48. "KISS OF THE SUN"
From what I know about her, I'm guessing that she's either looking at her phone, cooking, eating or taking a nap, she's probably smelling sweeter than the garden of roses, I still remember the scent of her perfume and I wish I could feel her kiss like the kiss of the sun.
Knowing her, she's probably cooking after some time of cleaning up, she's probably smelling sweeter than the garden of roses, I still remember the perfume on her clothes and I wish I could get her kisses like the kiss of the sun. After all this time, I still sit here, wishing that I could get her kisses, that should be enough of a testament of how special she is to my little heart.
I remember how soft and sweet her kisses used to be, I remember how good my heart would feel when she'd plant her kisses on my cheek, man.. I guess it's true that true love never dies, how am I still in this state after being separated from her for more than a year.
I wish I could get her soft touch on my skin like the kiss of the sun.
49. "WE MEET AGAIN" / "MY TRUE FEELINGS"
I can't believe that it's been over two years since the day we met, it still feels like it happened yesterday and I remember every part about that moment, damn, memories like this make me wish we could meet again.
It was a rainy morning, if you would've told me that I'm on my way to meet the girl of my dreams, I wouldn't believe the word you say because nothing about that rain was a sign of being on my way to change my life forever.
I'm tired of acting like I don't feel shit anymore, I don't care about what everybody else normally does in situations like this, I'm Theodore and I wasn't born to deprive myself of the chance to let my soul feel what it's meant to feel, right here in this moment.
I know that this bag of emotions that I'm digging up might bring me some tough shit but it's better than not being true to myself, what do I gain by acting like I don't feel shit anymore when I know damn well that I still care about that girl?
I'll let my soul drown in the ocean of love, soak in the rain of pain and shine in the pleasure of loving somebody purely, if that means I'll be living in my truth.