road ahead was wet.

The lights reflected across the pavement.

Neither of them knew what the exhibition would bring.

Neither knew whether their work would win anything.

But they had taken the first step.

Not toward becoming famous.

Not toward proving themselves.

Toward discovering what they could become.

And for two teenagers standing beneath the same umbrella, that was already a beginning worth remembering.

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