It's kind of wild how
Deeply you can love someone who
Doesn't want you,
And easily, at that...
It's wilder still
How easily you
Can find yourself being used.
No one's safe.
That's a matter of fact...
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I was throwing your bloody dirt
Over my shoulder.
Trying to get to you,
But you just kept getting colder.
I was digging in your grave
You never gave
Me the closure.
Shot my heart down
Lost in love
Like a soldier.
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Out on that road,
In the deepest, darkest cold.
I would have kept on and on
Till my last dawn...
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They all told me then,
That I was making a mistake.
That I should wait.
That all the love I thought you had for me
Was fake.
They all would say;
"You need to slow it up."
Or
"Look the other way."
I was so infatuated,
I would follow
To my grave.
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They would say;
"Take your time with her."
I never paid them mind.
I was so far captivated,
To her red flags.
I was blind.
All in my mind
And all the time.
She was running up my dime,
And I was never what she wanted,
She would leave my love behind.
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When she would look at me,
I would never see
The light in her eyes
It was never meant for me.
I was always cast in darkness,
I was never to be free.
She would never feel my pain,
No, she would have no empathy.
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I kept digging.
That hole got deeper.
I wouldn't stop till I got
To where you were...
I didn't notice
The hole was flooding.
Drowning myself
Just to pursue her...
I couldn't swim
But I'd wade deeper in
To her sin
Just to try to make
A new her.
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Out on that road,
In the deepest, darkest cold.
I would have kept on and on
Till my last dawn.
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No one told me
I was making a mistake...
That I was going to waste my time.
That I met her a bit too late...
I can't hate
Myself for loving her,
I gave her a full plate...
I was always by her side
But she would not
Let me feel great...
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It's kind of wild how
Deeply you can love someone who
Doesn't want you,
And easily, at that...