"A NONCHALANT BELOVED"
I thought that with time, she would get used to me and understand me a little bit more, it's almost three years since we met and we're still never be on the same page. She still wrecks my mind, I mean she still wears the necklace I bought her two years ago, ain't that supposed to mean that there's still a piece of our love in her heart?
Sometimes she's the most loving and sometimes she keeps her responses super short and dry, that shit makes it hard for me to get through to her. It's almost 3 years of knowing each other and we're still not any better and she still gives me two sides of her but that ain't nothing new, she's always been like that like that.
She never speaks her mind, she rather keep that shit to herself and she doesn't realise that the guy on the other side of the phone is not a mind reader, there's questions that I need answers to but she never bothers to answer. That ain't nothing new, she's always been nonchalant and because that's what I fell in love with, I can't be mad at how she really is.
I just wanna know if she's really meant to be in my life or if we're always gonna have these kind of moments, where it feels like we're finally making progress and coming into a full cirlce, it's always a matter of time until she turns off her feelings.
That ain't nothing new, she's always been nonchalant..
"Anticipation"
Gripping your waist tight, kissing your lips, yeah that's what I'm gonna do after I hug you into my warm embrace, you're gonna feel how much I've been missing you, I knew you coming today, so I made sure everything is well, yeah that's anticipation.
I got your favourite scent on, I'm feeling as good as I look baby, on your way? Okay I'm gonna turn on the music and light the candles, close the curtains and set the mood right, yeah that's anticipation.
When you pull up, give me a hug, put your bag on the bedside and sit on the bed, I'll take off your shoes, I'll do a few things, talk to you for a few minutes.. hmh..
I miss your taste, give me your lips, allow me to show you how much I've missed you.
"Lay Next To Me"
I need you for now and later, I need you for the rest of the night, not just for a few hours, I need a whole lot of your love, not just a feeling, I need to feel your body inside my arms, these blankets and the heater ain't no use, I need you to lay next to me for the rest of the night.
Put my mind at ease, warm my heart and body up because my soul has been wondering where it's other half has been. Lay next to me baby, I want you body to body, soul to soul, heart to heart.
LAY NEXT TO ME..