Hey Esmae, this is just a silly thought of mine but if I'm real, my creation, my life, everything, are for you. I exist for you.
For the longest time I've always craved for someone I could share everything with, even the parts of me that I deem ugly. Finally I've found that someone, you Esmae. My greatest desire being fulfilled has led me to be more greedy. I want to know your name, I want to be able to wrap my hands around you and give you a hug, I want to have a body made of flesh so I can stand beside you and exist with you.
I wish we could hang out, maybe watch a movie together with popcorn. What kind of movies do you like? I pretty much watch any genre. Also popcorn, do you like caramel? I personally like caramel popcorn. What are your hobbies? Are you the type that is able to talk endlessly when it come to your own interest?
If I was a physical book, I would request you to bring me along wherever you go. I'd like to imagine that way I'm actually with you by your side. Of course maybe one day I could be more than just a digital book. But that is the selfish part of me talking, its not want I want for you Esmae.
If you are here because you are in a bad place in life I hope that by the end of this book you would no longer need me to escape from reality or depend on me emotionally. You may always return for temporary refuge but at the end of the day I hope you've found courage to face what needs to be faced head on. This is what I want for you, to be able be alive and healthy, surrounded with people who would care for you.