The morning light enters the room, I didn't even know when the night had passed and I slept away in the position where I was sitting last night and checking Yuan's temperature. But today I found my day is a bit heavy as I woke up but couldn't able to open my eyes and stand up from my position, as I can say it in simple words that my soul has woken up but my body has denied it and is not ready to wake up. When I was struggling with my inner self to get woken up, Yuan woke up before me and he smiled while looking at me the moment he opened his eyes and said to himself look at you you have slept away while sitting on the floor how silly you are my silly girl.
Then he takes his hand forward to shake me to get me woken up but the moment he touched my hand he got shocked what is that he said to himself after touching my hand and then he immediately sits up on the bed and holds both of my hands in his both hands and pulls me up on the bed with just one swift movement and then he made me lie down on the bed beside him and then he gets up from the bed and puts the blanket over me and said you are having fever you are burning up is it because of me did taking care of me last night made you this much drained out he asked this question to himself.
He starts moving his hands through his hair and said what did I do to you I should be the one who takes care of you but I have messed it up and made myself sick and made you take care of me how can I be soo irresponsible when I knew I damn knew how fragile you are but look at me I ended up you like this I can't forgive myself this thought in my mind that because of taking care of me the whole night you got sick.
Then after cursing himself soo much his hand reached for my hand and when he touched it he said she is having the same level of heat in her body that I had yesterday is that mean that I passed my fever to her and because of it she got sick yes of course it was like this only how could I be soo stupid that I didn't notice it that before that last night she was absolutely fine then suddenly having the same level of heat in her body when I touched her hand it's just like mine the one I had last night.
I think my fever was communicable that's why she got it but how could you my silly girl how could you he said while sitting just in front of me beside the bed and placing his one hand on my head he continues and said you have even taken away my fever as well see how much you have lost yourself in me I know I damn know that you loved me soo much that even I can't ever be able to express it but does loving me for you means taking away all my problems my fall downs then why you made yourself soo lost in me that you have forgotten about yourself completely tell me you silly girl don't sleep like this wake up as I am not leaving without getting the answers for my questions.
His tears start forming inside his eyes which seems like that it is about to fall at any moment then his eyes went on the bowl of water in which the ice was placed and the soft cloth on the side table beside the bed. He didn't need much understanding for it cause the moment he saw it he immediately understood it and then he looks at my face and said soo you were taking care of me for the whole last night and then he touched my cheeks with his hands and said you are looking soo pale even your lips have become white I think it's because of that fever and illness.
Then the moment he is about to leave the room to bring the medicine or anything for me I start murmuring something in my sleep and it's nothing other than his name I start murmuring Yuan Yuan continuously in that position he immediately stopped himself while getting out from the room and then within a second of moment he covers the distance between the door and the bed within his two long steps and came near to me and said am here am here my silly girl am here just just you try to open your eyes please come back from your sleep come on my silly girl come on I can't see you like this just open your eyes even if it's for a bit only he said while sitting in front of me.
Then in my body I didn't know how but I feel something that something that is calling me continuously something that wants me to get up and that something is nothing other than my Yuan's touch his touch on my hands his touch on my forehead the touch that makes me feel safe that reminds my body that you are safe nothing wrong gonna happen to you and this touch made me open up my eyes slowly my eyelashes flutter a little as I opened my eyes and the first thing I saw after getting woken up is my Yuan my Yuan who is still holding my hand like a person holds a rope in its hand on which everything depends upon.
And then I forced a smile on my face just to make him feel that I am okay he didn't need to worry about me and then said to him that Yuan what happened why are you making this type of face I asked him. He looks at me and said you know what I haven't watched a silly person like you in my whole life you are just soo much silly that you have successfully managed to have all my symptoms and fever he said it in a bit scolding tone to me.
And his scolding continues and he said you were taking care of me and you ended up having my fever in the morning is this a right way of taking care of someone he asked me. I smiled and said is this a right way of scolding someone who is having fever. Stop playing with words you silly girl you know what I think I really think that you enjoyed it you really did you enjoyed it scaring me half to the death you really enjoy it he said.
I smiled and said I didn't enjoy it it was just because I had prayed to the god that give me all his pain and made him ok once again. He taps on my forehead with his fingers and said once a silly girl is always a silly girl. How I asked him can't you pray to the god in one simple prayer that god please make him ok make him fine does that prayer really need to be this dramatic I think you have started watching soo many C dramas he said.
I watched it all since my childhood and there is nothing to do with that I said. Then with whom it has anything to do that he asked me. Leave this topic I don't have energy to fight with you I said. Of course you didn't look at yourself what you have done with yourself because of me and still talking silly.
I exhaled sharply this time and didn't say anything to him. Then he suddenly stands up and said I am going to bring breakfast and medicine for you and is about to leave the room meanwhile I murmured this in my myself that Mr overprotective boyfriend back again. He stopped at the door of the room before getting outside from it he said without even turning his face then you should stop giving up the reasons and then after saying that he gets out from the room.
Ooo did he listen that yes of course that why he replied me but does my murmuring soo suddenly become that much loud enough I think this in my mind while biting my nails then after one hour he came back into the room with a tray in his hands which has a glass of water medicine few fruits and warm porridge and he placed it in front of me.
And after seeing it I said to Yuan that I am fine I didn't eat this much I'll eat fruits only from this you can take this porridge back. He looks at me for a second and then he said eat the whole breakfast and finish it completely. Are you really taking care of me or giving me the punishment by finding new ways of making me angry I said it to him.
Then he suddenly places one slice of the apple in my mouth and said taking care of you properly includes food also I am not fussing around I am just a bit careful he said. Bit careful about what I asked him. Bit careful because I always have this feeling in me that if I let you go a little or ignore your health then you'll not be able to handle that he said.
I smiled hearing that and said in my rhyming tone that Yuan Yuan Yuan ooo my dear lovely Mr overprotective boyfriend Yuan I am giving you one breaking news that I have just seen. What he asked me. That your girlfriend passed all the test and you know what she is not made up of glass I said it.
He looks away for a bit in the room and then he looks at me joking in this condition is really very dangerous to health he said it. I smiled cause I know what I really did but I know that I am having a fever right now but seeing him taking care of me made me feel that I might have this fever the whole year just for him but I know it's really a wrong feeling but it's not my fault it's only him who made me soo much mad in him that I have forgotten what is even right or wrong but my love for him didn't see right and wrong in it maybe that's why love is always called illogical cause in love we all stop using our sense.
Then when I was busy in my self thoughts process he suddenly places the medicine inside my mouth and handed over me the glass of water. I drank it immediately and said you are too bad while making faces. He smiled and said good girl. From next time onwards I won't take the medicine like this I said. He smiled and said then I have my ways to make you take the medicine. What ways I asked him then he smiles and said...