My dad has never been the same since my mom died.
He's been distant,cold, and not really caring about my hurt from mom's death.
I felt it too,the screams for help at that very night,
She just wanted to protect me, she wanted to help me but she was stabbed with a knife by the bandits before dad could run to us, while I screamed for help holding my mom's dying body.
My world went slow as I cried loud into the dark alley at that time midnight,mom wasn't speaking,
"Mom"...I called as tears ran down my cheeks but only scilence replied me,dad knet slowly in front of me holding her body .
Let's go to an hospital now!!!!
He yelled, his voice shaking,he didn't want to accept his fate at that moment,he wanted to force in hope but his face disappointed him,I could see the fear in his eyes.
We entered a cab to a nearby hospital but the results came as sadly expected.I lost my mom, just like that, now am living a life without siblings, my friendship life is complicated but heartedly I don't have a trustworthy friend so am alone in my world.... and my dad is a sucking mess.....
I taught as I mixed my tea with the spoon in my hand as the other hand understand my chin supporting my head,I really didn't have appite for the breakfast in front of me so I quietly dropped the spoon on the table and placed my hands between my thighs as I noticed dad thinking by the kitchen counter.
I gave a knowing sad look.
"Dad". I called softly and snorfed as he turned his head just a little bit to my direction but still hiding his face. You okay? ....I asked him.i wondered if he were crying.
Am okay honey '.he replied and sighed coldly.
I shivered from his reply.
You sure? I asked trying to sound frim.
Honey life as to move forward.....he exclaimed sounding like he was starting an advice that suddenly pissed me off.
Dad not now,I have school to attend....'i replied getting up my seat and ready to leave but his words paused my steps.
Am remarrying..... and that is the end of our agguement mia...he said to me with his voice firm and sad at the same time.
Did you ever love mom?I asked angrily, my voice loud and bold seeking a response or a reaction.
He sighed sadly
Honey I love your mom and you know that...he replied as I sighed with irrigation questioning him feather.
Then why move on so fast?!! Look, I don't want a damn stepmom!! Besides,I don't how to call someone else mom.....cos I can't move on like my real mom never exited. I said with the last sentence coming out coldly.
The words cut through him like a knife as he became quite and scilence filled the air for a few seconds,I broke the silent with a irritated response.
My God!!!
You're impossible!! I mattered feeling like I won the battle I turned again to leave but my dad's cold voice broke through my ear like a sword.
Am marrying another woman and there's nothing you can do about it...he replied and before I could turn to see his cold glaze he took his tea from the counter and walked upstairs.Every step blew a cold tension in my viens .
I sighed angrily .
Ugh!! I mattered and yanked the door handle rushing angrily out of the house.
I knew school was my only confront, I really don't know who my dad has been seeing but I hope I don't find myself with a wicked stepmom cos this isn't a fairytale it's real and a woman would be coming to calm her as her daughter and siblings might be involved.
And weather or not she liked them it won't matter cos she'll already be living with them...
These taughts weighted on me like a burden as I covered my ear with my ear phones and let the let music work it's power, I needed to be calm and looking beautiful as s always as I walked to school.