"TIMELESS LOVE"
I've been out here living on the edge, pulling pretty eyes and female attention. I come to realise that if I keep living like this, I might actually grow apart from the girl that is dear to my heart and I'm not if that's what I want.
Everytime I see that pretty face, all the girls that give me attention disappear in my eyes, there's something about her that still makes me feel like the nineteen year old who fell in love for the first time.
There is no amount of time and distance apart from her that could ever change the way that I feel about her, I still love her to the same depth as I did two years ago and I know that my actions haven't been proving that, I just have been running away from this subject, distracting myself with senseless things just to numb the feelings.
This is a timeless love.
"US Making Love"
We've been in this space for far too long, ain't been to a place we call home, we used to make love any other day and now when we talk, it's never the same, I'm avoiding all the signs but all I see is us making love, in that bed, in those sheets, making love sounds.
You've always felt safe in these arms and our love always shined brighter in this bed, do you remember us kissing with our eyes closed, my hand wrapped around your pretty face, our body temperature rising.. all I see now is us making love.
"HOME ELEMENT"
We all gotta find that one thing or one person who'll feel like home no matter what's going in the world and like everybody's else, I once found something and somebody that felt like home for me, whatever happened happened and then I found myself lost in the world without her.
I've looked for her in so many faces, I've followed her resemblances to some of the darkest places and after so many adventures, I come back to step one, feeling like no matter how many girls I get involved with, they could never replace that girl nor fix me.
She's always felt like home to me.
It's crazy to say but she's the one person that made me feel like I was complete, when it came to her, I never felt like I'm something to be fixed and it was like she was my whole other world because wherever we would be, it would feel like I'm right at home.
Without her phonecalls, without her voice messages after sunset, telling me about the stuff she did in her day, without her being close for a warm hug and a soft kiss, I don't believe that I'll ever find peace without that element.
She's always felt like home to me.