.•° °•.Knox.•° °•.
A lot of embarrassing things had happened yesterday that I didn't want to think about but my mind had other plans. It is always the things that you don't want to think about , that you think about the most. Like where is this energy during my exams.
I swear to God if another thing like that ever happens again, I might just scream. Scream like a freaking banshee.
I left around 4 PM yesterday by then Ade had already left. I did not go for a second round at his pillow if you want to know, that would be weird.
I didn't tell Dal about any of the events that occured. I haven't also told that I have a thing for his older brother. He'd hate me and I don't want to ruin our friendship on something for petty, that I'll even get when I'm tired.
But the thing is, I haven't gotten tired even after all those years and it's making me crazy to be honest. How could I easily get bored of other things I love so much but here I am having a crush like a little school girl.
'Ox!'
'OX!'
"Keep your head in the game." Someone shaked my shoulder waking me up from my trance. The classroom was quite chatty this morning, Mr. Antler hadn't arrived yet to start his math class.
"Huh?"
"Sorry, I got distracted." I rubbed my hand over my face and blinked a couple of times.
"Well quit daydreaming and while you're at it help me with this problem." Dal said.
"I don't get it." He continued looking troubled more than ever. Maths has never been Dal's thing, his more of a English person than a Math person. I am the Math person in this friendship.
I gazed at the problem, totally happy to help him but I just stared at him blankly for a few seconds deciding on what I should do.
"No!"
"Whyyyy?" He whimpered violently shaking me side to side. The reason why I didn't want to help was that I had already explained it to him over 5 times.
"You know why."
"But I still don't get."
"It's not my problem your a dumb ass."
"Ha, how could you calling your friend dumb, you insult me."
"It's not an insult if it's true."
"Haha,You know his right." One of our other friend Slay pointed out as he fist bump Riki, another one of our friends. Slay had honey glazed skin, rosy brown eyes and light pink lips while who an inch under Slay in height had champagne skin, spring green eye that made him stand out more than he would like.
"I don't need to listen to someone who got a 49 on chem."
We had recently had a test and he had failed.
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Mummers and panic danced around the room as count students were nervously chatting about their grade.
"What do you think you got." Slay asked Dal.
"Me definitely higher than you." Dal confidently spoke out with one hand on his hip. What Dal had said would later on be true as when we received our test papers, Dal had in fact got higher than Saly on the test.
"Ahh my mom's gonna kill me." Slay said panicking. Riki tired to calm him down by rubbing his back repeatedly.
"Didn't you study this time." Riki asked hoping to get him to think about something else.
"Yes, I did. I really did this time but looks like it was all in vain." Little tears appeared on his eyelids that he quickly whipped away. It is true that he studied, I saw him at the library countless times during the past week.
"It's not fair. I'm pretty sure knx over there got a perfect score."
"Hey leave the dude alone, it's not his fault that his gifted." Dal defended me.
"What did you get any way." They asked in unison. I lifted my paper and let it answer for it's self.
"See what did I even expect." Slay struggled. Dal and Riki patted me on the back.
"Stop that." I shook their arms off me with an annoyed face.
"Any why let's try to cheer up shall we Slay, it's not the end of the world just because you missed one point on a test.".
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"Fine that's fair." Slay said.
Soon Mr. Antler arrived and began his class. All I felt like doing was sleeping, honestly, my mind had tired me out from all the overthinking.
My vision eventually trailed towards the see through solid beside me. The warm air made my sleepiness even worse.
I once again tried to focus, listening and occasionally answering questions that no one was willing to or couldn't answer.
But there was one thing that kept running around in my mind, that was him.
Ade fucking Golding.
The thoughts in my head have always been loud but they are loudest when I think about HIM.
What is about him that makes me want to stare and observe him all the time, oh not in like a stalker way tho, In like a I love you way.
Ahh! Way does it have to be him though and not anyone else.
Class eventually came to a stop, then another started then that one came to a stop and the went on again till the school day was over.
"Is the arcade good?." Dal nudged my shoulder as we took our usual path home that afternoon.
"Yeah, it might help me clear my mind a bit." I said swinging my arm into the air, hoping to cheer myself up.