WHY AM I FEELING THIS WAY?IT'S HARD TO ACCEPT:STRANGE FEELING.

Even in 2025, people who identify as homosexual still face criticism across the world. Society often dismisses their love as nothing more than a choice, mere lust, or a fleeting attraction. But how often do people stop to consider the emotions of those who love someone of the same gender? For many, the journey of self-acceptance is not easy. They struggle with fear, hesitation, and the weight of believing they are somehow “abnormal.” Some even hide their feelings or deny themselves love, simply because society refuses to support them. Yet love, at its core, has never been about gender. Love is a connection between two hearts—a bond formed when we find someone who truly matches us. Just as playboys and playgirls exist in heterosexual relationships, they exist in homosexual ones as well. This proves that the essence of love is universal: it belongs to individuals, not to labels. A homosexual relationship is no different from a heterosexual one. Love is love—pure, real, and deeply human.Love is not between Genders. This is my very first story, and since I’m a fan of BL, I wanted to take my first step into creating one. I hope you’ll enjoy it. (Let's talk about meaning of name) WHY AM I FEELING THIS WAY?IT'S HARD TO ACCEPT:STRANGE FEELING. Love can be beautiful, but when it doesn’t fit the world’s expectations, it can feel strange—even frightening. That is why this story carries the name Why Am I Feeling This Way? It's hard to accept : STRANGE FEELING Because for the boys who first begin to realize they are falling for someone of the same gender, the feelings don’t come easily. At first, they feel abnormal, confused, and weighed down by fear. Anxiety grips them as they wonder, “What’s wrong with me? Why do I feel this way?” Yet what they are really facing is not a problem within themselves, but the heavy pressure of society. This story is about that struggle—the difficulty of accepting their emotions, the silence of hiding their truth, and the courage it takes to finally confess their love. It is also about the challenges of living openly in a world that often refuses to understand, especially when one of them is someone famous—an actor under the spotlight. Fame makes the heart’s choices even harder, but love will always find a way to fight back. The journey belongs to five people: two couples whose stories are just as important as each other’s, and one girl who plays a crucial role in their lives. Each carries their own pain, their own growth, and their own meaning. They are not supporting roles or side characters. Every one of them has a story worth telling. So let’s begin this journey together—through love, fear, anxiety, and acceptance—and step into the world of WHY AM I FEELING THIS WAY?IT'S HARD TO ACCEPT:STRANGE FEELING. Now, let’s step into the story. Meet Li Yuze, a young and ambitious man in his twenties. After struggling through countless hardships at work, he makes the bold choice to quit his job and chase after the career of his dreams. Along this journey, he crosses paths with Han Shuyi and Huo Zeyang —two people who become deeply important in his life. They don’t just support him; they also carry stories of their own, with battles and dreams that shape who they are. And then, there is Tiang Wei, a rising star whose fame lights up the world yet makes his heart’s choices more complicated than anyone can imagine. Alongside him stands Yi ming, another central figure in this tale. Each of them—Li Yuze, Tiang Wei, Huo Zeyang, Yi Ming, and Han Shuyi —has something to say. Each carries a story that matters, a lesson about love, courage, and acceptance. Together, their lives remind us that love comes in many forms, and every heart has its own truth. So be ready—to fall into a love story, to walk beside Li Yuze, Tian Wei, Yi Ming and Huo Zeyang as they face their battles, to understand , and to be supportive like Han Shuyi. Their stories are waiting for you. By Author Of STRANGE FEELING