I've been awake for about twenty minutes. The nurse apparently left for the night while I was asleep so now theirs a security officer in her place.
He gives me the creeps! His just staring at me. Given the fact I'm the only one here. I get it but it still creeps me out. I feel uncomfortable.
I'm watching the clock tick by, it's currently 6:10.
The nurse is late. She should have been here ten minutes ago. I'm itching to get out of here. I know I'm going back to secure once I'm discharged but this room is driving me nuts. I hate being watched and that's exactly what the nurse and the security officer does. It was bearable when the cuffs were on it was only a few glances but now they're off I'm being watched like a hawk. It's unnerving.
Finally the nurse walks in. She talks with the officer for a minute then he strolls out and leaves. The nurse then comes over to me.
'Did you sleep well?' She asks
'Yh' I mumble.
'I'm glad to hear that now sit up for me'. I sit up and swing my legs round so they're dangling off the bed.
The nurse pulls out a light from her pocket then starts to shine it in my eyes.
'Can you follow the light for me?' She asks. I follow the light to the left then to the right. Then up and down. The nurse then flicks the light on and off a few times in each eye. When she's done she covers my eye then shines the light and does the same thing with my other eye.
'Your eyes are dilating normally, I'll discharge you' she informs. I nod my head and she walks over to her desk.
I watch the nurse type away on the computer, when she stops typing she picks up the phone. She talks for a few minutes then puts the phone back down. She then starts doing paperwork.
A few minutes later I hear footsteps echoing then Mr Tiz comes in. He speaks to the nurse then calls
'Come hope' I get off the bed and walk over to him, he turns around and starts walking so I follow quietly behind him. I know where we're off to.
We walk back to secure and he leads me to a cell. I step inside and sit down on the bench. Mr Tiz closes the door and then it locks. The room goes dark so I lay down.
It's not too long before a food tray is posted through the door. The lights switch on. I blink a few times to adjust to the light then I haul myself up and grab the tray. I take the tray over to the bench and tuck in. It's vegetable soup. It's rank but I'm starving so I eat it.
When I'm finished I scamper over to the toilet and pee. When I've done, I grab the tray and place it back in the door.
I can't sleep yet as I literally woke up not long ago. I start to pace around the small space. Anything to keep myself occupied.
Once I'm bored of laps I do jumping jacks, wheel arms, sit ups, push ups and the plank. Time drags in the dark.
A tray is posted through the door. The light flickers on so I jump up and grab the tray. It's more bloody soup. I'm sick of it. Instead of eating the food I play with it.
I dip my finger into the soup, it's a little warm and gross but I'm bored. With the light on I start to paint. I use the soup as my paint, my finger as a brush and the wall as my canvas. It's a little messy but I use tissue on the drips.
The light went off ages ago. There's not much light but Ive worked with it. I step back and review my soup masterpiece.
My eyes scan the painting of Mr Tiz. Mr Tiz's eyes are a bit sharper than that. I edit the eyes then step back again. I think my soup painting has come out quite well, considering the lack of lighting half the time.
Now I'm finished there's a small amount of soup left so I pick up the tray and walk over to the door and I post it back. I walk back to the bench and close my eyes. Picturing what I'll paint next.
I don't know how long it's been but I've managed to figure out what I'm going to paint next. Ive been laying and then pacing for hours. Waiting for more soup so when I finally hear the tray slide in and the lights flicker on I rush over to the door and grab the tray.
I sit on the floor and start painting. I'm currently painting myself. The lights switch off but I carry on. When I'm finished with myself I start to paint April then I move on to Allison. When I'm finished I let out a yawn then stand up. I step back and observe my new soup masterpiece. It looks pretty decent. It's smaller than Mr Tiz but I need to use the space wisely.
When I'm finished observing I pick up the tray and post it through the door. I walk over to the toilet and pee then climb onto the board, I lay in the dark for a while before I doze off to sleep.