Class end earlier than I expected, probably because I keep daydreaming about what I want to do with Aiko.. Well now not the time to think about that!
I have the time to be together with her afterschool now, that study thing just an excuse for me to be together with her.
"Yume let's go" Aiko said in front of me smiling.
"Mhm let's-"
"Ah! Fukamizu, Sakura!" Suddenly there's a someone calling us
Huh? It's Minami and Fujimura... Does they have something to tell us? or they want us to help them with something?
"You guys were about to go home, right?" Minami said, smiling.
"Uhh.. Yeah, why do you call us?" Aiko said.
"You see we want to invite you two to study with us! Afterall mock exams is already close!" Fujimura said excitedly..
Mock exams... What's that? hmm... Wait did they just invited us to go study together?? No way! I just want to spend my time together with Aiko why did they have to appear and just excuse themself to me and her alone time!
"Yeah, so do you guys want to study with us?" Minami said.
I looked at Aiko and she seems thinking about it, wether to study with them too or just with me.. I know this is a selfish of me but... I wish she would pick me other than those two stranger I rather didn't want to know.
... That was a bit rude, but...
"Yume, how about you?"
"I... don't want it.." Huh... what...why??
Wait... why do I say such thing... I.. Oh god.. I'm so selfish, what have I just said!! I'm so done for.. This is the end of my story...
They all when silent huh... I know they didn't expect me to be this selfish... huh expecting me... I've heard that word again... It's been a long time since I heard that word...
"A-ah... sorry, I didn't mean it.. I'm just.." My voice start to break, like cracking
Why am I like this.. this is the worst..
"Forget about it. Excuse me I'm going home first"
Without waiting for answer, I just leaved fast. I don't want to think about it, I don't want to think how selfish I am... This is unforgiveable they were kind but I... Ugh.. This is the worst I keep thinking how bad I am as a person.
I keep walking until I found my self at a random park.
"Why did I say that..."
It hurts.. I don't know what's wrong with me, can someone please help me understand myself. Why did I have to be like this.
"I'm so idiot"
Ugh... What should I do for tomorrow, I don't think I can go to school after that.. Oh man.. I've really done it..
I should go home now... huh... where's my bag.. did I just leave it at school?.. Ugh.. Why did I have to forget It..
I can't see their face now. I know they were sad to see me like this, but Aiko.. I don't think I can see her at all. I'm sure she will be disgusted by how selfish I am..
I really should skip school huh..
... No.. This won't do.. Ugh..
Despite all that I find myself walking towards school
School already empty like there were no people at all. Which is good that I can pick my bag easier but because it's like only me here. it make school scary.. because there's no one here.
Well I have to get my bag fast, I don't want someone to look at me or even just noticing me.. I don't want that..
I just now realized that our school is quite huge. hm?.. I thought everyone already left? I guess some of them still have something they have to do at school huh.
Hm? there's someone in the classroom?
...
"Aiko...?"
She turned around "Ah, Yume... you came back"
Ahh... I can't look at her now... ugh...
"I... forgot my bag" I said trying to sound normal
Aiko just stared at me for a few seconds and then she smiled.
"I guess you are. You left it under your desk." She walk over, holding my bag. "Here"
I slowly take it from her hands "...Thanks"
Now It went silent all over again.. I can hear the clocks ticking... I wanna said something to Aiko but... I can't help but feeling every word in my head felt wrong.
"You know, Minami and Fujimara were really surprised"
... Of course they are.. After I made a scene like an idiot
"They thought we were... dating" Aiko said, her voice sounds unsure like she want to laugh it off but couldn't
"... Huh?"
Wait what... They what??
"Yeah, they thought we were dating... They also said that they sorry for interrupting our relationship" Aiko said then laugh akwardly
I see her face... Aiko she's blushing... Does that mean she sees me the same way I see her
"I mean... Maybe they're not entirely wrong.." I said while looking down
This... This is my chance right?.. Yeah this is.. I will confess all my feeling to her
"Huh?" Aiko said confused
Let me give you all my feelings... I want you to know this, I can't hold it anymore, I want you to be mine, I want we to spend the entire of our lifetime together, this is the chance... I can't destroy this chance
"Aiko I have to tell you something" I said while tucking her sleeves