After the trial and failure on the control of energy flow on organic things that once belongs to living thing Shad darc was now slowly Making progress though at much slowly rate than normal considering everything has been moving fast and easy to some certain extent.
But that didn't discourage him in any way if anything it made him feel as if that is how things are meant to be and not the too fast he was earlier experiencing at least things should be too fast and too slow either. Which made him to have feel a sense of urgency.
Either way what matters the most right now is that he is making progress which is what that matter the most at the moment.
And the more progress he made on the knowledge of how to control energy flow the more truths and facts he came to realize.
One of the thing he came to notice is that if energy flow is properly controlled on organic materials that once belongs to a living thing then it is by default potentially more powerful and stronger than that of inorganic materials, but then he is yet to truly test it to gauge the exact differences between the two.
He now have the theoretical knowledge but then he still need the experimental result to make a final conclusion.
Thinking for a short while he commented on his discoveries once more.
"I see, so it is like giving money to somehow who has enough already" pausing for a while he changed the narrative of his comment.
"or maybe is like the difference between a talented person and a person with hard work or the difference between one with potential and one with less potential only in this case the one with the less potential is the inorganic materials while the one with more potential is the organic materials if that is so then this means." feeling like he is heading on the right path concerning the present issue at hand, Shad Darc immediately took a deep breath and organized his thought to keep them from wondering into unnecessary things.
" I see, so basically energy flow raises the potential of the inorganic materials into that of the organic material, while for the one with potential it instead strengthing its foundation or maybe" and that is where his sudden epiphany ended.
Just like that the understanding of energy flow interactions with matters was halted.
"Damn it" he said cursing inwardly then another question surfaced on his mind.
'if that is the case why was it easier for me to use it on myself than it was on the other organic materials so far, after all I am also organic' thinking such he can't help but giggle a little on his own thought precisely the last part of it.
Immediately afterwards one of his mental identity then spoke as if the question itself was thrown at him.
The bored obersever identity then responded to the questions in a bored manner as if the question itself was not worth it. 'probably because you are complete and everything is working in accordance unlike the horns which is only a small part of a whole. Do you understand now?'
"Hmm maybe, but anyways that explanation made sense a little, but I understand. So because I am complete to some extent everything just seems to connect some how, so because the horns are not connected to the whole and main body it is lacking that free flow state."
'exactly. ' said the bored identity and the bored observer identity continued on. 'so you see because it Is not connected to whole part of itself it cannot allow energy to flow freely and also maybe the reason why you are finding it hard to control energy flow on it is because you do not belong to it whole part, well that is only my speculation and don't ask me how I know because I don't know how I know"
Shad Darc just stood there for while his mind suddenly becoming empty and free of any thoughts then he asked the mental identity a question.
'Where you always this smart and intelligence. ' of course Shad Darc knows what the answer would be but still decided to ask.
'of course.' the bored observer identity said plainly and in return asked his own questions.' why do you ask? '
Suddenly the atmosphere became a little awkward and moody reasons being that he already knows the question and in return the bored identity knows his honest answer, well considering it the bored observer identity is just one part of his mental identity but at the same time they felt more alive than it is supposed to be, they feel more like real living identities of his.
'because it feels less like you know it and more like you have and experience such things somehow, somewhere and so come to understand it.'
There was silent for a while with only the sound of distance bird chirping but even with that the world still felt quiet to Shad Darc.
After the brief moment of silence the bored observer identity then spoke calmly.
'maybe I have maybe I have not, you of all people should know that our existence puzzles even us ourselves, we are a mystery even to our own self. '
The part of word even us ourselves suddenly resonated with Shad Darc which left him in slightly uncomfortable state.
Shad Darc decided to let go off the conversion he was having with his inner mind which was trying to resurface some memories he thought he had forgotten.
In order for that not to happen he let go of the topic entirely and began to walk silently into the weird looking forest with out forgetting to practice his control of energy flow.
After another hours of walking that felt like days to Shad Darc in the cold shining weird looking forest it was now approaching night time and in return it is now becoming hotter.
There above the nine moons that seems to be arranged in a circular way with on of them being a crescent moon while the rest are all full moons shone beautifully in soon to be night sky, it is only now that he was able to begin to appreciate some of the beauties of this world.
Looking up at the the nine moons in sky in silent and an unknown contemplation he begins to feel kind of kinship to the moons mostly to the crescent moon in which he felt the most kinship with.
Looking at the crescent moon Shad Darc let out a smile that even him wasn't aware of.
And so finally it was night but instead of stopping and looking for a place or another huge tree to rest he decided to keep moving even through the nights.
Ever since he took full notice of the crescent moon among the eight full moons an inner urge and will to move faster begins to drive him forward.
Because for some unknown reason he begins to feel a sense of urgency as if something large is waiting out there for him and so he has to hurry up and in all this time he had not stop his training to increase his control on energy flows.
Moving quietly into the now hot forest Shad finally arrived at a point and then he smiled.
"well what do we have here."