He smiled, he literally smiled very mischievously making me doubt his ways to make me do things, soo I asked him again Yuan what ways you are talking about you are making me suspicious about it I said. Despite answering me he again smiled in that same way. I hit his arm lightly with my hand and said leave it don't tell me if you really don't want to I said to him.
He smiled again and said rest for sometime take a good nap you have taken care of me last night by forgetting yourself when I needed you and now it's my turn and you need me the most right now and after saying this he kissed my forehead in the most gentle way of him like he always does.
I blushed a little but like always my blushing results into teasing him so I said Yuan if you treat me with such gestures then my fever will definitely gonna rise.
How he asked me.
I smiled and said don't act fool don't you know that you are too hot to handle.
He taps my forehead with his fingers and said while laughing a little that take rest and tease me later then after saying that he left the room and I don't know when but I got drifted into deep sleep maybe it's the effect of the medicines that I have taken just now but whatever it is I got a very peaceful sleep and the time has passed.
I woke up after few hours and the moment I opened my eyes my eyes start searching for him but the house is too silent it made me feel that no one is here which makes me a little bit panicked so I get up from the bed and when I get up from the bed my legs shake a little I didn't know for which reason is it because of the fear or because of the fever I really don't know but I managed and balanced myself and wore my slippers and started moving out of the room while taking a little support from the walls by holding them with one of my hands while moving from here to there.
And the moment I go outside the room as expected no one is here except me but living alone in this house makes me a little worried and then my eyes went to the window where I saw that it's already late evening where is he? If he went somewhere then atleast he should leave a message to me but no message is flashing on my phone's notification.
Maybe he went out for a work call or to buy something I must go back to my room then slowly I turned around and started moving towards the bedroom by taking small and baby like steps and then suddenly the main door's knob handle turns. I didn't look back at it I just continued my walking towards the room but then the door opens I can guess it by hearing the sound of opening the door then I still didn't turn around and continued my walking and then someone's shadow came from behind and I saw it on the floor I got a little worried seeing that shadow behind me but still I didn't turn around.
But that person's breath the warm uneven one I could feel it I damn could but before I reached the room that person grabbed me from behind and took me on his one shoulder I protested to get down but all my tries went in vain I moved my hands my legs everything to get down but all went in vain I wasn't able to see the face of this person and where he is taking me I really don't know where this person is taking me but all that I have known right now is that I am not feeling safe with it not feeling right.
I started kicking my legs but everything went in vain and that person kept moving by holding me on his one shoulder I wasn't even able to see the face of this person and why that person is here where he is taking me all that I know is that whatever it is it's really not right anymore really not right and then my Mr heart's beat becomes unstable and I woke up.
And the moment I woke up due to the shock I suddenly sat up on the bed and said only one name loud and clear a name that I was calling when I need that this person will appear to protect me even at the times when I knew that he couldn't cause we didn't even know each other at that time but still saying his name is my safe place cause I know whatever happens I trust him that whenever I need him he'll be there with me right in front of me just like now.
He is sitting beside me using his phone when I got up from my sleep and he became worried while seeing me like that and he asked me what happened to you did you see something he asked me.
I nodded my head and said bad dream.
He looks at me and said ok ok relax nothing wrong is gonna happen to you I am here I am here with you always n forever no matter how far away I'll go but I'll always be there to catch you and then he hugged me while saying all these things to me and he continued it while hugging me and rubbing my back with one hand and with another he is giving massage to my head and said I got you I got you my silly girl I got you.
Yuan someone took me with him and I really don't know that person I really don't wanna go with that person in my dreams he took me on his one shoulder and was taking me out of this house I said in my small and tiny voice cause I got really very scared from that dream.
He looks at me and cups my face with both of his hands and said no one ok no one did you listen it properly he asked me.
I nodded my head while holding back tears in my eyes.
And he continues to say that no one can even dare to take you from me ok get this in your mind, Mr heart and everywhere cause Xu Yuan is always there to catch his Zhao Shiza just right in my arms like just now.
Yuan please don't leave me ever I won't be able to handle the distance from you I won't I said it.
Then he noticed that my body starts shivering a little and it gets increasing with the passing of minutes and then he pulled the blanket higher on me and wrapped me in it and said you are shivering relax I am here then he kissed my right cheek and then left and then again my right cheek and then left to make me feel his presence around me and made my body stop shivering cause he distracted my mind through this action of him and then he looked at me like he is about to kiss me if this could happen then it will become the first kiss of us otherwise before that I was just kissing him on his photos and videos from weibo on my phone's screen.
He moved a little closer to me like he is about to and I also closed my eyes but then he stepped back and I opened my eyes and said Yuan it's ok if you don't wanna kiss me you need to force yourself for something that you can't do from your heart I said it to him.
You silly girl what do you really think about yourself hm tell me that you know everything what is going on in other person's mind he asked me while raising one of his eyebrows.
No I mean I think I said and at just that moment he stopped me and said see just that you think soo Miss Zhao Shiza just because you think then it doesn't mean that the other person also thinks in that same way he said.
What what you are really trying to say I asked him.
I am trying to say that you make lot's of assumptions in yourself about anyone and everyone and think that these assumptions are right maybe sometimes it might be but not really all the time he said what are you trying to explain me through this Yuan I asked him.
He takes a deep sigh and said I am trying to explain to you that just like now when I didn't kiss you you think that I don't want to and assumed this on your own which is really not the true reason behind it he said.
I looked into his eyes and said then what's the real reason behind that?
The reason is you he said.
Me I repeated it again did I do something wrong which I didn't need to I asked him.
He holds both of my shoulders with both of his hands and said first you should stop blaming yourself for everything I stopped because I know my silly girl is not ready for it he said.
I am grown up big mature woman you can't say things like this to me I said.
He chuckles and said ok even while saying this you just look like my silly girl don't worry I'll kiss you but when the time is ready you'll be ready for that unless or until you say yes I won't do anything he said.
I said that I am saying yes right now.
He smiles and said you are still soo silly right now you are saying it out of being impulsive nothing more than that he said.
How do you know that I asked him.
He smiles and said cause I am your Yuan Yuan and you are my Shiza I know what you are feeling from inside and then he continues and said that I won't take a step further unless until without your consent it's Yuan's promise to his Shiza he said.
Why you are soo ideal type I asked him.
He smiles and said cause I just came out from your favourite C drama just walking right from that he said.
I smiled and then he hugged me again and I didn't even realise when my shivering got stopped and then he said I know there is lot going inside you but no matter how hard it's for you I'll try my best to make it easy for you and stop dreaming like that cause only I have right to lift you with my one hand soo stop handing over my girlfriend to someone even in your dreams that easily he said.
You are soo jealous even about my dreams I said.
Ofcourse I need to when I have this much pretty pretty too pretty to handle girlfriend I really need to he said.
I laughed a little and said I am full I won't eat dinner tonight I can't take this much Margherita.
He smiles and said no you have to and then I didn't even realise when my bad dream ended and he made me forget about my fear and pain that he always does even when he is not around me but right now he is around me holding me safe in his hands in my safest place in this whole world and his concern about me really makes my Mr heart at ease and it's at ease forever n ever while holding him with me.....