Okay. Today i am sad. Terribly sad. Terribly kind of sad that make you say " i want to die".
Cue the spell: Blocking memory.
Attention this spell can't be used on other than yourself so...Don't hope to get away from anything awful you've done to other... Not that i judge. You do whatever you want to your puny enemies but what i am going to teach you won't help you in escaping responsabilities.
Should i teach you more " dark" spell???
Do you have a lot of people you hate??
Anyway my mind is wandering and i need to put it on the right track.
Where was i?
Ah. Today that's right i am sad. I am sad because of a lot of things to tell the true.
Because of a lot of things in the past. I think i can erase the memory of most but i won't do that . And i don't personnaly recommand it. No matter on how bad it is you should be able to retrieve it if you need it.
An example to explain better: Your lover cheated on you and you broke off. Maybe you want to erase the memory of you and him and all the time you spend together but what after? You can leave yourself a note explaining to not worry about the big hole of nothingness in your brain for the past but what if you need a particular memory for the future???
Like where you put the ownership document of the house when you were discussing with your ex?
Or that your new colleague is the one he cheated with but you don't know because you erased their little trip to the bed from your head???
Sometime under the shock we take decision when our mind isn't able to think properly.
But erasing memory after all can make you question everything.
Do you know that it isn't rare that a person who suffered from a rape to lose their memory of this traumatic event? It is a automatic defence from the brain.
For me a rape is worst than a murder. It can basically kill you two times. Destroying your life and then may push you to suicide.
This mass of flesh who serve us as brain must think the same because it consider the things dangerous enough for yourself that it just decide to delete the whole event.
Why i speak of this ?
Because you know you who read this may have been raped by someone that eat with you, laugh with you but you don't even remember.
Scary isn't it?
Some victims actually because of a trigger recall everything years later.
Imagine, suddenly you know that your uncle wasn't just friendly to you...
After 15 years of blissful ignorance and after you let him take your child to the sea for a fun week end....
Ah. That 's horrific no?
Maybe if you had the spell to erase your memory when you are young, in tears and in shock after being raped you may have chosen to erase your memory if you brain already didn't.
But you may regret it later...for the same reason explained above.
Thus the spell : " blocking memory" is better and more wise.
Blocking memry basically dug a pit somewhere in your mind, put the unwanted memories it and bury the whole package until you can't see the tip. Then it put a sign on it like a tomb stone where it describe what is buried.
Like:" Every memory of jack and me until he cheated".
The memory buried won't hurt you because it feel like it didn't exist. There is actually different level of security.
For a metaphor following the previous one it's like deciding how deep this memory will be buried in you.
i am becoming lazy again you will have the recipe next time