The first thing Ananya smelled was sandalwood.
It pressed against the back of her throat—warm, expensive, and wrong. Her pillow wasn't cotton; it was a cool, embroidered cloud. Something heavy weighed down her scalp. She lifted a hand and felt a forest of hairpins.
Hairpins?
Her eyes flew open.
A crimson canopy arched above her like a captured sunset. Gold-threaded cranes marched along the silk, their wings stitched mid-flight. Beyond the bedcurtain, a screen painted with peonies glowed in the light of an unseen brazier. Somewhere outside, a qin tested a single, cautious note and then fell quiet, as if even music needed permission to breathe here.
Ananya sat up too fast. The world tilted. She grabbed the bedpost.
Memory came in two clashing waves: a doorway with a jangling bell and the smell of frying garlic—her parents' restaurant—then another life she could not remember living, a palace of cold marble where her name was spoken like a mistake.
"Your Highness?"
A maid knelt at the threshold of the canopy, head bowed so low her forehead brushed the polished floor. Others hovered behind her—three young women, a narrow-faced eunuch, all holding their breath like candles. Their hair was sleek and coiled; their sleeves whispered when they moved.
"Y-Your Highness, shall we summon the physician?" the maid tried again. "You… fainted last night."
Your Highness.
The words landed like a teacup shattering.
"I'm fine," Ananya heard herself say, and the voice that answered was gentle but steadier than her pulse. "Water."
At once, a cup arrived on a lacquered tray. She lifted it—and almost laughed. Her hand wore a ring heavy as a coin, and her sleeve was an ivory waterfall banded with gold. She had cooked through nights in T-shirts and flour; now silk cushioned her skin and refused to crease.
Her heart thudded. Think, Ananya. Read the room the way you read a kitchen—heat, knives, who's hungry, who's lying.
The maids were scared. Of her.
"Where am I?" she asked, and watched their faces.
They flinched in perfect unison. The eunuch's eyes darted to the painted screen, as if it could answer for them.
"Phoenix Hall, Your Highness," the first maid whispered. "The Queen Consort's residence."
Phoenix Hall. Queen Consort.
The cup didn't slip from Ananya's fingers, but only because she set it down very carefully.
"Understood," she said. "Tell me the time."
"The hour of the rabbit, Your Highness," the eunuch replied quickly. "Just before dawn."
So early. In the restaurant, that was when stock finished simmering and deliveries began. In palaces—she had no idea. But she smiled, because calm was a ladle you held even when the pot boiled.
"Then let us begin the day," she said. "Open the lattice. Let in a little air."
The maids stared, startled by the request rather than the tone. One hurried to obey. Frosted light slid over the floor, catching on jade and gilded wood. A square of winter sky appeared, pale as milk.
Ananya took one slow breath. Okay. Breathe. We build from what we know: water, fire, salt, truth.
A whisper tickled her ear.
"Interesting. The phoenix wakes tame."
Ananya went still. The maids hadn't spoken. The eunuch hadn't moved. The voice had come from the space to her left where no one stood—light as dust, cool as a scholar's amusement.
Another voice followed, rough and amused. "Tame? She nearly fainted twice and still didn't scream. I like her already."
A third voice gasped delightedly. "She saw us! No—wait—can she? Oh! She can't. But she feels us!"
Ananya turned her head very slightly. The air seemed thicker there, as if silk hung where nothing should. Three shapes pressed at the edge of sight—smears of moonlight caught in human forms.
Ghosts.
Her blood should have run cold. Instead, relief washed through her—ridiculous, impossible relief. Not alone, then. Not only alone.
"Your Highness?" the head maid whispered, mistaking the silence for distress. "Should I fetch—"
"No." Ananya's smile steadied. "Tea first. Ginger if you have it. And… something light. Rice porridge."
The maid blinked. "For… for Your Highness?"
"For everyone," Ananya said. "Including the laundress who will curse me if I stain these sleeves."
A ripple went through the room that might have been a strangled laugh before fear made it into a cough. The maids bowed, grateful for orders that didn't bite. The eunuch scurried away with relief that left his slippers whispering.
When the screen closed around the bed again, when only the faint winter light and the three not-quite-shadows remained, Ananya folded her hands in her lap.
"All right," she said softly, not moving her lips more than she had to. "If you are here to drag me under the bed, choose another day. I have nothing to bribe you with but porridge and politeness."
The scholar's voice sounded nearest, wry. "We do not eat porridge."
The rough voice snorted. "Speak for yourself. I miss wine."
The delighted voice sighed. "I miss hairpins. And not being dead."
Ananya's gaze softened before she could help it. "I'm Ananya," she murmured. "Apparently your… Queen Consort. Would you like to tell me who you are? Or shall I assign you names like stray cats?"
"Li Shen," said the scholar, with a bow that rippled the air and made the candle flame twitch.
"Wei Rong," said the rough voice, as if daring the brazier to disagree.
"Fen Yu!" chirped the last one. "And I like cats."
"Li Shen. Wei Rong. Fen Yu." Ananya repeated them quietly, as if turning spices in her fingers. "Thank you for not… screaming while I learned to breathe."
Fen Yu drifted closer, her outline a girl of sixteen with laughter pinned into the shape of a mouth. "You don't sound like her," she confided. "The one from yesterday. She shouted. Threw things. Called us demons." A beat. "We are not demons."
"No," Ananya said. "Just inconvenient."
Wei Rong's chuckle was a thunder rolled small. "You'll do."
Ananya let out a breath that could have been a laugh. "You sound like my first head chef."
A rustle at the door; the world snapped back to etiquette. Trays entered, steam coiling from a pot. The head maid poured tea, hands steady now, eyes curious despite herself.
"We brewed ginger, Your Highness," she said. "And prepared congee with scallion. Forgive the plainness—your stomach…"
"It's perfect," Ananya said—and found that it was. The first sip warmed her from tongue to ribs. The first spoon of porridge settled the world in sensible lines.
Fen Yu leaned over the bowl with greedy interest. "I can't taste it," she mourned. "I remember sweetness but my mouth is a wall."
"You remember?" Ananya's spoon paused. "Then you can help me cook it better."
Li Shen made a noise that might have been a smothered laugh. "She bargains with the dead."
"It's either that or cry," Ananya said simply. She set the spoon down. "And I've no time to cry."
The maid's eyes flicked up, startled. "Your Highness?"
"Nothing," Ananya said gently. "Thank you. What is your name?"
The girl startled more at being asked than at the question itself. "Su Mei, Your Highness."
"Su Mei," Ananya repeated. "Please tell me the rules of this morning. Whom must I greet? Whom must I avoid?"
Su Mei glanced toward the door as if the names themselves had ears. "At the first bell, the imperial women attend morning greetings at the Hall of Filial Piety. The Dowager Empress receives us. After… after that, if Her Majesty permits, we may present ourselves at the Lotus Court."
Lotus Court. The words slid through the room like perfume. Even the ghosts stilled.
"Lady Zhen's residence," Li Shen supplied softly.
The mistress, then. The favorite. Ananya didn't need memory for that; she could read it in how the maid's mouth shaped the title: careful, a little bitter, afraid of being overheard.
"Do I normally attend?" Ananya asked.
Su Mei's throat worked. "You… seldom rise so early, Your Highness. And when you attend, Lady Zhen—" She cut herself off, face blanching.
Ananya saved her. "Is dazzling," she said mildly. "I've heard."
Fen Yu huffed, which was impressive for someone who didn't breathe. "She's gaudy."
Wei Rong snorted. "She is a spear pointed at your back."
Li Shen's outline inclined in agreement. "You must stand straight and say little. They will measure your breath."
Ananya looked down at her bowl. In the reflection, a strange woman stared back: palms uncalloused, lips painted, hair a miracle of patience she had not earned. Somewhere in this palace, a man who wore a crown had decided this woman disgusted him. Somewhere else, a woman in silk wanted her gone.
"Very well," Ananya said. She pushed the bowl away and rose, and the maids jumped to help her from the bed, relief and purpose untangling their fear. "Dress me in something I cannot trip over. If I fall at the Dowager's feet, let it be from grace."
Su Mei's mouth twitched—almost a smile. "Yes, Your Highness."
Pins clicked like rain; silk whispered against silk. The mirror showed a stranger becoming a story: white sleeves, pale pearls, a single red thread at the throat like a promise not yet spoken. Ananya lifted her chin to let the last hairpin settle and met her own gaze without flinching.
"Ananya," Fen Yu said softly, as if tasting the name. "Do you think you will stay?"
"I think," Ananya said, "that I will endure."
Wei Rong grunted, satisfied. "Good answer."
Li Shen's voice gentled. "When you cross the courtyard, keep to the flagstones that gleam. The frost hides in the dull ones."
"Thank you," Ananya murmured. She turned to the maids. "Open the door."
Cold air touched her cheeks. Beyond the threshold, the palace waited—roofs like folded wings, corridors like throats that could close without warning. Ananya stepped forward.
The eunuch scrambled to announce her. "Her Majesty, the Queen Consort—"
The title rolled ahead of her like a drumbeat.
From behind, just close enough to ruffle the hair at her neck, Wei Rong's low murmur: "We walk with you."
"And we watch," Li Shen added.
"And we gossip," Fen Yu pro
mised brightly. "Terribly."
Ananya smiled—small, invisible to anyone who wasn't looking. "Then let's give them a morning worth whispering about," she said, and entered the light.