Liu Yaowen eyes followed Yan Haoxiang without blinking. Day by day he felt that Yan Haoxiang was becoming more and more attractive.
He could no longer hear the details of what Song Yaxuan was saying to him, all his senses were only focused on Yan Haoxiang who was talking sweetly to Ma Jiaqi, Ding Chengxin and Zhang Zhenyuan. "Why are you laughing sweetly with them XiangXiang? Have you forgotten who you really belong to?"
Liu Yaowen tried to approach Yan Haoxiang but Song Yaxuan stopped him because they were still in the recording process. He tried again but still failed. Liu Yaowen let out a heavy sigh. His eyes stared straight into Song Yaxuan's face.
If he followed his heart, he really wanted to be angry with Song Yaxuan's actions. But he was not willing to be angry with him, they grew up together, knowing each other's weaknesses and strengths. Through hard times and good times together. Compared to Yan Haoxiang, Song Yaxuan was the first person he felt most comfortable spending leisure time with and doing any activities.
Yan Haoxiang turned and looked at Liu Yaowen who was still looking at him. He smiled and blowing a sweet kiss to Liu Yaowen. Liu Yaowen was stunned and couldn't believe with Yan Haoxiang's actions. Then he smiled shyly while shaking his head slowly. He was completely melted by how admirable his lover was.
"Wow.."
For him Yan Haoxiang was someone who perfected his whole life. Like a shining star that showing him the right direction whenever he loses his way. Like an angel who is always by his side even though himself always being hurt. The only person that he wanna treasure and protect the most.
Liu Yaowen gazed softly at Yan Haoxiang's alluring behavior. He never felt enough to enjoy the mesmerizing beauty of his beloved. "Wait until we get home. I won't let you go even if you beg me XiangXiang."
After returning home, Liu Yaowen quickly grabbed Yan Haoxiang's slender waist and dragged him into the room as soon as the other group members entered their room. He locked the door and continued to kiss Yan Haoxiang's neck again and again passionately.
"What are you doing?"
Yan Haoxiang whispered as he tried to release Liu Yaowen hand from his waist. He began to hiss every time Liu Yaowen's lips touched his neck. Liu Yaowen pulled Yan Haoxiang's chin towards him.
"You talk too much XiangXiang."
Liu Yaowen whispered and kissed Yan Haoxiang's temptingly beautiful lips. Like an electric shock, Yan Haoxiang was hit with a feeling of passion and made his whole body feel weak and give in to Liu Yaowen's lust.
Liu Yaowen's hand began to explore Yan Haoxiang's waistline and slowly to his chest. Their lips continued to kiss passionately. Liu Yaowen who had long been drooling to enjoy Yan Haoxiang's entire body, bit Yan Haoxiang's lips with unbridled lust.
Yan Haoxiang tried to push Liu Yaowen who started to lose his sanity due to his unbridled sexual desire, but failed. The more he struggled, the more wild and ferocious Liu Yaowen treated him. Yan Haoxiang began to panic and frightening as Liu Yaowen gotten wilder and bit his shoulder. He wanted to scream but he was afraid that the other members would know and his relationship with Liu Yaowen would end.
Liu Yaowen push Yan Haoxiang onto the bed while his lips kissing Haoxiang milky white neck passionately. Yan Haoxiang who is struggling in his arms, makes him getting more and more lustfull.
Liu Yaowen stopped after he saw that Yan Haoxiang was on the verge of tears. Slowly he regained his senses back. His heart felt hurts and disappointed with himself after he saw how Yan Haoxiang shivered with a pale face beneath him.
Liu Yaowen slowly let go of Yan Haoxiang's hand and sat on the edge of the bed. He covered his face with both hands and looked down in regret. He truly regretted and blamed himself for his actions that put Yan Haoxiang through such a terrifying situation.
Yan Haoxiang shivered in fear on the bed. He took a deep breath and tried to hold back his tears. He covered his teary eyes with both hands and started to crying in silence.
After a few minutes, Yan Haoxiang began to feel a little calmer. He stared at Liu Yaowen who was still sitting regretfully on the edge of the bed. Yan Haoxiang gathered his courage and sat down slowly. He was still in fear, but because of love, he hugged Liu Yaowen gantly from behind. Liu Yaowen who blamed himself for hurting Yan Haoxiang just sat there silently. He could feel that Yan Haoxiang's body was still trembling in fear.
"I am sorry"
Yan haoxiang said in a tearful tone. Liu Yaowen shook his head disagree with Yan Haoxiang. All the blame is on him. He is the one who lose his control and hurting Yan Haoxiang.
"Don't worry, we still have a lot of time together. We can do it slowly. Okay?"
Yan Haoxiang said as calm as possible. Liu Yaowen still did not dare to respond. Seeing how Liu Yaowen still blamed himself, Yan Haoxiang began to feel guilty. If he was brave enough to accept all of Liu Yaowen's touches, none of this would have happened.
Yan Haoxiang rested his chin on Liu Yaowen's shoulder. He stared at Liu Yaowen's face. With a charming smile, he gently touched Liu yaowen's cheek with his nose.
"My Yaowen dìdi, I love you."
Yan Haoxiang whispered softly in Liu Yaowen's ear.
Hearing Yan Haoxiang's words, Liu Yaowen sat up straight. He turned and faced Yan Haoxiang who was still smiling sweetly. "why are you so kind XiangXiang? You always forgive me easily, but I always hurt you.". Liu Yaowen gently touched Yan Haoxiang's cheek, then his thumb lovingly caressed Yan Haoxiang's lips. His heart ached even more after he saw the wound on Yan Haoxiang's lips.
With regret, Liu Yaowen slowly placed his forehead on Yan Haoxiang's. He closed his eyes.
"I am sorry XiangXiang. I really do."
Liu Yaowen took a deep breath and let go of all his heavy feelings.
Seeing how Liu Yaowen was suffering. Yan Haoxiang put his nose on Liu Yaowen's. Trying to calm his beloved's feelings, Yan Haoxiang took the initiative to kiss gentaly Liu Yaowen's nose.
"Let's take our times slowly. Will you be with me till our hair turned all gray."
Said Yan Haoxiang with his nose still on Liu Yaowen's.
"Are you proposing to me?"
Liu Yaowen asked with a small laugh.
"Yes I am. Do you agree?"
Yan Haoxiang said and wrapped his arms around Liu Yaowen's neck.
"Yes I am willing. Will you be my wife?"
"Yes, I will"
They both started laughing together. Yan Haoxiang gently kissed Liu Yaowen lips after the end of the proposal ceremony.
"Ouch! Ah.. I forgot about the wound on my lip."
Yan Haoxiang touched his lips. Then he looked at Liu Yaowen's sullen face.
"It's fine. This is not the first time I have been hurt. You know how strong yaur XiangXiang is. don't make that face"
Yan Haoxiang said with a charming smile. He placed his forehead on Liu Yaowen's. Liu Yaowen started to laugh. He pulled Yan Haoxiang's head towards him. He pressed his nose against Yan Haoxiang's. And his fingers caressed Yan Haoxiang's hair gently.
"I loved you XiangXiang"
Liu Yaowen said softly. Yan Haoxiang also put his hand on Liu Yaowen's head and started caressed Liu Yaowen's hair softly.
"I knew. I loved you too."
"I knew."
They laughed lovingly.