Then the moment he went out from bathroom I try to support him and he said no it's not needed I can walk by myself. I looked at him for a while and said look at you you always helped me and supported me whenever I needed that and now when you are in that place you are just not ready to accept my help I said to him. He managed to smile even in that condition and said because I am too heavy for you he said. I rolled up my eyes in three sixty degree and said are you out of your mind I am not going to lift you up I am just supporting you and what you think about me that I am that weak that I can't be able to provide you a support when you needed it the most soo Mr Xu Yuan get it very clearly in your mind that your girlfriend is very strong and she can provide you support when you need it so stop thinking like that I am some kind of fragile doll I said to him in a bit of scolding way.
He looks at me he really did and said indeed you are a fragile doll and mumbled this to himself. What what did you say I asked him in my scolding mode. Nothing did you hear anything he asked me. No I said. He nodded his head and said soo now miss strong Zhao Shiza help your boyfriend to reach the room he said to me.
I smiled a little cause this is really what I wanna hear from him and then I put his one hand on my shoulder and my another hand is behind his back for providing the support to him and then slowly and very steadily I take one step forward towards the room but I lose my balance a little while walking but here also he managed to save both of us from falling down and then while I am trying hard to make him reach the room he said that see I have told you. What you are just quite heavy for me not very much I said it while taking another step forward to reach the room. Quite heavy for you you really picked up words very accurately he said. Ofcourse I have to I said.
He smiled and then I take another step forward with lot's of my efforts and again he said look I have told you you can't handle me he said. I stopped and then looked at his face and said Mr Xu Yuan if you stay quiet for one minute then we will reach the room I said to him. Ok finger on my lips he said.
While putting finger on his lips he really looks cute and I really don't know how in every situation he manages to make my Mr heart flutter like this even in this situation then we have finally reached the room and I dropped him on bed and then I lie on the couch. He gets up a little bit from the bed and said you have really dropped me like I am some kind of sack. I am panting a little and while managing to catch my breath I said I couldn't help it it's really bit too much for me I said. Look I have already told you this but you weren't ready to accept that he said. Ok ok I accept it now it's fine for you I said. Hmm quite fine for me he said.
Then after taking the rest for five to seven minutes I get up from the couch in a bit fast speed and then suddenly I put blanket over him and helped him to sit on the bed and tidy the pillow for him. What what are you really upto silly girl he asked me. Can't you see it I said. Ofcourse I can that's why I am asking it that what are you really upto. Nothing just lie here for a bit and rest properly I'll be here back within few minutes I said to him while tidying up the blanket on him.
And then I leave the room he was about to call me or say something to me but I had already left the room then he takes a long deep breath and said I knew it I really knew it very well that now she is really not gonna leave me easily he said to himself.
Then I get back to the room while holding the tray in my hands. Be careful be careful he said while looking at me holding that tray in my hands. I smiled and then I moved slowly and carefully while looking at my steps and then I placed the tray on the side table besides the bed and said to him that you know what I just got remembered. What he asked me. I smiled and said your that video on weibo is trending everywhere. What video he asked me. That video from your recent Thailand promotional event where you said to that mascot that be careful be careful you know what that video of yours gets soo much trending all over the weibo in comment section everyone is saying that they are listening to it on loop I said.
He smiled I didn't even notice or know that I am trending because of it if you didn't tell me this he said. Ofcourse you'll not that why I am here with you I said.
Then I think he was about to say something but before that he can say anything I have put the thermometer in his mouth and he looks at me very shockingly then after the few minutes when I took out the thermometer from his mouth after the prescribed time. And then I said to him you need to be fine early ain't you need to go to shoot for Hi6 variety show with your co actress I said it to him.
Do you quite upset regarding it he asked me then I looked at him and said to him while putting soup inside his mouth that I am not upset with anyone or in simple language if I could say then I am really not jealous anymore I said while putting another spoonful inside his mouth.
So what does it really mean you have stopped getting jealous does that mean that now you have loosen your interest in me he asked me. And then I said how could you even ask me this question am I kid or you are a toy whom I lose my interest in you I asked him. He smiled and noo it's just today's kids like you get bored very easily from everyone and move on he said. Soo why didn't you tell me that you belong from ancient times I said to him.
Yuan take this medicine and take proper rest cause your fever is really getting on your head that's why you are saying things like that to me and I am not saying anything to you cause I know you are having the high fever right now otherwise you'll be doomed how you really dare to judge my love for you in a way like this I asked him in a bit angry tone.
He scratches his head and said I think the fever is really going on my head I should better rest for a while. Yes you should be I said to him then I helped him to lie down properly and then within few minutes he drifted into deep sleep.
And then I go out from the room and get some cloth and a bowl of water in my hands and then start dipping the cloth inside the water and then placed it on his head and while doing that I said to myself that I know you were asking me the right question but my jealousy didn't go in one night and might be it will never my Yuan is soo precious and I'll always get jealous to everyone whoever even stands near him but from now onwards I'll stop showing this to him and keep it under myself only cause I think he'll feel caged if I do that and thinks that I am coming in his career which I can never be but for his health and peace of mind so that he can focus on his career well it will be hidden inside me forever and ever cause sometimes if you didn't show something that even doesn't mean that it wasn't there but dinosaurs were also existed once but no one sees them now in recent times that doesn't mean it never existed just like my feelings of jealousy for him which will be hidden in me from now onwards.
And then I touched his head with my hand his fever gets slightly down but not completely so I dipped the cloth again in the water and placed it on his head and prayed to god that I hope he'll get well soon as I can't see him lying like this soo pale I haven't seen him ever like this not even in his dramas in his dramas also whenever he bleeds or get beaten I closed my eyes cause I can't see him in pain if any pain you wanna give then give it to me not him.
I still remember that I haven't seen him as volunteer Li Qingyan in that drama of his after fifteen episodes because I know in that drama he'll bleed more then anything and I can't see his pain not even in acting also then how could you even think that I can see him like this in reality I can't I really can't please let him be ok make him ok please the silent prayer I did for him in that night and outside the house the clouds started thundering and inside the house my eyes on him as I am looking at him like memorizing his face which I have done years ago but looking at him sleeping peacefully makes my Mr heart at ease and I take a sigh of relief and then I didn't even know when I also get drifted into deep sleep.
Sleeping together while one is in pain and the other one is asking to relieve the pain for him but still we are at the same stage same page and no matter how worst the condition is My hand's always and always reach for you under the Shanghai rain I'll always will be waiting for you and waiting for you for you and only for you as I know that you know that you are my shinning bright star or I can say it in simple words you are light to my darkness my light please don't ever be faded away please don't...