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Chapter 82 - 'SEE YOU MORNING' 082 Peeling the Onion 《晓欣卿》082剥洋葱

The Earth is indeed ascending. From the perspective of its position within the solar system or the timing involved, it is entering a region of higher energy density. Both individual consciousness and collective consciousness will experience greater elevation within this heightened energy density. This will alter the long-standing state of isolation that the solar system, and particularly Earth, has maintained from the outside world.

地球确实在扬升,从它以及太阳系所处的位置或者时间的角度来说,它们将进入一个能量密度更高的区域.不管是个体的意识,还是集体意识,在这样的能量密度中都会有更大的提升,这将改变太阳系,尤其是地球,一直以来与外界隔绝的状态.

But the problem is, the way life on Earth develops is vastly different from anywhere else in the universe. For various reasons—historical, geographical, factional—it seems to have become a focal point for all manner of conflict: war, catastrophe, intrigue and deception, deceit and fear, unrest and violence. All of this is so vivid and profound that simpler life forms elsewhere in the cosmos would be directly infected or terrified upon encountering it.

但问题是,地球生的生命的成长方式与宇宙里面其它地方的太不同了,由于种种的原因,历史的,地理的,不同派系的,似乎这里成了各种冲突的焦点,战争,浩劫,阴谋与诡计,欺骗和惶恐,不安与暴力,这一切都是那样的鲜明深刻,以至于宇宙其它地方的那些单纯的生命接触到这些会被直接传染或者吓到.

Therefore, to prevent such a scenario, the Interstellar Alliance has been dedicated to elevating the overall frequency of Earth's humanity, hoping they can shed those low-frequency emotions or habits before full contact occurs. There is also a group of loyal Interstellar Alliance members, diligent and faithful like bees, who continuously dispatch their spacecraft to carry out Alliance missions, helping to repair Earth's long-damaged energy grid.

所以为了防止这种情况发生,星际联盟一直在致力于提升地球人类的整体频率,希望他们能够在全面接触之前摆脱那些低频的情感或者习惯.也有一批忠实的星际联盟成员,像蜜蜂一样勤劳忠诚,不断派出他们的飞船,执行星际联盟的任务,帮助修复地球一直以来受损的能量网格.

However, certain deeply entrenched factions pursue their own agendas. The Eastern powers backed by the Sirius faction—primarily China—have surged in strength over recent decades through formidable collective consciousness. Given the Chinese people's exceptional organizational discipline, they are now being evaluated for potential admission into the interstellar community.

但是也有一些卷入比较深的势力,他们有着自己的议程,天狼星分支支持的东方势力,主要是中国,凭借强大的集体意识,近几十年实力突飞猛进,并且凭借中国人优秀的组织性纪律性,正在被评估是否允许进入星际大家庭.

The Orion faction, however, leans toward more extreme individualism. Through capital manipulation rather than power, they established a formidable interstellar trade system to bolster their influence. Yet in Earth's localized competition, any elevation of collective or individual consciousness clearly threatens their control system—one built on the allure of monetary wealth. Consequently, they persistently employ various overt and covert methods to obstruct such progress.

而猎户座分支更偏向以更加极端的个人主义,通过资本操控,而不是权力,他们创建了强大的星际贸易体系以支撑他们的话语权,但是在地球的局部竞争中,不论是集体还是个人意识的提升,显然会影响他们以金钱财富的诱惑主导的控制体系受到冲击,所以一直在用各种方式明里暗里地在阻止这样的进程.

The fleet led by Liana had no intention of getting involved in the game of thrones between the Sirius and Orion factions on Earth. They only sought to protect their own people from any disturbance originating from Earth.

莉安娜所带领的舰队并无意卷入天狼星分支与猎户座分支在地球的争夺王座游戏,她们只想保护自己的族人免受任何来自地球的侵扰.

For Lin Yuhui, as this life drew to a close, the man who valued emotion deeply felt profoundly lost. Women didn't work out, neither did his daughter, and even the female alien—still didn't work out. He truly didn't know why he had come to Earth to spend his life. Was it to meet the challenges here and prove himself? Indeed, he had endured the trials, lived to a natural end, and never abandoned his dignity for mere survival. He hadn't been corrupted by material greed, nor had he bowed to power or seduction. Yet, he had paid a heavy price. Now, leaving behind his decaying body, where would he go?

而对于林语晖来说,当这一生结束,注重感情的他倍感失落,女人不行,女儿也不行,甚至女外星人,还是不行,他真的不知道自己为什么要来地球度过自己的一生.为了迎接这里的挑战证明自己吗?没错,自己经受了考验,成功活到了寿终正寝,而且没有为了苟活而放弃自己的尊严,没有被物欲贪婪所侵蚀,没有为权柄与魅惑折腰,可是,也付出了相当的代价.当离开自己那副残败的身体,现在要去哪里呢?

Lin Yuhui thought of his daughter. What was she doing? Longing carried him to her side. Oh, it was late at night; she was sleeping soundly. Lin Yuhui wanted to stroke her hair, but when he reached out, his hand couldn't touch her. Only then did he realize he could never do so again.

林语晖想到了女儿,她在做什么呢?思念把自己带到了她的身边.哦,这是深夜,她在安睡.林语晖想抚摸她的头发,伸出手却无法触碰,他这才意识到自己再也不能了.

But he couldn't leave her yet. Even separated by life and death, he had to stay by her side through this farewell. She would be heartbroken when she saw he was gone. He had to accompany her through this period. As he thought this, Lin Yuhui saw his daughter sitting beside his body, holding his hand and silently weeping. Lin Yuhui tried to lean close to whisper comforting words into her ear, but it didn't work. He immediately realized he might only be able to wait until he could visit her in her dreams.

可是自己现在还不能离开,即便是阴阳相隔,也要陪伴着她,走过这一段告别时刻.当她看到自己已经离世的时候会伤心的,一定要陪着她度过这一段时期,正想着,林语晖看到女儿正坐在自己的遗体旁,拉着自己的手,默默流泪.林语晖想要趴在她的耳边安慰她,试了试,可是并不成功,林语晖马上意识到了也许只能等在梦里给她托梦了.

After watching her daughter spend the entire day arranging her funeral, she returned home, tidied up briefly, and went to sleep. Lin Yuhui began contemplating how to tell her that he was still alive—just in a world she couldn't see—so she wouldn't grieve. Words wouldn't work; he'd tried that during the day. Could he simply whisper it silently in his heart?

看着女儿忙了一天的自己后事办理,回到家里草草收拾一下就睡了,林语晖开始尝试怎么告诉她自己还活着,只不过是在一个她看不到的世界,她就不会伤心了.语言不行,白天试过了,自己在心中默念可不可以呢?

Don't be sad, I'm still here with you, I can still be by your side. Lin Yuhui stood by her daughter's side, silently repeating these words over and over, unsure if she could feel them.

"不要伤心,我还在你身边,我还能陪伴着你."林语晖围绕在女儿身边,一遍遍默念着这句话,不知道她能不能感觉到.

At that moment, Lin Yuhui sensed that others seemed to be calling out to him as well, though he couldn't see them. Who cares? He hadn't followed orders when he was alive, and now that he was dead, he cared even less. So he lay down beside his daughter, recalling when she was just a baby—so small back then, still needing her daddy's care and protection.

这时林语晖感觉到似乎也有其他人也在呼唤自己,但是自己看不到,管他呢,自己活着的时候都不听命令,现在死了,更不在乎了.于是他侧身躺在了女儿身边,想起她还是婴儿的时候,那时候她只有那么小,还是要依赖爸爸的照顾和保护.I remember one summer day when Mom went out to buy clothes, and Dad watched her lying on the bed.

还记得有一次夏天,妈妈出去买衣服了,爸爸看着她躺在床上.

It was a scorching day. Daddy was eating watermelon, but how could he let his daughter just watch longingly? So Daddy scooped out some watermelon juice with a spoon and fed it to her. She loved it—every time she got a taste, she'd laugh and clap her hands with delight. Daddy thought, "She needs some vitamin C too. Let's give her some tomato juice." It was a bit sour, but a little bit should be fine.

天很热爸爸在吃西瓜,可是怎么能让女儿在那看着眼馋呢,于是爸爸用勺子压出西瓜汁,送到她嘴里,她很喜欢,每次喝到嘴里就笑得手舞足蹈.爸爸想,她也需要维生素C,给她来点番茄汁吧,有些酸,但是少来点应该没事.

Every time she saw her daughter's expression as she sipped, eyes closed and lips pursed tightly, she too felt the sourness. Yet when offered another sip, the child still opened her mouth to drink. Recalling those cherished moments, Lin Yuhui felt transported back to that former home—the sun-drenched room on that afternoon. Bathed in brilliant sunlight, everything inside seemed vividly bright. Her daughter's every movement, every smile on her face, played out like a high-definition movie scene in slow motion. Everything was so utterly beautiful.

当看到女儿每次喝到嘴里的表情,闭着眼睛使劲咂吧嘴儿,确实她也觉得酸.可是再喂给她的时候她依然张嘴喝.想着曾经的美好时光,林语晖似乎觉得自己又回到了那个曾经的家中,那充满阳光的室内,那是个下午,在灿烂的阳光里,屋子里的一切都是那么的色彩明亮,女儿的每一个动作,脸上的笑容,如同高清的电影镜头慢放,一切都是那么的美好.

In the warm afternoon sunlight, Lin Yuhui felt as though she had entered another dimension. Amidst the same afternoon rays, amidst fields of white lilies blanketing the hillsides, a young woman approached, wearing a crown of lilies. Seres? Lin Yuhui recognized her—a former colleague. But doubt immediately crept in: Could she be dead too? She was twenty years younger than me.

温暖的午后阳光里,林语晖感到自己似乎到了另外一个空间,同样是午后的阳光,漫山遍野的白色百合花丛里,有一位姑娘,头戴百合花冠,慢慢走近.是瑟瑞斯?林语晖辨认了一下,是她,过去的一位女同事,但是林语晖马上心生疑虑,难道她也死了吗?她比我小二十岁.

Lin Yuhui wanted to ask about her situation, to determine if she was truly Seres. But he immediately grew wary—what if it was just his own hallucination? What if someone else was projecting an illusion onto him? Since she hadn't cared about him when she was alive, why should he bother with her now that she was dead?

林语晖想问问她的情况,判断一下是不是真的瑟瑞斯,但是他马上又起了防备心,要是自己的幻觉呢?要是别人给我投射的幻觉呢?既然活着的时候她都有没有对自己用心,死了我还理她干吗?

Lin Yuhui had nothing to say to her and turned to leave, only to find himself still walking along this hillside. Instantly filled with irritation, he glanced back to see Seris still trailing behind him. Lin Yuhui glared and spoke in a very low, displeased tone,

林语晖什么也没想和她说,转身要离开,发现依然走在这个山坡上,顿时心生不满,回头一看,瑟瑞斯仍然跟在自己身后,林语晖眼一瞪,非常低沉不满地语调说,

"Don't bother me anymore."

"你不要再打扰我,"

When Lin Yuhui turned back again, everything from moments before had vanished without a trace. The sky had already begun to lighten. Thinking of how small his daughter had been back then, sleeping in the crook of his arm, he returned to her side.

当林语晖再转回头来,刚才的一切不知什么时候消失了,天色已经发白,想着女儿那时候还那么小,睡在自己臂弯里的样子,他又回到了女儿身边.

When he returned to his daughter's side, he sensed she was dreaming. The scenes in her dream seemed to be her own life experiences, yet intertwined with Lin Yuhui's recent recollections. The grown-up her lay in her father's embrace—his arms so broad they could cradle an adult. Was it a replica of a swing? As her father gently rocked her in his arms, it was as if he were coaxing her to play on a swing.

当再次回到女儿身边的时候,他似乎感觉到了女儿正在做梦,她的梦里的情节似乎是她自己的生活经历,但是却掺杂着林语晖刚才的回忆内容,长大的她在爸爸的臂弯里,爸爸的臂弯是那么的宽大,能够容纳下一个成年人躺在里面,难道是仿制的秋千吗?当爸爸轻摇臂弯里的女儿,仿佛是在哄着女儿玩荡秋千.

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