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Chapter 57 - Chapter 8: The Things We Do Alone

The art room was quieter than usual.

Most students had already gone home.

Outside the windows, the afternoon light had begun to fade, leaving long shadows across the desks.

Daewon sat alone near the back.

His sketchbook was open.

Beside it lay three sheets of paper.

On each sheet was the same street.

The first was drawn from memory.

The second was drawn from a photograph.

The third was drawn after he had stood outside and watched the street for twenty minutes.

They looked almost identical.

But Daewon could tell the difference.

The first was what he remembered.

The second was what the camera had shown him.

The third was what he had actually seen.

He stared at the three drawings.

Then crossed out the first one.

Seojun walked into the room.

"You've been here for an hour."

Daewon looked up.

"Yeah."

"What are those?"

"My homework."

Seojun picked one up.

"This one?"

"Memory."

"And this?"

"Photograph."

"And the last?"

"I stood there."

Seojun looked at the drawings again.

"The last one is better."

Daewon smiled.

"I think so too."

"Why?"

Daewon looked at the page.

"Because I noticed things I would've missed."

Seojun nodded.

"That's what you told me."

"What?"

"About drawing people."

Seojun placed the paper down.

"You said I shouldn't draw the street. I should draw why someone is there."

He looked toward the window.

"You're doing the same thing."

Daewon thought about it.

Maybe he was.

He had spent months drawing Aera.

Her smile.

Her hands.

Her hair.

The way she stood beneath an umbrella.

The way she looked at the lake.

The way she turned around when she knew he was watching.

But perhaps he had been drawing her because she was important to him.

Now he wanted to understand why those moments mattered.

That was different.

Aera was in the library.

She sat at a table near the window with Yuna and two other students.

Their photographs covered almost the entire table.

The youth photography exhibition submission deadline was approaching.

Everyone had chosen a theme.

Yuna wanted to photograph people waiting.

Another student wanted to photograph old buildings.

Aera still hadn't decided.

She looked through her photographs again.

The bridge.

The bakery.

The flower shop.

The river.

The old apartment hallway.

The sleeping passenger on the train.

The street musician.

She separated them into small groups.

Then she stopped.

One photograph was missing.

She knew which one.

The photograph of Daewon.

She had taken it at the river.

He was sitting on the bench, sketching.

It was one of her favorite photographs.

But she hadn't shown it to anyone.

Yuna noticed.

"What's that?"

"Nothing."

Yuna reached toward it.

Aera moved the photograph away.

Yuna smiled.

"Now I definitely want to see it."

"It's private."

"Ah."

Yuna leaned back.

"Someone special?"

Aera didn't answer.

That was enough.

Yuna grinned.

"Okay."

Aera looked at the photograph again.

She liked it because Daewon wasn't looking at the camera.

He didn't know she had taken it.

He looked completely absorbed in his drawing.

There was something peaceful about that.

But she wasn't sure she wanted strangers looking at him that way.

So she placed the photograph back into her bag.

Not because she was embarrassed.

Because some things were hers to keep.

When school ended, Daewon waited near the gate.

He expected Aera to appear.

She didn't.

He checked his phone.

No message.

He waited another ten minutes.

Still nothing.

Then he remembered what she had said.

I want to see what I can do by myself.

He smiled.

He wasn't supposed to wait.

He should let her have her own afternoon.

So he walked home alone.

It felt strange.

Not painful.

Just different.

He passed the bakery.

The woman behind the counter was arranging bread.

He stopped.

Normally, he would've taken a photograph for Aera or drawn something to show her.

Instead, he took out his sketchbook.

He drew the bakery.

Then he drew the woman.

She noticed him.

"Are you an art student?"

Daewon looked up.

"Yes."

She smiled.

"You've drawn this place before, haven't you?"

"Maybe."

"You should come back when we're busy."

"Why?"

"That's when it's interesting."

Daewon smiled.

"I will."

He walked away.

For the first time, he understood something.

Aera wasn't the reason he noticed the world.

She had simply taught him how to look.

The next morning, Aera arrived early.

Daewon was already waiting.

She looked surprised.

"You came early."

"So did you."

"I thought you might be upset yesterday."

"Why?"

"I didn't meet you after school."

Daewon shook his head.

"I figured you were busy."

"I was."

"What did you do?"

Aera hesitated.

Then smiled.

"I can't tell you."

Daewon raised an eyebrow.

"Seriously?"

"Seriously."

"Okay."

She smiled.

"You aren't going to ask?"

"I want to."

"But?"

"But you said you wanted something that was yours."

Aera stared at him.

Then her expression softened.

"Thank you."

"For what?"

"For understanding."

They walked toward the classroom.

After a few steps, Daewon said,

"I have something I won't tell you either."

Aera looked at him.

"What?"

"I can't tell you."

She laughed.

"That's unfair."

"You started it."

"Fine."

She held out her hand.

"Secret agreement."

Daewon took it.

"Agreed."

That afternoon, Daewon received an unexpected announcement.

Mr. Kim stopped him after art class.

"Daewon."

"Yes, sir?"

"I saw your recent work."

Daewon immediately became nervous.

"Did I do something wrong?"

"No."

Mr. Kim smiled.

"Quite the opposite."

He handed Daewon a sheet of paper.

It was a notice for a youth art program.

Weekend workshops.

Student exhibitions.

Portfolio review.

A small number of students would be selected.

Daewon read the details twice.

"You think I should apply?"

"I think you should."

Daewon looked at the paper.

"But I'm not sure I'm good enough."

Mr. Kim smiled.

"Neither am I."

Daewon looked up.

The teacher continued.

"That's why you apply."

He tapped the paper.

"You're not submitting because you already know you're talented."

He paused.

"You're submitting because you want to find out how far you can go."

Daewon looked down again.

The deadline was two weeks away.

Two weeks.

He could do it.

Maybe.

"Thank you."

"Don't thank me yet."

Mr. Kim smiled.

"Bring me something worth looking at."

That evening, Daewon sat at his desk.

He placed the application beside his sketchbook.

Then he started drawing.

He drew the bakery.

The bridge.

The river.

The school hallway.

The hidden garden.

The old science wing.

The bench near the pond.

The lanterns from the autumn festival.

He stopped at the last drawing.

A blue umbrella.

He stared at it.

It was the first thing he had ever drawn because of Aera.

He wondered whether it belonged in the portfolio.

Then he smiled.

Of course it did.

It wasn't simply a picture of her.

It was where everything had started.

He added it to the pile.

Aera was making her own selection that night.

She spread her photographs across the floor.

She had twenty-three.

She needed five.

She stared at them for almost an hour.

Then she began removing them.

The bakery.

No.

The river.

Maybe.

The old hallway.

Yes.

The street musician.

Yes.

The sleeping passenger.

Yes.

The bridge.

Yes.

The photograph of Daewon.

She held it for a long time.

Then placed it beside the others.

Five photographs.

Five ordinary moments.

Five things she had chosen to keep.

She looked at them together.

For the first time, she could see a pattern.

None of them were really about places.

They were about people.

People waiting.

People returning home.

People carrying things.

People remembering.

People being somewhere without realizing that someone else might remember them.

Aera smiled.

She finally understood her theme.

She wrote it on a sheet of paper.

The People Who Don't Know They're Being Remembered

She looked at the title.

Then at the photograph of Daewon.

Her smile grew.

The next morning, they met at the school gate.

Daewon had his portfolio envelope.

Aera had her camera.

They looked at each other's hands.

Then at each other.

"You first," Aera said.

"No."

"You first."

"I thought we had a secret agreement."

"We do."

"Then I can't tell you."

Aera laughed.

"Fine."

They walked into school together.

Neither knew what the other had chosen.

Neither asked.

They had spent so much time learning how to share everything.

Now they were learning something new.

How to keep a small part of themselves.

Not to create distance.

To have something of their own to bring back.

And perhaps that was another kind of closeness.

Not knowing everything.

Still trusting each other anyway.

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