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Chapter 14 - CHAPTER FOURTEEN-Two Houses, Two Languages

On the fourth day after Amara left, Daniel realized he had been living inside a quiet he didn't understand.

It was Sunday morning. The kind of morning he usually enjoyed—slow, calm, uncomplicated. He woke late, stretched, and reached across the bed out of habit, expecting warmth.

His hand found only sheets.

For a moment, he lay still, eyes half-closed, letting the emptiness register in his body before it registered in his mind. Then he remembered: Amara was at her parents' house. She'd told him she needed a break. He'd said Take your time without looking up from his phone.

Now the words felt careless.

Daniel sat up. The room was too neat. Amara always made the bed before she left for anything, even if it was just a quick errand. It was one of her small rituals—proof that she cared about order, about home, about how things felt.

But she hadn't made the bed.

That should have been the first alarm.

Instead, Daniel stood, pulled on a shirt, and walked into the living room, where the air held a thin stillness that made the apartment seem unfamiliar. The curtains were half-open. Light poured in. Dust floated lazily in the sunbeams. The couch looked untouched, like no one had sat there all week.

He told himself it was fine.

He told himself she would return soon.

But he couldn't ignore the small detail that unsettled him most: his phone had been silent.

Amara usually sent a message by now—something simple, something domestic, something that quietly maintained connection.

Good morning.

Have you eaten?

Tell Mama I said hello.

This morning, nothing.

Daniel picked up his phone and scrolled through his notifications, as if the missing message might appear if he stared long enough. It didn't.

He hesitated. Then he typed:

How's home?

He watched the screen. The message delivered. No reply.

The silence pressed against him. Not the comfortable kind he liked. A sharper kind. A silence that felt like being excluded.

Daniel set the phone down and paced the apartment, trying to ignore how restless he suddenly felt. His mind drifted toward familiar excuses—work stress, tiredness, timing. Maybe Amara was sleeping. Maybe she was busy. Maybe her battery was dead.

But none of those reasons softened the knot in his chest.

He went to the kitchen and opened the fridge. It was emptier than usual. Amara always stocked it carefully, even when she complained about money. She treated the kitchen like a small act of love—planned meals, leftovers packed neatly, fruits arranged like a quiet invitation to care for yourself.

Now the fridge looked like a bachelor's fridge.

Daniel stared at it longer than necessary, feeling something he didn't want to name.

Is this what she felt? he thought briefly—an empty space where effort should have been.

He shook the thought away, annoyed at himself. He wasn't a bad partner. He came home. He stayed. He didn't cheat. He provided. Wasn't that what mattered?

Then why did the apartment feel like it was holding its breath?

Across town, Amara sat at her parents' dining table with a cup of tea she had reheated twice without drinking.

Her mother moved around the kitchen calmly, slicing vegetables, humming softly. Home sounded different. There was always some gentle noise—pots clinking, a radio murmuring, someone calling a neighbor outside. Even the silence here felt alive, stitched together with care.

Amara had been home for four days, and her mother had not pushed. Not once had Mama Nwoye demanded a full explanation. She asked questions in a way that made room for honesty instead of cornering it.

That morning, Mama Nwoye placed a plate of food in front of Amara and sat across from her.

"You are eating like you are still waiting for permission," she said gently.

Amara blinked. "Permission?"

"To exist fully," her mother clarified. "To take up space."

Amara's throat tightened. "I don't know what to say."

Mama Nwoye reached across the table and took her hand. "Then we will begin with what you feel."

Amara looked down at their joined hands. Her mother's palm was warm, steady, familiar.

"I feel tired," Amara admitted.

Her mother nodded. "Tired of what?"

Amara exhaled shakily. "Of explaining myself. Of talking and not being heard."

Mama Nwoye said nothing at first. She simply listened, as if listening was a form of protection.

Then she spoke, softly but firmly: "Love should not require you to disappear."

Amara's eyes burned.

"I keep telling myself he's a good man," she whispered.

"He may be," Mama Nwoye agreed. "But being good is not the same as being present."

That sentence cracked something open inside Amara, something she had been holding shut for months.

"I stopped talking," Amara confessed. "Not because I didn't have anything to say. But because I was tired of watching my words bounce off him."

Mama Nwoye squeezed her hand. "And what happened when you stopped?"

Amara swallowed. "He seemed… relieved."

Her mother's face softened with sadness. "Then he has been loving the version of you that asks for nothing."

Amara felt the truth of it settle in her bones.

She had been shrinking to keep peace.

And peace, she was learning, could be a kind of slow death.

Later that afternoon, Daniel visited his mother again.

Not because he planned to—but because he needed reassurance the way a child needed a familiar voice to tell him the dark wasn't dangerous.

Mama Adebayo welcomed him with food and practicality, as always.

"You look restless," she observed.

Daniel forced a small smile. "Amara is still at her parents' house."

"And?" his mother asked, unimpressed. "She will return."

"What if she doesn't?" Daniel heard himself say.

His mother paused, then frowned. "Why wouldn't she?"

Daniel struggled for words. "She's been quiet. Different. And now she's not even messaging me."

Mama Adebayo waved her hand. "Women do these things. They want attention."

Daniel stiffened. "It doesn't feel like attention."

"It is," she insisted. "Do not encourage too much talking, Daniel. Talking opens doors you don't want opened."

The words should have comforted him the way they always had.

Instead, they made something in him tighten.

Because Daniel suddenly realized he didn't know what was happening inside his own home.

He didn't know what Amara had been carrying.

He only knew she had gone somewhere that spoke a different language of love—one where silence wasn't praised, but questioned.

That night, Daniel returned to the apartment and stood in the doorway for a long time, looking at the space as if seeing it for the first time.

He sat on the couch, phone in hand, staring at his message thread with Amara. Old texts were full of warmth, teasing, long paragraphs. Slowly, over time, they became shorter. Practical. Sparse.

Daniel's chest tightened.

He typed again:

Amara, when are you coming back?

The message delivered.

Still no reply.

For the first time, Daniel understood something terrifying:

Silence wasn't peace when it wasn't shared.

Sometimes, silence was distance.

Sometimes, silence was a door closing.

And Daniel—who had spent so long mistaking quiet for stability—finally felt the weight of what he had been calling "fine."

Two houses. Two languages.

In one house, endurance was love.

In the other, love was presence.

And somewhere between those definitions, Daniel and Amara were losing each other—word by word, or rather, by the absence of them.

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