Liu Yaowen, who is already nineteen years old, becoming more and more bold and daring to show his affection for Yan Haoxiang. If it weren't for Yan Haoxiang who is still careful to hide their relationship, the whole world would definitely explode from their love story.
To show off his affection and dominate over Yan Haoxiang, Liu Yaowen always stands behind Yan Haoxiang with his sharp eyes observing the whole situation whenever Yan Haoxiang feels safe. But when Yan Haoxiang feels uncomfortable, Liu Yaowen will standing right in front of Yan Haoxiang so that Yan Haoxiang can cling onto him whenever he needs. Liu Yaowen gives Yan Haoxiang the space to be free and be himself and in the same will protect him whenever he feels the need.
"You're getting bolder about showing off our relationship in front of others now. Is that okay?"
Yan Haoxiang began to voice his concerns about their relationship. He looked at Liu Yaowen who was lying comfortably next to him. Now he couldn't imagine his life without Liu Yaowen by his side. Just thinking about it made Yan Haoxiang haunted by fear. Liu Yaowen turned around and faced Yan Haoxiang. His beloved concerns were clearly reflected on his face. Slowly, Liu Yaowen carved a smile when he saw Yan Haoxiang's face that never made him tired of looking at it. Charming as always.
"You're thinking too much about things that haven't happened yet and probably won't happen, my dear XiangXiang"
Liu Yaowen gently caressed Yan Haoxiang's cheek. His beloved always felt worried about everything, especially about their relationship. "My dear XiangXiang, thinking too much will make you suffer. You really make me worry about your situation."
Silent.
Liu Yaowen gently placed his forehead on Yan Haoxiang's forehead, hoping that his beloved would drive away all the negative thoughts that were plaguing his mind and soul.
"Don't worry about something that hasn't happened yet and probably won't happen. When it does, I'll do something about it myself. I'll protect you with all my heart and soul. That's my promise. Please believe that I love you and I won't leave you until the end of my life."
Liu Yaowen hugged Yan Haoxiang tenderly. "Dear God. Remove every negative feeling in my XiangXiang's heart and don't let it come to him again." With love, Liu Yaowen gently kissed Yan Haoxiang's nose.
"I love you so much XiangXiang. My sweet angel, my priceless treasure, my only wife and my everything."
Liu Yaowen pulled Yan Haoxiang's chin up. He slowly placed his lips on Yan Haoxiang's lips. He kissed Yan Haoxiang softly and sweetly. Unconsciously they began to kiss passionately as Liu Yaowen's hands began to unbutton Yan Haoxiang's pajamas.
"We just did it three times yesterday."
Yan Haoxiang held Liu Yaowen's hand who was busy unbuttoning his pajamas. Yan Haoxiang looked directly at Liu Yaowen's face in the hope that Liu Yaowen would be able to pity him and would control himself from devouring him every day.
"Can't we do it every day?"
Liu Yaowen smiled looking at Yan Haoxiang's charming face. "When you have a beautiful and charming wife like this, it doesn't matter if your wife is a man or a woman. How can you resist?" Liu Yaowen swallowed his saliva as he looked at Yan Haoxiang's face who was looking at him with his sparkling eyes.
"At least, while we still have three days off before we start getting busy again next week."
Liu Yaowen tried to persuade Yan Haoxiang. His finger gently pinched Yan Haoxiang's pointed nose.
"If you're tired and can't take it anymore, we can rest. I won't force you."
Liu Yaowen kissed Yan Haoxiang's forehead gently. He really wanted to do it with his wife who was really tempting him at that moment, but he couldn't let his wife suffer for his own satisfaction. He really wanted to protect his only priceless treasure.
With full of tenderness and a sweet smile, Yan Haoxiang hugged Liu Yaowen's neck.
"I'm not tired. But we'll only do it once tonight."
Yan Haoxiang muttered in shame. He couldn't bear to disappoint Liu Yaowen. Although he felt that he might not be able to endure it, his love for Liu Yaowen had overcome everything. Liu Yaowen smiled and gently began to do his work. He knew that Yan Haoxiang would never disappoint him. Therefore, Liu Yaowen tried to let Yan Haoxiang also enjoy every sweetness and pleasure of their relationship.
The night is still long. Liu Yaowen and Yan Haoxiang are wallowing in lust and mating to satisfy each other's desires like there is no tomorrow.
With a sour face, Yan Haoxiang sat quietly while his eyes occasionally glanced sharply at Liu Yaowen who was sitting calmly while laughing with the others. Yan Haoxiang let out a heavy sigh, unable to believe he didn't know about the weekly program and that he had done it more than once with Liu Yaowen last night. His whole body ached and he started to feel like he was getting a fever. Yan Haoxiang turned his head and looked out the window. "Urgh.. I really can't believe it..."
The uneven and bumpy road to the campsite made Yan Haoxiang suffer even more. He tried his best to get through it. "Why did we have to come here today?" Yan Haoxiang grumbled in his heart.
After arriving at the campsite, Yan Haoxiang was the last to get out of the van. Liu Yaowen was already far ahead with Song Yaxuan. They happily teased each other without thinking about him who was suffering on his own. Yan Haoxiang began to feel irritated and just kept quiet. He could feel that his body temperature was starting to rise. His whole body ached. But Liu Yaowen didn't even look at him that day. Yan Haoxiang's heart really hurt and he began to feel that Liu Yaowen was just playing with his feelings.
Yan Haoxiang tried to sit next to Ma Jiaqi to avoid Liu Yaowen. Unfortunately, Song Yaxuan sat next to Ma Jiaqi first. He had no other choice but to sit next to Liu Yaowen. "Why does he have to be everywhere?" Yan Haoxiang grumbled as he lowered his head and played with his nails and bracelet.
Yan Haoxiang remained silent throughout the activity. The pain in his lower back and the hurt in his heart from Liu Yaowen's indifferent attitude towards him really made him want to cry. Due to his unstable emotions and aching body, his body temperature continued to rise, making him feel uncomfortable and lose the desire to do any activities.
"Tonight we have to cook our own dinner. The ingredients have been provided by the company."
Ma Jiaqi's words were like a huge rock falling onto Yan Haoxiang's head. He was almost crying silently.
"Me, Ding ge and Zhang ge will prepare our main course. Who will prepare the drinks?"
Ma Jiaqi asked the others.
"Me.."
"Me"
Song Yaxuan said together with He Junlin.
"Okay, Xiao Ya and Xiao He will prepare our drinks. Xiao Yan and Yaowen will prepare the salad for our dinner."
Ma Jiaqi and Ding Chengxin looked at each other. Ding Chengxin nodded his head. "Be safe. Don't let Yan Haoxiang touch the stove tonight. I'm tired and don't want our dinner to be ruined." Ma Jiaqi gave Ding Chengxin a thumbs up. He still remember how their dorm kitchen almost burnt down when Yan Haoxiang used its. And also how their pepper powder being pour half of it outside of the pot by Yan Haoxiang who is totally clumsy in the kitchen.
Yan Haoxiang took the salad from the refrigerator, but when he was about to stand up, he felt a pain in his lower back and almost fell over. Liu Yaowen, who was next to him, quickly wrapped his arms around Yan Haoxiang and pulled him into his arms.
"Are you okay?"
Liu Yaowen asked in concern. Yan Haoxiang, who was still angry, tried to push Liu Yaowen away, but his back pain gotten worse. He almost cried and buried his face in Liu Yaowen's chest.
Ma Jiaqi who saw Yan Haoxiang's situation quickly walked towards Yan Haoxiang and placed his hand on Yan Haoxiang's forehead. It's hot.
"Take him to his room. I'll ask the staff for medicine to relieve his fever."
Ma Jiaqi ordered in a panic. He couldn't believe how fragile Yan Haoxiang was. As far as he could remember, Yan Haoxiang was just fine and healthy yesterday. The weather also warm and nice. What the cause of his sudden fever? Ma Jiaqi really can't think any possibility for its.
"What happened to Xiao Yan?"
Ding Chengxin began to worry. Yan Haoxiang's condition seemed worse than before. It made him remember the time when Yan Haoxiang's hand was injured and had to be taken to the hospital.
"He has a fever."
Ma Jiaqi said as he walked away from the kitchen.
"No wonder he was silent all day."
Ding Chengxin looked at the others who were still in puzzled.
"Let's continue cooking. Yan Haoxiang has a fever, he needs to eat before taking his medicine."
Ding Chengxin started cooking for their dinner with the others.
Meanwhile in the room, Yan Haoxiang and Liu Yaowen started their first love quarrel.
"I want you to answer my question honestly, between me and YaYa, who do you love more?"
Liu Yaowen began to feel a sense of danger as he tried to answer Yan Haoxiang's deadly question. He could feel that whatever answer he gave, Yan Haoxiang would not accept it.
"It must be you. My only beloved wife. Why are you asking such a question all of a sudden?"
Liu Yaowen hugged Yan Haoxiang. Trying to calm Yan Haoxiang's anger which was starting to make him feel unwell.
"Don't lie!"
Liu Yaowen was stunned as Yan Haoxiang began to suppress his deep voice. Yan Haoxiang's body began to tremble with anger and pain. Seeing Yan Haoxiang's state at that moment made Liu Yaowen really sad.
"What are you talking about, XiangXiang dear?"
Liu Yaowen let go of his embrace and stood up straight looking at Yan Haoxiang's face which was already pale from fever.
"If you really love me, why did you leave me alone and you had fun with him? Why?"
Yan Haoxiang's voice began to tremble. His heart really hurt at that moment. Liu Yaowen just kept quiet, biting his lips. At that moment, he knew that there was no right answer for Yan Haoxiang.
"What do you really want from me?"
Yan Haoxiang keep asking for an answer from Liu Yaowen mouth. He already in the verge of tears yet Liu Yaowen words just stuck in his throat.
"Do you really love me or do you just want my body?"
Yan Haoxiang's words were like a bolt of lightning that struck straight into Liu Yaowen's heart.
"My dear XiangXiang, please listen to me. I truly love you with all of my heart and soul. I swear in the name of God that I truly love you until the end of my life."
"Lie!"
Yan Haoxiang really didn't want to accept any answer from Liu Yaowen. For him at that time, everyone was the same. Everyone just wanted to take advantage of him. Once they were satisfied and he was no longer needed, everyone started to betray him and abandoned him in the darkness.
Liu Yaowen had no choice but to listen Yan Haoxiang express all his heavy feelings till the end before he can coaxing him and give him the best answer. Now he knew how much his lover suffered because of his relationship with Song Yaxuan.
"If that's true, why did you leave me alone to endure the pain along the bumpy road after what you did to me last night and you were laughing happily with Song Yaxuan?"
Liu Yaowen was stunned when he heard Yan Haoxiang's words. "Oh, that's the cause. So it's really my fault." Liu Yaowen held both of Yan Haoxiang's shoulders and patted him gently.
"I told you once was enough, but you wanted more. You did it more than three times the day before. Do you know how much my body hurts right now?"
Liu Yaowen could only caress Yan haoxiang's shoulder at that moment. He waited for Yan Haoxiang to calm down to give an explanation.
"Why did you leave me alone and go have fun with him? Do you have any thoughts about me? What do you think I am?"
Yan Haoxiang continued to express what was hidden in his heart and Liu Yaowen only listened faithfully and patiently.
"You didn't even look at me today. Are you tired of me? Or do you regret choosing me? Please tell me if you regret choosing me. I will let you go. And if I have to go, I will go."
Hearing those words from Yan Haoxiang's mouth, Liu Yaowen quickly hugged Yan Haoxiang gently and kissed Yan Haoxiang's forehead. He couldn't bear to lose Yan Haoxiang who suddenly wanted to give up their relationship and dreams.
"I'm sorry, my dear XiangXiang. I hurt you a lot. Please don't give up on our relationship and our dreams. We will be together until the end of our lives."
Yan Haoxiang just remained silent in Liu Yaowen's arms. He knew that Liu Yaowen was innocent. He knew that Liu Yaowen had no choice but to agree to the company's arrangement. He knew that Liu Yaowen and Song Yaxuan had a special bond because they grew up together and nothing more. But he couldn't help but feel jealous over Liu Yaowen and Song Yaxuan's friendly relationship which he thought was too much.
"I swear that I truly love you with all of my heart. Today I didn't look at you or be near you, because I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself to do it with you. I felt unsatisfied just three times with you last night."
Liu Yaowen tightened his embrace on Yan Haoxiang. "If it weren't for your unwellness, I would definitely enjoy your whole body which really seduces me XiangXiang."
"What? Not satisfied? Are you a monster who is never satisfied even though you unleashed your lust on me three times last night? How many times will it take for you to feel satisfied?"
Liu Yaowen laid Yan Haoxiang onto the bed. He placed a cold compress on Yan Haoxiang's forehead to reduce his temperature. Yan Haoxiang looked at Liu Yaowen's face with glazed eyes. Liu Yaowen smiled softly as he caressed Yan Haoxiang's cheek.
"I will never be satisfied when it comes to my beloved wife. You know, that you are everything to me. Now you rest well. I will be back after dinner was ready."
Liu Yaowen said in a soft voice that slowly soothed Yan Haoxiang's feelings.
"I am sorry..."
Yan Haoxiang's voice was tearful. Tears slowly flowed from his eyes.
"You have nothing to forgive, my dear. My wife has always been my number one. You have the right to be angry."
Liu Yaowen smiled and gently wiped away Yan Haoxiang's tears. He slowly kissed Yan Haoxiang's pointed nose. "I truly love you with all my heart and soul, my dear XiangXiang"
Wǒ huì biànchéng tónghuà lǐ nǐ ài dì nàgè tiānshǐ
zhāngkāishuāng shǒu biànchéng chìbǎng shǒuhù nǐ
nǐ yào xiāngxìn xiāngxìn wǒmen huì xiàng tónghuà gùshì lǐ
xìngfú hé kuàilè shì jiéjú
I will become the angel you love in the fairy tale. I will open my arms and turn them into wings to protect you. You must believe, believe that we will be like in the fairy tale. Happiness and joy are the ending.
Yīqǐ xiě wǒmen de jiéjú
Let's write our ending together
Liu Yaowen sang softly to put Yan Haoxiang to sleep. He wanted Yan Haoxiang, who had been suffering from a fever due to his inability to control himself, to rest as peacefully as possible.
After Yan Haoxiang fell asleep, Liu Yaowen slowly left to continue preparing dinner with the others. As soon as Liu Yaowen opened the door, he almost had a heart attack after seeing Ma Jiaqi in front of their room with a mischievous smile.
"Your wife's medicine. Make sure he eats something before he takes his medicine."
Ma Jiaqi said and gave the medicine in his hand to Liu Yaowen. Now he knew the main reason why Yan Haoxiang suddenly had a fever.
"How much have you heard?"
Liu Yaowen asked in panic. "It's over if he finds out what I did to Yan Haoxiang last night."
"I heard all the arguing between you two. I was standing here as soon as you two entered the room."
Ma Jiaqi's answer made Liu Yaowen's soul float out of his body. "I'm dead" Liu Yaowen knew how much Ma Jiaqi and Ding Chengxin loved Yan Haoxiang. He began to imagine what he would go through after what he did to Yan Haoxiang last night came to Ding Chengxin's knowledge. Liu Yaowen began to break into a cold sweat.
"Don't worry"
Ma Jiaqi grabbed Liu Yaowen's neck and pulled Liu Yaowen close to him.
"We are in the same boat. But don't tell Ding ge. We will both die if Ding ge finds out. You know what Ding ge is like, right?"
Liu Yaowen looked at Ma Jiaqi's face with a questioning look.
"Haaa.. like this. My relationship with Ding Ge and YaYa is like your relationship with Xiao Yan and YaYa. Understand? It's just... Me and YaYa... we are really together, not just friends like you and YaYa"
Ma Jiaqi's explanation made Liu Yaowen even more confused. But he just nodded. Lazy to asked more. Not his business anyway.
"Next time make sure you control yourself. Your wife is not as strong as mine. Besides, I have two. One can't take it many times, I have another one waiting for me"
Ma Jiaqi said proudly as he winked at Liu Yaowen before walking away leaving him in a daze. "Are you human or monster, one person is still not enough to satisfy your lust?" Liu Yaowen shook his head in disbelief and looked at the door of the room where Yan Haoxiang was sleeping. Slowly his lips curved into a smile. "XiangXiang... I only need you alone. Sweet dreams my sweet XiangXiang"