Kal jo ma ne btaya uske bad mai bhi samjh gyi, ki mere life me abhi bahot kuch bdalna baki hai. Mera 9th ka exam bahot acha gya mai pass ho gyi, fir 10th me addmission liya, fast class suru hone ke pahle jab mai class me ja rahi thi tabhi achank se kisi se takra gyi mujhe pta hi nhi tha wo ensan meri life me ek yaad bankar rah jayega kuch khash ho jayega mere liye.
Mai jaise hi class ke andar ja rhi thi to ek ladke se takra gyi or kuch alag hi feel ho rha tha. Fir mai sharm se najar niche rakh ke andar chali gyi meri dost nilam hass rhi thi hame dekhkar, fir hindi wali teachar aai aai or sabka name pucha sabse bat ki or kuch padane se pahle wo boli ki ye wo age hai jisme kuch life me khas hote hai naye naye dost bante hai ham samjhdar hote hai. Or ladka ladki ko pyar hota hai. Mai to ye sabd sun ke hi ajib lagta tha, pyar wyar mujhe kuch samjh hi nhi aata tha. Fir agle din usi ladke se get pe takra gyi mujhe samjh nhi aa rha tha kya ho rha tha, uska name kishan tha wo mere hi class me padta tha, fir mujhe bhi achank se use dekhne me acha lagta tha, wo bhi mere tarh padai me thora acha tha, mai use roj notish karti thi, but usse meri kuch khas batt nhi ho pa rhi thi. Padai chal rahi thi, soniya to dusre dosto ke sath jyada rahti thi mujhse baat nhi karti thi wo sport me thi, iss chij ka ghamadd ho gya tha use. Fir bord exam ka fiss bharne ka time aa gya mere pass paise nhi the mere papa akele jaise taise kama kar ghar chala rhe the, sab ka fiss bhar gya tha principal sir ne bola abb last date baki hai agar fiss nhi bhara to exam me baith nhi payegi.
Mujhe teantion ho rha tha agar exam me nhi baithungi to pass kaise hogi aage padai kaise hogi, mere sapne kaise pure honge, kya mera sapna adhura rah jayega.
Mai ghar gyi papa ko bataya papa ke pass paisa nhi tha par wo hame achi shiksha dena chahte the, to papa ne kisi se karja liya or agle din fiss bhari mai bahot khush ho gyi abb mai exam dila sakti hu, fir kuch din baad exam chalu huaa jo dusre gaon me hona tha jha paidal nhi ja sakte the thora dur tha subah 8 baje ae exam chalu hone wala tha gadi bhi nhi thi kisi ki hamare pass bhi nhi thi kuch samjh nhi aa rha tha kya kare, time ho rha tha. Fir papa kisi ka saikal mang ke laye usme mujhe exam hol tak pahuchaya mai khush hui or mann lga ke exam dilaya , har roj jaise taise lift leke jati thi or sara exam ho gya, abb to result ka entejar tha kya hoga mai pass bhi hu ki nhi mere ghar walo ki mehnat bekar na jaye, fir kuch din bad phone pe roll no. Dal kechek kiya to mai 68%se fast devition se pass thi, par soniya jo sports ka nomber add hoga kar ke ghamand kar rahi thi fail ho gyi thi, sab bahot khush the sabne muh mitha kiya, mai bhi bahot khush thi ki abb maine bord exam nikal liya abb mai apne sapne pura karungi aage padai karungi, par,
asli kahani to abb suru hone wali thi aage na jane kitne sare mod aane wale the sab badalne wala tha, kya mere sapne pure honge ki adhure rah jayenge, ye janne ke liye aage padte jaiye,
Mai 10th pass kar chuki thi, Or 11th ki tairi chal rahi thi 11th me abbmission liya fir subject chunna tha apko to pta hai mera sapna doctor bnna tha to mai jayda sochi nhi or science le liya, abb section nhi subject badal gya fi hamara class start huaa, mai science class me pahuchi waha mujhe or dost mile Or last bench se sidha fast bench par aa gyi thi mai bahot khush thi nya class nya subject nya excitement tha, mai class me gyi fast bench me baith gyi or dekha kishan bhi tha usne bhi science liya tha mujhe or bhi khushi hui dheere - dheere wo mujhe bahot acha lagne lga, bhale mai pass ho gyi thi lekin ladkiya abhi bhi mera majak udati thi "ye to kamjor hai last benchar bolti bhi nhi hai, sab hass ke mera majak bna rhe the koi bol rahi thi pass kar ke kya karegi aage samne baith to gyi hai par sir se dar jayegi daftar khi ki darpok 'par mai unke bato ka jawab nhi deti apne kam se matlab rakhti thi, ek din subah break time me dost ke sath baithi thi to kishan aaya or sabko hath mila kar good morning bol rha tha mai to nervous ho rahi thi, tabhi usne mujhe bhi hath milaya Or good morning bola tab happy ho gyi pahli baar kisi ladke ne mujhse dosti ki oe wo bhi jise mai mann hi mann pasand kar baithi thi, wo padai me acha tha uska baat karne ka tarika, ek good boy tha wo fir ek din thand ke mousam me camp me jane ke liye sab name likhwa rahe the usme kishan bhi tha, to maine bhi name likhwa liya or chale gye waha hostel me ruke Or khana hame hi bnana tha to sir ne 10 logo ka group bnaya jisme girl and boy dono the ettefak se kishan mere hi group tha mai or bhi khush ho gyi thi, fir ham sab sath me kam karte pta karte Or hamare group ki bari aayi to ham sab mil ke khana bnaye roj kuch kuch maje karte jaise bhaashan dena kavita bolna or dans, gana gna khub masti mai pahli bar logo se ghuli mili masti ki or jam mujhe lekchar bolne bulaya to maine shiksha ke bare me thora sa bola nervous thi thora par bolkar acha lga, sabne tali bhai or tarif bhi kiya mere jaisi ladki bhi etna acha bol sakti hai.
Or ye sab pyari yaade lekar hame sab ghar aa gye .
par aage to kuch or hi hone wala tha ye saal mere jindgi ki badlav hone wala tha , or asli kahani suru..... . ..