You gave light to my dark life,
But you're also the reason
why it became dark again.
You gave warmth to my chaotic life,
But you're also the reason why it
became chaotic again.
You've been my support and shoulder during times when i was battling in life,
But you're also the reason for my downfall.
Every time the dawn comes,
Asking myself what went wrong.
Is this my calling in life?
To be fatuous and wait for someone who can't take a risk just to be with me for eternity.
Did you love me or you
just love the idea of having me?
Did you love me or you just like the idea of having someone who can appreciate you?
Did you love me or you just love the idea of having someone who will accept you no matter what happens?
If love exists, why are we alone?
If eternity exists, why do we
have nothing to lean on?
If eternal love exists, why don't we have
allies whenever life gets chaotic?
If you really loved me,
why did you choose to leave?
Who will be my ally in this chaotic world?