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Chapter 10 - CHAPTER TEN- The Beginning of Withdrawal

Amara didn't wake up one morning and decide to disappear from her own relationship.

There was no dramatic moment. No final straw. No clear line she could point to and say, This is when I stopped trying.

It happened quietly. Almost politely.

At first, she told herself she was just tired. That everyone went through phases where they had less to say, less energy to give. That love didn't always need words. That maybe she was the one asking for too much.

So she adjusted.

She stopped sharing small things—the kind of details that once felt important simply because they were hers. She stopped telling Daniel about the stranger who'd complimented her smile at the store, or the song that made her cry in the car, or the thought that had followed her all day like a shadow.

She noticed how easily those words stayed inside her.

The first time she chose not to speak, it felt like restraint. Maturity. Growth.

The second time, it felt practical.

By the third, it felt necessary.

Daniel didn't ask why she was quieter. He didn't ask what she was thinking. He only noticed that the house felt calmer, that the air between them no longer carried tension.

"You're different lately," he said one evening, not looking at her. "In a good way."

She paused, a plate still in her hands.

"How?" she asked.

"More relaxed," he replied. "You don't overthink things as much."

Amara smiled slowly, carefully, the way you smile when correcting someone feels too exhausting. She placed the plate down and nodded.

Inside, something folded in on itself.

She began turning her attention elsewhere.

She lingered longer over books, letting other people's words fill the space where hers used to go. She played music late at night, headphones on, letting melodies say what she no longer tried to explain. She learned how to sit with herself—how to soothe her own loneliness without reaching outward.

It surprised her how capable she was.

There were moments—small, almost forgettable ones—when she felt the urge to reconnect. When Daniel laughed at something on his phone and she almost asked what it was. When he came home tired and she almost asked how his day had been.

Almost.

But she had learned that almost was safer than disappointment.

One night, as they lay side by side in bed, Daniel rolled toward her, pressing a kiss to her shoulder without fully waking.

"Love you," he murmured.

The words used to make her heart swell.

Now, they floated over her like something familiar but distant—like a language she once spoke fluently but had begun to forget.

She whispered it back anyway.

Not because she felt it the same way, but because saying nothing felt too cruel.

In the dark, Amara stared at the ceiling and realized something that frightened her with its calmness:

She wasn't angry anymore.

Anger meant hope. It meant expectation. It meant believing that being heard was still possible.

What she felt now was quieter.

She was learning how to exist without needing Daniel to meet her where she stood. Learning how to lower her voice inside herself. Learning how to take up less emotional space.

And Daniel—mistaking her withdrawal for peace—smiled more, relaxed more, believed more firmly that whatever storm had once threatened them had passed.

He didn't know that storms don't always rage.

Sometimes, they recede.

Sometimes, they pull the tide so far back that what's left behind feels deceptively still.

And sometimes, silence isn't healing at all.

Sometimes, it's preparation.

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