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The Sideways Door

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In the thirty first century, humanity builds the Time Ring, a machine that lets them step outside their own history and watch it from the sidelines.
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Chapter 1 - The Hill and the River

By the thirty first century, humans had numbers for almost everything.

We could weigh black holes, map gravity ripples, and model the birth of galaxies in high definition. If something flickered, we graphed it. If something hummed, we wrote an equation and pretended that meant we understood it.

Time was the one that still felt slippery.

We could slice it, sync it and sell it. Our clocks drifted less than a second across the lives of stars. But whenever someone asked what time actually was, the answers slid into pictures and stories, never quite landing.

So someone finally said, let us stop guessing.

And we built the Ring.

It circled Earth like a thin strip of silver. From the ground you could mistake it for a straight cloud. Up close it was all pale arches and dark hollows, humming quietly, bending space and time around a bright, sulking core.

Officially it was the Temporal Observation Ring.

Everyone else just called it the Time Ring.

My name is Rae Aylin. I grew up in a small country in a big pond, the sort of place people forget about until they need a pretty backdrop. I was good with messy machines, the kind that blow up if you restart the wrong part first.

That was how I ended up on Chrono Mission One.

Not as the hero.

Just as the one they trusted to keep things running when everything started acting stupid.

There were five of us in the pod when the doors sealed.

We stood in a loose circle, suits humming softly, the walls a smooth blanket of silver around us.

• Li, temporal physics, in charge of making sure the maths did not decide to eat us

• Amira, history and language, there to tell us what we were actually looking at

• Jonah, pilot, in case the pod remembered it used to be a vehicle and tried to prove it

• Tessa, archaeology and culture, to stop us misreading everything and accidentally starting a religion

• Me, systems, to babysit the suits, the pod, and the link to the Ring

More than enough ego and nerves for one small room.

"Final check," Li said, fingers flicking through invisible panels only she could see. "Suit phases are stable. Anchor is locked. Ring core is holding. We are good."

Her voice sounded calm. Her jaw said she had not slept properly in three days.

"Our target," Amira murmured, "is a hillside, early first century. Small crowd. One travelling teacher. That is all the sources agree on."

"We are not calling him anything yet," Tessa said. "The second we use a name, we drag two thousand years of baggage onto a hill that has not seen it yet."

Jonah cracked his knuckles. "If he starts floating, I am absolutely writing that down."

I checked my displays again. The phase field wrapped around me like a skin of quiet static, keeping me half a heartbeat out of sync with the pod.

"Remember," Li said, looking at each of us in turn, "we are not there. The suits keep us half a step out of their time. They will not see us. We do not talk. We do not touch. We do not fix anything. We watch, we record, and we come home. That is all."

"Observer only," I said.

She nodded once. "Exactly."

"Chrono Pod One," came Control in our ears, thin and distant. "Ring is green. Window opens in ten seconds. You are go."

"Copy," Li said. "See you soon."

The suits thickened around us as the phase fields spun up. It felt like standing inside a held breath.

"Five," Jonah counted softly. "Four. Three."

Tessa bumped my elbow with her knuckles.

"Whatever happens," she said quietly, "we are going to have a story no one believes properly."

"Two. One," Li finished.

The pod vanished.

The world folded.

Heat hit me like a hand.

Real heat. Sun pressing down, dust kicking up, air full of sweat and smoke and something frying in oil.

My suit dimmed the glare a second later. Readouts flickered across my sight.

"We are on target," Li said, a little breathless. "Field is holding. Anchor is… yes. We are in."

We stood halfway up a slope.

Below us, people.

Men in rough tunics and worn cloaks, women with baskets and babies, kids weaving between legs. A couple of better dressed men at the back with arms folded, watching with that calm sceptical look people wear when they expect to say I told you so.

Our fields shimmered in a way only the suits could see.

A man stepped near Jonah, then drifted sideways without knowing why. A woman's foot landed just short of my boot, her body tilting as if the space I occupied already belonged to something else. Bodies flowed around us like water around stones they did not quite remember.

We were ghosts.

The centre of the hill was not marked by any altar or pillar.

It was marked by him.

He sat on a broad, sun warmed rock.

Bare feet dusty. Plain robe, patched and washed thin. Dark hair a little overgrown, a beard that would have got a warning in an office. A face that was not saintly and not ugly, just very alive, all his attention turned toward the people in front of him.

He was talking.

"So the Way is like water," he was saying, in that rough local tongue my implant was scrambling to keep up with. Meaning slid over the sounds in my head. "It does not fight the mountain. It runs where everything else runs down. It gathers in the low places, the places people throw their rubbish. There, life begins again."

The crowd listened.

Some nodded like they understood.

Some just liked the sound of his voice and the chance to stand on a hill instead of working.

"That line is not in any written sermon I know," Amira whispered on the channel. "But the rhythm, the pictures… it feels right. It feels like him."

"Keep recording," Tessa murmured. "We can fight about it later."

I said nothing.

He did not look like the pictures. There was no bright halo, no glowing robe. He looked like someone's uncle who had walked too far, thought too much, and still somehow had not given up on people.

A child tried to climb onto his rock. He laughed, caught the kid, hauled them up beside him with easy strength, and kept talking.

"If you make yourself into a spear," he said, "you may pierce once. Then you snap. The tree that insists on being straight is the first to fall when the storm comes. The crooked tree stays standing. Under it, the tired can lie down."

That settled somewhere under my ribs and stayed there.

Then he stopped.

Not drifting off.

Stopped.

A soft silence spread over the hillside.

My display jumped.

Local temporal flow anomalous. Gradient flat. Source unknown.

"Li," I murmured.

"I see it," she said tightly. "Something just pressed the flow flat around him. It is like time is paying attention."

The man lifted his head.

He looked over the hillside.

Faces in the crowd. Fishermen. Mothers. Sceptics at the back. People history would never name.

His gaze passed across the space where we stood.

Not through.

Across.

It touched my skin like a faint change in pressure.

"Stay calm," Li muttered. "He cannot see us. The phase is solid. He is just looking this way."

He smiled, very slightly.

"You did it," he said, still in his own language. "You opened the side door."

The translator tripped for a moment on side door, then gave up and handed me the phrase anyway.

A few people in the crowd frowned at the odd wording, then let it go as one more strange saying.

Then he changed languages.

Not to anything in our history brief.

To ours.

"Those of you standing sideways," he said calmly, eyes resting on the patch of air our group took up, "you have come a very long way just to stare at my feet."

All our suit feeds glitched at once.

Language unclassified. Meaning direct.

Down the slope, the villagers heard a few strange sounds in the wind and forgot them.

Up here, five people in silent suits forgot how to breathe for a heartbeat.

"No way," Jonah whispered.

"That was clear," Li said, low and fast. "That was our speech. He has no path to that. Nothing."

"Everyone breathe," Tessa said. "We have already broken half the rules by listening. Let us not pass out on top of it."

He studied us, or the space we occupied, like someone listening to a far off song.

"You built a sideways door," he said. "At last."

Li caught the first excuse she could reach.

"It is not a door," she said quickly. "It is a ring. A temporal observation platform. All science, I promise."

He smiled.

"Names," he said. "You give things so many names before you admit what they are."

He nodded a little towards the sky, where the Ring would be sliding in its track centuries above.

"You stand outside your own stream," he said, "and you look back in, hoping to see what you missed the first time. That is a door, whether you call it a ring, a sign, or a very expensive mistake."

Amira found her voice.

"Who are you, really?" she asked. "Not the names we gave you. You."

He thought about that for a moment.

"A man," he said. "A son. A question your people keep asking themselves. A stone dropped in a river. A leaf the river carried and did not lose."

The answer sat between us. Simple, and much too large.

"You came for truth," he went on. "You want to see what really happened, what I really said. You want to mend your stories, cut out the lies, calm the quarrels."

He looked like he found that both kind and sad.

"You think," he said, "that if you bring back my face and my voice, your people will stop using my name as a knife."

No one spoke.

He did not seem to need our answers.

"For you," he said quietly, "time is like this."

He lifted his hand and drew a straight line in the dusty air.

"Before," he tapped one end. "Now." The middle. "After." The other end. "You write numbers on it. You mark your wounds and your victories on it. You think that if you can walk up and down this line, you will own it."

The line faded.

"For the One I serve," he said, "time is like this."

He moved his hand in a slow curve, bending it back on itself, letting it loop.

The world blinked.

The hillside stayed under my boots, but everything else shifted.

For one heartbeat there was snow on the ground and his breath smoked white in the air. The next heartbeat the sky was a deep violet scattered with three moons. Then we were on a different hill under towers of glass and light. Then we were back, dust underfoot, sun above.

In every scene, he was there.

Walking. Sitting. Waiting.

My suit filled with error messages and then tried to shrink away from itself.

Data invalid. Model mismatch. Consult a wiser authority.

"Time is a river," he said. "It bends. It branches. It runs in circles. It carries worlds like driftwood and dust."

His eyes settled on the ghosts in front of him, which was us.

"You dipped your fingers into that river with a ring of metal," he said. "You are clever. You are also standing on thin ice."

The words hit all of us.

A thin sliver of them cut a little deeper in me.

It was not understanding. Not really. Just a strange shift, like looking at a straight road and suddenly noticing a long slow curve underneath it. For a moment the neat before and after in my head felt wrong, and something wider and moving took its place.

If someone from a different world had been watching, they might have called it the first dust grain of comprehension.

I just felt small, and could not say why.

"Rae," Li said quietly, "your suit just spiked. You alright?"

"Fine," I said, which was a lie.

"You want to tidy your past," he said. "You want to cut away the ugly branches. If you start cutting, you will not stop at the rotten wood. You will cut the roots that fed your own days."

He opened his hands.

"The stories you hate," he said, "also held you together long enough to build your ring."

The hillside was very quiet.

"I am not here to tidy your arguments," he said. "I am here to love the people in front of me."

He glanced in our direction one more time.

"You," he said, "are not in front of me. You are peeking through a crack in the door."

Before we could stop it, Tessa spoke.

"What do you want us to do?" she asked, voice barely more than breath.

He should not have been able to hear her through suits and shifted time.

He did.

"Go home," he said simply. "Tell them this. The ring does not impress me. The one they came to measure knew they were there, and said, do not come back."

Li's anchor alarm screamed in my ears.

Recall sequence initiated. Source external. Priority absolute.

"I did not start that," she snapped. "Something just pulled the recall."

"Time owes me favours," he said, with a tired sort of humour. "Let this be one of them."

The hillside stretched. Colours smeared at the edges of my vision. Movements slowed, then blurred.

"Wait," Amira called, desperation cracking her voice. "We have so many questions."

He smiled, small and warm and sad all at once.

"You will ask them anyway," he said. "You do not need me standing here for that."

The world tore.

The jump back was rough.

The first trip through the Ring had been clean, like stepping between two sheets of paper.

This felt like being dragged through deep water.

Time roared past.

Centuries flickered by like gusts of wind. Cities rose and burned. Seas shifted. Machines woke and slept. Above all that, the Ring lit up around Earth, a bright knot in the unseen flow.

Our recall anchor shone ahead, our path home.

Then it twisted.

Warning. Corridor unstable. Ring core fluctuating. Return path compromised.

The path doubled back on itself, bright and tight, a knot in the middle. Our little bundle of signals, five suits and one pod, slammed into it.

Li swore over the link.

"We have a collapse in the corridor. If it snaps, we are not lost, we are shredded. I can hold it for a few seconds at most."

I felt the knot.

Because of that strange moment on the hill, it was not just numbers now.

I could not see any river, but I could feel the strain in the path, the way it wanted to straighten, the way the twist wanted to fling us in all directions.

Something had to give.

"Li," I said, "if the anchor gets a surge, can you push four of us through and let one take the hit."

"What surge," she demanded.

"Me," I said.

It was obvious once I said it. I think all of us saw it at the same time.

"Rae, do not you dare," Tessa snapped. "We can find something else."

"There is nothing else," I said. "Four out or none. Do it."

Jonah's voice cut in, rough. "You pull this and I swear I will find a way to haunt you."

"I will take that," I said.

Li was breathing fast.

"I cannot promise this does not just erase you," she said.

"You cannot promise anything," I said. "We got told that straight to our faces."

Silence, just for a beat.

"Fine," she said, furious and afraid. "On my mark. Three. Two. One."

I let go.

Not of the anchor.

Of my safe place on it.

I drove my suit field into the tightest part of the knot and took the strain onto myself. Pain ripped through me, not heat or cold, but like someone tugging on every second of my life at once.

The path straightened, just a little.

Four threads rushed forward.

"I have them," Li shouted, already far away. "Four returning."

The knot closed around me.

The anchor snapped.

I fell.

Something rose around me.

I could not see it with my eyes. There was no sky, no ground, only a sense of depth and movement. It felt like being in a current too wide to look across. Possibilities rushed past. My thoughts kept sliding away from themselves.

The suit tried to report and fell apart instead.

Anchor lost. Destination none. Status fa—

The text twisted and vanished.

"Ah," said a voice I knew, near and very far at the same time.

"That was not in the plan."

The pressure around me changed.

Something moved through it without being carried.

The same quiet presence from the hill stepped into whatever I was drifting in, and the flow bent around him.

For a moment I felt like a leaf caught against a hidden rock.

"Your friends are going home," he said. "You made sure of that. I did not ask you to. The river noticed."

"What is this," I managed. The words sounded thin.

"Between," he said. "You saw the faintest breath of it when I drew a circle in the dust. Less than a drop at the edge of an ocean. Your tongue is too small for the rest of it."

He was right. Whatever my mind brushed against now was too large. Every time I reached for it, thought slid away.

Hints of other directions brushed past me. Warmth. Cold. Weight. Light. A hundred ways things might have gone instead.

One way tugged faintly.

Stone. Running water. High air. A patient stillness underneath everything, like a world that was listening for something.

"A place where they have spent a long time listening for the same thing I tried to show you," he said. "They gave it crooked names. They argued about it. Some of them learnt a little anyway."

If I had finer words, I might have called what settled in me then a seed.

I did not.

It was just a slight trace inside my chest, like the memory of cool water, already fading when I tried to notice it.

"The line back to your Ring is gone," he said. "If I send you along it now, you will tear. So."

That faintly tugging path drew nearer.

"You stepped in front of a blade meant for others," he said. "I will not pretend that binds me. But the river remembers. So do I."

The weight of his attention lifted away, like a hand taken off my shoulder.

"Walk there for a while," he said. "Whatever you caught from that drop may find a shape. Or it may not. You will still be you."

The pressure folded.

Everything dropped.

Cold.

My back hit something soft and soaking.

Water closed over my face.

I flailed on instinct, hands grabbing at mud and stones. My head broke the surface with a gulp. River water burnt my nose and throat.

For a few seconds I could only cough and spit, half kneeling in water up to my waist.

Then thought came back.

River.

A real one.

Not time. Not picture. Water flowing past, cold and heavy, tugging at my legs. The current was not strong enough to take me, but it was trying.

I dragged myself towards the bank, fingers digging into wet soil and slick rocks. Long grass and reeds bent and snapped under me as I hauled my body up onto a narrow strip of muddy shore.

I lay there on my side, breathing hard.

The suit flickered and spat a few small sparks, then went quiet.

The display swam once in front of my eyes.

Temporal offset unknown. Location unkno—

The text broke and faded away.

Then there were no more numbers.

Only the rush of water and the sound of my own breath.

After a while I rolled onto my back and stared at the sky.

It was wrong.

Too clear, too sharp. The blue had a deep tint I did not recognise. Clouds moved slowly and curled in ways that felt almost deliberate. A pale sun sat in a place that felt slightly off, though I could not say how.

I turned my head.

The river beside me ran at a steady pace, its surface broken by dark stones and little tongues of white foam. Mist clung low over the water further downstream, catching and softening the light.

The air smelled different.

Clean, but heavy, as if something extra was riding on it that my body did not have a name for. Every breath left a faint cool tingle in my chest, there and gone before I could hold onto it.

Across the river, the far bank rose into a slope of dark soil and trees with trunks the colour of old iron. Their leaves were a green that seemed too vivid, like someone had turned the world up a notch. Bare stone jutted out here and there. Long curling marks ran across some of the rock faces.

My vision shimmered for a moment.

The marks seemed to bend not only across the stone but in some deeper way I could not focus on. Lines that led somewhere I could not follow.

A dull ache pulsed behind my breastbone.

Something there had changed. Very small. Very quiet.

Whenever I tried to think about it, it slipped away. No story, no clear picture. Just the uneasy sense that I had brushed against something endless and now could not remember the shape of it.

I drew my knees up and wrapped my arms around them, more to feel like I still existed than anything else.

No Ring above me.

No pod.

No voices in my ear.

Just the river, the strange trees, the unfamiliar sky, and that small, nameless feeling that the world was built on more than I had ever guessed, without any decent reason for why I thought that.

"Brilliant," I said to the water. My voice sounded thin. "You all play with time, and I end up in some river on some rock."

The river did not care.

It just kept going, as if it had somewhere to be.

Time passed in slow breaths and the steady rush of water.

Somewhere upstream, a bird called. The note was long and clear and did not sound like any bird I knew. In the trees across the river something large moved, branches shifting with a soft crack.

I swallowed.

"Alright," I said quietly. "Standing here being confused is not a plan."

I pushed myself upright. The suit felt heavier now that the field was gone, just wet fabric and tired hardware. One seam at my shoulder looked burnt. I could smell faint melted plastic.

The river curved away between rocks and trees.

I did not know where I was.

I did not know how to get home.

Far behind those thoughts, almost too small to notice, was that faint trace in my chest, like the memory of a word I had not quite heard.

If there were people in this place who understood this river, the one in front of me and whatever lay under everything, I would have to find them.

I took one more slow breath of the heavy air.

"Fine," I told the river, the sky, and the memory of a man on a dusty hill.

"I will walk. You do whatever you are doing."

The water hurried on, indifferent.

I chose a direction along the bank.

And I started to move.