It's getting cold lately, why? because it's starting to snow. Our school is on winter break now, thank god, didn't want to deal that cold when school already difficult enough.
Well that is good though but.... I can't see her... I mean I can still chat her but I still want to see her face. I've been on a date with her too much lately, I don't think she even know that date something only couple would do.
I can hang out with her but... What's the difference between date and hang out with someone you like.. I mean we can still do like eating together, eating, and more but when They know it was a date why does thing get more special.
I want to spend the last days of this year with her..
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And here I am... I managed to ask her somehow. Thank god she accepted it, thinking about it I never really care about this Christmas thingy.. I saw it in some manga I read that they sometimes have a Christmas tree in the city but... I never expected them to be this tall..
Are the tree tall because I'm short or the tree is really tall...
Oh yeah... Where is She anyway? I've been waiting almost 30 minutes now... Hmm... I didn't look weird right.. This is my first time trying to style my outfit and I even tried changed my hair style I tried to curl my hair.. I hope it looks good on me.
I wonder what outfit she will wear, will she wear a cute outfit or she wear an elegant outfit... I don't think a elegant outfit will suit her though....
"Yume!" Aiko running towards me
?!
Whoa, I don't know why but I feel like I've seen this before...
"Y-You're late."
"Yeah... I'm sorry!"
"Here have a drink" I said as I offered her a drink.
"Thanks!."
She looks exhausted.. She really didn't want to upset me huh... Probably because she already make me cry once...
I don't know why but I felt bad now..
Whoa... She looks amazing... I didn't knew she could wear an outfit like that.. She... Looks so cute in that outfit.. I don't know why but I think the sweaters and her jacket match too much that I can die from seeing her in that outfit.. Out of cuteness of course.
"Uhm.. You look cute in that outfit Yume! Your hairstyle too!"
Ugh?!... Thank god I made the choice to change my hairstyle and tried this outfit too. I'm glad I though I messed up my outfit or something, because I didn't know how to this at all, and when it comes to hair I usually just let it down, I never bother trying to style it, thank god I was cute in her eyes.
"T-Thanks! You look... cute in that outfit too.."
"Hehe I'm glad! now let's go!"
Oh yeah, I haven't tell you that we're going to spends our days together until new years. How? I don't even know. But thinking about I've never met her parents before.. Well she didn't meet my parents too but.. I just want to know how Aiko's parents looks like.
Does she looks exactly the same as her mother or she takes after her father.. I can't wait to know that!.. Two days Two night sleepover huh..
Now I feel like I just bothering someone with my selfishness... But she's okay with it so... It should be fine right??.. What about her parents though... Oh man...
Okay okay! now not the time to thinking about that! I've got my whole days... well Two days with Aiko so.. I want to make the most of it, for what? so she can love me back of course!.
Wait... Does it still can be called sleepover If I stay on her house for Two whole days?...
"Yume!" Aiko said while she poking my cheek
"E-eh? what.."
"You were in a daze for a while.. Are you okay?"
"I-I'm okay! no need to worry" I tried to smile naturally... I don't think it looks natural enough.
"You know we can just head back to my house and rest.." Aiko said with a worried look.
"I'm okay! Serious!"
Man.. I really should stop thinking things like that when I'm with Aiko.. She sure worries about me a lot because I'm always like that.. always?...
Anyway we're on a date now!... Well one sided that is, but can never let the other person worries about you, whether you hanging out with them or on a date with them.
Now It's my job to enjoy it and make Aiko enjoy it too.
"O-oh yeah Aiko... I found a clothing store that I think the clothes would really suit us.."
"So do you want to go there?."
"Sure! I'll go wherever you want Yume!"
Please don't say things like that!... I can't help but be selfish if she keeps saying things like that..
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We've arrived at the clothing store, The clothes here well.. as I said before really cute that it may really suit to our liking!... Our?.. Thinking about it I didn't know what type of clothing she likes to wear!... Did I mess up something again.. Oh man.. Why did I have to mess something up when I'm with her..
"Yume!" Aiko said while she bringing me an outfit
"Look! Try this outfit I'm sure it will suit you!."
I don't know why but... Does she seems a bit too excited with picking clothes?.
"Uhh.. O-okay I'll try it.."
But she pick me these clothes.. I'll try it even though I'm kinda embarrassed doing things like this.. But for Aiko!.
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Uh... Doesn't this feels too cute?... I've never realized this, that I could look this cute, oh god what's with that confidence.. I guess I know now why girls like to spend their money on things like this. Now it's time to show it to her.. I don't know why but I feel nervous..
"Uhm... Aiko... What do you think" I said as I go out from the changing room.
"whoa..." Aiko mumbles as she put her hands on her mouth..
... I don't know why but... She looks like she's blushing.. Or it's just my imagination.. I think I heard her mumbles something but...
"W-what is it, does it looks weird on me??"
"No no no!.. In fact you looked very cute in that outfit." Aiko said while blushing.
.. Hehe.. I got called cute by Aiko! I feel happy! I want to buy this outfit, I will put this as my family heirloom!
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We've finished shopping now the time to go home.. to Aiko house I mean... I don't know why but... She's been avoiding my eyes after we buy clothes...
Did I do something wrong again?..
"Uhm.. Aiko.."
She doesn't even look me in the eyes... I wonder why... She keeps averting her gaze like she sees something she shouldn't see.
Now we're walking to her home, It's still early but.. Yeah.. We don't know what to do next so.. We just go back to Aiko home.. Oh yeah I have to meet her parents too.. What should I say to her parents though..
Let me have your daughter!
.. I don't think I should say that.. Yeah.. I remember now that we're both girl.. I.. If I really will be dating Aiko.. What does her parents say.. Before that.. I don't even know if Aiko likes girl..
"...me?"
"Yume!"
"W-what??"
"We've arrived"
Oh yeah we have.. Man I should stop overthinking while I'm walking.. It could be bad if I fall or crash myself on walls..
"Let's get in shall we?" Aiko said
"W-wait!"
I need to prepare my mental first... I'm not ready to meet her parents yet..
"Why??"
"N-nothing.. okay let's go" I said trying to stay calm.
"I'm home!" Fukamizu said
I'm nervous! Like I've never been this nervous before.. Even though I've been to her house before.. Probably the reason I'm nervous right now is her parents..
"Oh you're home.. who's that behind you?"
"That's Yume mom my friend" Aiko said.
"U-Uhm... My name is Sakura yume.. Pleased to meet you" I said while bowing down
"My name is Fukamizu Haruko, thank you for taking care of my daughter"
... Is it me or... Does Aiko's mom feels very different from Aiko herself.. She looks like a strict mom but... Aiko?.. She's so free like cheerful or something like that..
"Okay mom, Me and Yume gonna play up stairs!" Aiko said while grabbing my hand
"Playing?! Didn't you say that your both going to study!"
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"Whoa... Aiko, I didn't know your mom were like that.."
"Yeah, She's very strict.. She only told me to study which is not fun!"
Aha... I think your mom is on the right with this one..
"S-So... What should we do.. Ah! It's already this late?!"
W-what.. I'm pretty sure it's still early before we arrived to her house... How is it this late already...
"Yeah it's already this late, I'll set up the futon okay!"
"O-okay.."
I will sleep with her in the same room!! Even though we didn't share the same bed, but it's okay because I can spend this last day of the year with her.
"It's almost new year huh.."
"Yeah! It is, Just a few more minutes" Aiko said while looking on her phone
"... Ah! Happy new year!"
"H-happy new year..."
Happy new year huh.. I hope things will get better and I hope she.. She can love me back..
"It's time to sleep!" She said then falls to her bed
"E-eh?? already"
"My mom will get mad if we didn't sleep now!"
"O-oh.."
What should i say... I... I already said this before but... I hope things will get better and.. I hope there's nothing to hold my love for her, and I want her to love me back.
I love her... Probably more than people said normal but.. I don't care I love her.. I... I wish we still together.. Aiko... I love you.. I wish for you to love me back.