I thought we'd be like this—just all the same,
But then one day, an alteration came,
Giving me no clue of what just happened,
And all I had seemed to vanish, to end.
My sun disappeared and rain started falling.
The warm nights were gone—cold was calling.
Kept thinking till I drifted off to sleep,
Lost in the labyrinth of thoughts, in deep.
I tried to ask you, but you said we're fine,
And yet I don't feel you—are you still mine?
We were happy, but suddenly you changed;
My world turned upside-down, was rearranged.
The smile you give me now feels different,
Makes me feel your actions were never meant
For me. When you smile, I look in your eyes;
Your smile might fool me, but eyes never lie.
Though not sure, I can't see me there, no more—
Or was I even there, even before?
Yet I'm still hoping to have what we had,
'Cause my Olivia, I miss you so bad.
I woke up the next day without you here,
Called your name everywhere, but you didn't hear.
Then saw a note saying, "I'm meeting a friend."
I'm afraid—I know I was once your friend.
It's not that I don't trust her anymore,
But she acts like a stranger—don't know her no more.
I went for a walk to relax my mind,
But what I saw made me wish I was blind.
I saw Olivia—she's kissing a guy,
Then heard her laugh as she bid him goodbye.
She was in shock when she saw me standing—
Yes, I'm here; I saw you, I was watching.
Now I understand and know the reason,
Yet I don't know why her love changes like season.
Yesterday, it was Olivia and I,
But now I saw her with another guy.
I was so faithful and honest with her;
I gave up everything to be better.
Whatever she wants, I give right away,
Without hesitation, without delay.
Feeling the cold wind, two hands wrapped around me.
She hugged me tighter and said, "I'm sorry."
The pain that she created is still here.
You're lucky—I can't ignore you, my dear.
What she did was painful, for it hurt me,
But I love her too much for not to see.
She's making up with me—I guess she's back.
There's rainbow again, not just white and black.
We're happy again, back to what we were;
It feels like the first time when I met her.
We did what we used to do before—
Sadness left—it wasn't there anymore.
I forgave her and forget what she did.
We all make mistakes—and it's her I need.
So why make it hard and make her suffer?
I love her so much—why should I bother?
Few months have passed and we're still together.
The bond we have is now tighter, stronger.
For the second time, I gave her my trust,
'Cause that's what I promised—till we turn to dust.
I was so in love with her, and she's with me.
This is road to forever—so let it be.
At least that's what I thought until I saw her.
She was with the guy—it's him, I remember.
I felt like a dagger was thrown at me.
My heart ached and my eyes blurred—I couldn't see.
I couldn't even move or utter a word,
As if my tongue was cut off by a sword.
I saw them sharing the same bed—our bed.
She was sweating, panting as she turned her head.
Guilt couldn't be seen on her beautiful face.
I wanted to ask her, but couldn't form a phrase.
The guy left, and it was just the two of us.
Thought it was over and we're back to the old us.
The cold wind blew and my tears started falling.
Put my hand on my chest—felt my heart aching.
Seems like my heart was not only broken,
And I thought it was meant to be forgotten.
But now that it's shattered into pieces,
Venom entered from your poisonous kisses.
Despite the hurt that she has given me,
I still chose her and want her to stay with me.
And I was willing to be the father—
She got pregnant, but it doesn't matter.
I was willing to forgive her again,
Although she became cold to me since then.
I gave up my job just to be with her,
But she's back again—being a stranger.
It hurts me seeing her sad because of me,
But it hurts more knowing she wants to leave me.
It's funny how her love just went away,
When we're always together every day.
Don't know if we're still in a relationship,
When the love we had is now a sunken ship.
She's very far from the person I've known;
Her love is gone, and her hatred has grown.
But I won't give up, and I will still hope.
It's just an obstacle—soon I will cope.
I will make you fall in love with me,
So we will be happy again—you'll see.