After a few days of silence, still while cooking for herself, Lin Yuhui kept thinking about Liana. She felt that Liana's recent videos were not as emotional as before, both in content and length. She felt that Liana needed care, though she didn't know whether Liana needed her care. Yet Lin Yuhui's heart, which was concerned about her, began to stir again.
沉寂了几天,又是在自己做饭的时候,林语晖还是会不停地想到莉安娜,觉得她的近期视频不像以前那样充满感情,内容和长度上都是.觉得的她需要关爱,也不知道她是不是需要自己的关爱,可是林语晖那颗牵挂她的心又开始蠢蠢欲动.
September 19, 2025
2025年9月19日
"Dear, maybe after all this, you have come to know more about Earth people. I have just restored my calm, but my heart is stirred again, feeling that you need attention. I don't know why I feel this way—just some signals. In fact, I don't know you or your people. I am very glad that EL has fully recovered. For me, his voice sounds either a bit shy or extremely calm. For you, given your perceptual abilities, perhaps you no longer need that romantic relationship between men and women—I don't know. But I still think you need attention from others, whether it is friendship or love. Lydia is the same—that is why she does so many unusual things. But you are not as flamboyant as she is; that is my personal understanding. Of course, I don't want to add to your mental burden because of my unfounded perceptions. I seem to be walking on my own loop again, and I have to ask you to treat me as a passing scenery. I don't know what the future holds, I don't know the ending of a love story, nor do I know the past—who my daughter is. Although I am looking for my other half, I don't know who she is. If we had not met in this time and space, I would still be living my own life, so please do not feel any burden because of my feelings. Everyone has free will; on Earth, accepting or rejecting others' love should not bring any burden. I hope you and your people get used to it here. In fact, many beautiful women on Earth enjoy such attention through ambiguous glances, words, and relationships from men—this is not within the scope of moral condemnation. Some people deceive multiple men for economic gain or emotional superiority—this is very common. A third case is women maintaining sexual relationships with multiple men, which is unacceptable to conservative Earth people. Considering your profession, there is little chance of establishing a relationship, so I try to offer you a simulated spiritual romantic relationship. I do not expect a future with you—that is too far away—but I have indeed invested my whole heart. You can deceive me, but you also have the freedom to refuse. There is a true story: an old man used a young man's portrait to chat with a young lady, helping her through her worst period. Later, the young lady married the young man in the portrait. Whether it was his thoughts or his face that helped, things happened as they did. It does not matter whether a girl is on Earth or in Earth orbit. Moreover, I think that between kind and sincere people, the rule forbidding us to chat verbally is unnecessary, because no one wants to hurt the other, and limited communication leads to misunderstandings. I have explained more, so for your happiness, please choose the way you want, or for your strong growth, try the difficult path you have never experienced before. Love you, safety first."
"亲爱的,或许经过了这么多,你对地球人也了解更多了,我刚恢复了我的平静,但是我的心又被搅动了,觉得你需要关注,我不知到为什么会感觉这样,只是一些信号,实际上我不了解你和你的人.我很高兴EL完全康复了,对于我来说,他的声音听起来要么有些害羞要么是极其冷静.对于你来说,考虑到你的感知能力,或许你已经不需要男女之间那种浪漫关系了,我不知道.但是我仍然觉得你需要他人的注意力,不论是友谊还是爱情,莉迪娅也是,那就是为什么她做出那么多不寻常的事情,但是你不像她那么张扬,这是我个人的理解.当然我不想因为我的不实理解增加你的思想负担.我好像走在我的回环上,又要请求你把我当作路过的风景.我不知道未来会怎样,不知道一个爱情故事的结局,也不知道过去,谁是我的女儿.尽管我在寻找我的另一半,我也不知道她是谁.要是我们没有在这个时空里相遇,我依旧还会过着我自己的生活,所以请你不要因为我的感受有什么思想负担.每个人都有自由意志,在地球上接受或者拒绝他人的爱不应感到任何的负担,希望你和你的人习惯这里.事实上,地球上的很多漂亮女人都喜欢通过男人暧昧的目光,言语和关系来享受这样的关注,这不在道德谴责的范围之内.有些人为了经济利益或情感优越感欺骗多个男人,这很常见,第三种情况是女人与多个男人保持性关系,对于保守的地球人来说是不可接受的.考虑到你的职业,不太可能有建立关系的机会,我试图为你提供一种模拟的精神上的浪漫关系.我不期待一个有你的未来,那太遥远了,但我确实全心投入了,你可以欺骗我,但你也有拒绝的自由.有一个真实的故事,一个老男人用一个年轻男子的肖像与一位年轻女士聊天,帮助她走出了最糟糕的时期,后来那位年轻女士嫁给了肖像中的年轻男子.不管是思想还是面容帮助了她,事情都按照它们的方式发生了,一个女孩在地球上还是在地球轨道上也不重要.而且我认为,在善良真诚的人之间,禁止我们口头聊天的规定是不必要的,因为没有人想伤害对方,而有限的沟通会导致误解.我解释了更多,所以为了你的幸福,请选择你想要的方式,或者为了你的坚强成长去尝试从未经历过的艰难之路.爱你,安全第一."
At 16:00, the message was written. Lin Yuhui hesitated. Liana had just posted a new program about Urmah, feeling very proud. Suddenly he felt that they had no common language anymore, and he did not know what to say. He did not know her at all, so he decided not to send it.
16点,信息写完了,林语晖犹豫了,莉安娜新发了关于乌尔马的节目,感觉很自豪,突然觉得好像没有什么共同语言了,也不知道该说什么,自己根本不了解她,还是不发了.
At 18:00, was it that I praised noble people, and she then used similar behavior to praise Urmah? How to interpret this? First, she has better allies and does not need others—for example, the Chinese people I suggested. Second, she did not think that much; she considered my similar act of praise as a response or acknowledgment? But the objects of praise are different, which could easily be understood as her not needing the alliance I suggested. So, was it intentional on her part or just immaturity, not being good at handling human thinking patterns? Third, perhaps she did not respond to me at all; she was just posting her video, and I am overthinking. If I give feedback, it might make her post videos with too many concerns.
18点,是不是我颂扬了高尚的人,她才同样用了类似的行为,颂扬了乌尔马?怎么理解呢,1,她有更好的盟友,不需要其他人,比如我提议的中国人,2,她没想那么多,认为与我同样的颂扬行为是回应,或者认同?但是颂扬的对象不同,容易理解为她不需要我建议的同盟,所以是她有意为之还是不够成熟,不擅长处理人类的思维模式? 3,或者她根本没有呼应我,只是在发她的视频,我想太多了,如果反馈的话,会使她发视频顾虑太多.
So, should I send the above message and see how she reacts?
Or not send it—she does not need me.
So that message was not sent. When contact decreases, a gap forms unconsciously, and one does not know how to approach her. He began to doubt whether he should contact her, fearing to disturb her. So he could only observe silently.
所以还是发上面的内容,看她怎么反应?
还是不发了,她并不需要我.
所以这个信息并没有发送.当联系少了,不知不觉就有了隔阂,不知该如何接近她,开始怀疑是否应该联系她,害怕打扰她了.只好默默地观察.
Liana reposted three videos about soul entry, but marked the titles with capital letters "RL." What did that mean? Lin Yuhui analyzed: abbreviation for Real Life? Could it be Request of Love? No, it should just be Relaunch—he was overthinking.
莉安娜又重发了三个视频,关于灵魂走入的,但是在标题上标注了大写字母RL,是什么意思呢?林语晖在分析,Real Life的缩写?会不会是Request of Love?不,应该就是Relaunch,自己想多了.
Then Lin Yuhui noticed that in the title of her first video about alien contact, there was a UFO icon and an alien icon. In the first episode of soul entry, the title had one alien icon, and in the second episode, two alien icons. Did she mean that she came here alone by spaceship—at first alone, and then two people—did she want to become a couple with him?
这时候林语晖又注意到她发的第一个关于外星接触的视频标题里面有一个飞碟图标和一个外星人图标,然后第一集灵魂走入的标题有一个外星人的图标,在第二集标题里面是两个外星人图标.她的意思是不是自己乘坐飞船一个人来到这里,开始时孤身一人,然后两个人,是她想要和自己成为情侣吗?
Thus, an old man nearly fifty years old played the guessing game of young lovers, spending another week sifting through tiny details.
就这样,一个年近半百的老男人,玩着小情侣猜猜猜的游戏,在悉悉索索的细节搜索中又过了一周.
Liana's new program was about underground facilities. Lin Yuhui knew that while writing his novel, he had been considering that content. She could sense what he was thinking, but did she actually like him a little? And she also mentioned that the tall whites were very difficult to get along with, because he had seen stories about the tall whites in Area 51 on TikTok, wondering if they were kind people—and Liana answered.
莉安娜的新节目是关于地下设施的,林语晖知道,是自己在写小说的过程中又在考虑这方面的内容,她能感觉到自己在想什么,只是她是有一点点喜欢我吗?并且她也提到了高白人很不好相处,因为自己在抖音视频中看到了高白人在51区的故事,在想他们是不是善良的人,莉安娜回答了.
Lin Yuhui recalled his experiences with Liana since they met, evaluating details to confirm something about Liana.
林语晖又回忆着他与莉安娜认识以来的经历,评估细节,想要确定些什么,关于莉安娜的.
It seemed that whenever he mentioned another woman, she would post the theme program "Come Closer to Me." The first time was when he mentioned Liliya, during that space love confession; the second time was when he mentioned the former Queen Ophelia, because she scrubbed toilets for the children and he highly approved of her virtue; the third time was even more direct, originating from his simulated interview.
似乎是自己一提到别的女人,她就会发"靠近我"这个主题节目.第一次是自己提到莉莉娅,爱的太空表白那次,第二次是自己提到了前女王奥菲莉亚,因为她为孩子们刷马桶,自己很认可她的德行.第三次更直接了,源于自己的模拟采访.
But did she really want him to approach her? In an intimate relationship?
可是她真的愿意自己接近她吗?亲密关系那种.
An ordinary old man always finds it hard to confidently believe that a young girl would be willing to approach him. Yet various signs seemed to show that she was pulling him closer, as if she wanted his attention—though he didn't know if it was exclusive.
只一个普通的老男人总是很难自信地去相信一个年轻女孩会愿意接近自己,可种种迹象看来,好像她又在拉近自己,感觉好像是她想要自己的关注,只是不知道是不是排他的.
Do you want me to approach you? Please give me a signal, Lin Yuhui murmured in his heart. Please say to me, "Come closer to me."
你是想要我的接近吗?请给我一个信号,林语晖在心中默念,请对我说,"靠近我."
On October 4, Liana released her new program, and at the end of the title, she marked: "Come closer to me."
10月4日,莉安娜发布了她的新节目,在节目标题最后标注了,"靠近我."