Zayreen's POV:
Iam so angry with myself as well as with everyone else. I don't have any right to get angry at my pack members for talking about Lena and conveying their concerns about their safety but I lost it when they started subjecting their hate towards Moira.
It was not me who lost control but my wolf who hated seeing Moira subjected to hate and insults. I was angry too but not as much as him.
It was so hard to not chase Moira when she stromed off after her outbrust but i didn't because I don't want to make things more difficult that they are.
Maybe it's not the mate bond! But just a attraction towards her
My wolf growled at that thought.
I can feel the bond pulsating when Moira is around me and the tingles I felt when I touched her are intense. It's definitely mate bond and we are mates.
I don't know what i have done to get a second chance mate but the circumstances in which we are and also we are two different world which can never become one.
I can't let go of the hate i had for rogues. I can't let myself forget what they did to me.
" Alpha!" Silas's voice put a stop to my thoughts and the monologue inside my head.
" Come in." I am in my office, there are files scattered infront of me on the table but i didn't read even a single line of them.
" Alpha! I want to apologise for doubting your decision." I didn't lift my head but I can feel his remorse coming off of him in waves.
" It's okay, Silas. I know you want packs safety as much as I want. Didn't took it to heart." In a sense iam proud of my beta and pack members that they can know to question me sometimes when they feel unfair rather than hating me behind.
It's been an hour two since Moira stromed off and i didn't hear from her. We need to start planning and thinking about ways we can save her pack.
" I will talk to everyone again and explain everything to them. They were looking out for their families due to the history of rogues with us." I don't need him to remind me what history we have with them but i didn't show my anger and just hummed with him.
" Can you go and call Moira to my office. We need to discuss about disapperance happened around her pack." It's been a ongoing problem for everyone and till now no one knows what happened to those who vanished from different packs and no trace or clues left behind.
" Okay, Alpha." He left my office and I pushed back in my chair, a tired sigh escaping my mouth. I already feel so tired but I don't have time to lay back and get some rest.
A knock on the door made me sit straight. I need to be professional with Moira from now on, whatever is there between us will never bloom as she doesn't believe in the bonds and she believes that I have a mate and I want to keep it that way so no problem would arise in future.
My heart skipped a beat at the thought of her standing a door away. MY wolf perked up, he never showed interest in anything other than killing our prey but ever since Moira came he is perking up like those puppies.
" Come in." I answered in a business tone and the door opened slowly making me aware of the footsteps and the breathing but the scent which wafted towards me was not Moira's.
My head snapped at the door, my eyes narrowed at her in question at what she was doing in my office when I asked for Moira to come.
" Layla!" I greeted her and also showed my confusion at her presence.
" Alpha, Your beta asked Moira ro come meet you but she hasn't come to the room yet." She informed, she is trying to look relaxed but there is some concern and worry in her eyes which made me worry too.
" What do you mean she is not in the room yet! She left the ground 3 hours ago." Something seems not right, even if Moira wants to go for a run she won't be out this late, but who knows her! I absolutely don't.
" Does she like to stroll outside a lot?" I asked, worry gnawing my insides.
" Yes, but she never stays in the forest for too long and she said she will come back soon after talking to you." Moira told Layla about talking to me! It's not like she was meeting me for something else so she has to hide.
Iam over thinking.
" We didn't talk much and she left me in 5 minutes." I told her, she is not safe in my pack. I know it sounds stupid that my pack will harm anyone but they will surely harm rogues and Moira is a Rogue and they showed their hatred towards her in the meeting.
I should have followed her and waited till she went to her room but I was giving her space.
A low growl vibrated in my head, my wolf is angry at me for leaving his mate alone when she can be attacked from any side.
"Didn't you go out and look for her?" I asked, thinking why she hadn't gone out to look for her friend when she didn't came back to the room.
" I wanted to, but Moira warned me to not leave the room till she came back and I didn't want to upset her." guilt swarmed in her eyes and anger towards herself for not doing anything and staying in the room.
" Don't worry, I will go out and look for her. She may just want some alone time for herself and strolling." I told her trying to appease her worry but even to my ears they sound like an excuse.
I hope she is not in danger, I know very well that she will defend herself but the 1 percent doubt clouding my entire belief.
" I will come with you. I won't be able to sit back when Moira is out there and hurt." Layla is already determined to follow me and I will never stop her from looking for her friend and leader.
" Don't think like that. She is going to be alright." I assured her and we both left my office. I mind linked Silas to join us outside of the pack house.
" Please be safe, Moira." I chanted it repeatedly and waited for Silas to join us.