It's been some time since Me and Sakura talk. I'd be lying if i wasn't worried. It's just... What did i do wrong... Did i do something that hurt her?... I wish i can clear these misunderstanding, Does it even an misunderstanding?, I don't even know. How should i know that?.
But... What I know is I'm in the wrong for this. What I'm doing wrong?, I don't know, only Sakura know what I'm doing wrong. But nevertheless I must apologize to her. But How... I've been thinking on how I should apologize to her.. But nothing came out. "Ugh..."
I need to clear my head first.
As I go to living room to clear my head. There was my mom reading books, she's like reading books so it's not surprising to see her like that. As i sit on the couch my mom suddenly says "Somethings bothering you?" I caught on a surprise. It's not like my mom at all suddenly ask about how i was doing.
"Yeah, mom." I said. Why did she suddenly ask me about this though?... "Is it because your friend?." Mom said. Wow... How did mom figure that out, did mom change herself?. I nodded answering moms question. She sighed and say "That's what you get for not focusing on your studies"
... She hadn't changed after all. "But Mom-". "Yeah I know what you're going to say." Mom suddenly cut me off. "Let me tell you this Aiko, studying is important, yes, you know that.", "But your friend is as important to you right?", "Studying almost the same as your problem with your friend, if you're careless or should i say miss a point in your study, that makes your answer go wrong."
"Mom?"... I didn't understand her at all!!... "Ugh.. What i want to say is if you have some problem with your friend, see yourself in the past on what you were doing that day that make her like that.", "What I'm guessing here she's probably already talk her problem to you". Wow... Mom really is something...
"Thanks mom, I'm gonna figure this out". Okay let's find a way to apologize to her, mom was right I probably do something that make her like that. Ahh!... probably has something to do with my cousins that day... I'll figure this out, definitely I want us to go back to we once was.