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Chapter 1 - The Second Enrollment

The bus from Lipa took four hours and forty minutes.

Andrei Reyes Montecillo knew this not because he had checked his watch — he didn't own one yet, not in this life — but because he had made this exact ride once before. Same route. Same cracked vinyl seat near the rear window. Same driver who took the Sto. Tomas stretch ten kilometers over the limit and then slowed inexplicably to a crawl once they hit the Alabang viaduct, as if he feared the city the moment it actually appeared.

Andrei had been eighteen the first time. He'd spent that ride staring out the window with his forehead against the glass, watching Batangas dissolve into the gray sprawl of Metro Manila and feeling, for the first time in his life, genuinely small. He had never been to Intramuros. He had never navigated EDSA alone. He had a scholarship letter folded into quarters in his breast pocket, a worn backpack with three days' worth of clothes, and ₱4,200 his mother had pressed into his hand that morning while pretending she wasn't afraid.

He was thirty-eight years old the second time. In a body that was eighteen again, yes — but thirty-eight where it mattered. Thirty-eight in the part of a man that had already failed, already regretted, already run out of tomorrows and somehow been handed them back.

He did not press his forehead against the glass this time.

He sat straight, arms resting on his knees, and watched the highway like a man taking inventory.

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He had spent three days not asking why.

This was harder than it sounded. The morning he woke up in his childhood bedroom in Lipa — the low ceiling, the smell of his mother's sinangag drifting through the plywood wall, the tok-tok of her wooden spoon against the pan — his first instinct had been to scream. His second had been to lie very still and breathe through it. His third, which arrived quietly and stayed, was this:

It doesn't matter why. You know what you know. Use it.

He was Andrei Montecillo. In the life he remembered, he had graduated from Mapua with decent grades, taken a research position at a mid-sized biotech firm in Muntinlupa, spent fifteen years doing careful, forgettable work on other people's projects, and died at thirty-eight of a cardiac event that his doctor had been warning him about for two years. He had not been married. He had not published anything significant. He had sent money home to Lipa every month, which was the one thing he did not regret.

He had been, by most measures, a man who had shown up and done nothing wrong and amounted to very little.

He was not going to do that again.

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The bus shuddered to a stop at Buendia. Three passengers got off. A vendor boarded briefly, selling puso ng saging chips in small plastic bags. Andrei bought one — twelve pesos — and ate it slowly, watching a billboard for a telecommunications company slide past the window. He knew what that company's stock would do in the next eighteen months. He knew what the peso would do against the dollar before the year was out. He knew which shopping mall REIT would triple in value by 2016, which BPO firm would collapse, which small pharmaceutical company listed quietly on the PSE's second board would be acquired by a Singaporean conglomerate for four times its current price in 2015.

He had not known any of this the first time. The first time, he had been a student who barely read the business section.

He pulled a small notebook from his bag — thirty pesos, bought that morning from a National Bookstore in Lipa before the bus terminal. He uncapped a pen and wrote three lines without hesitating:

PSE: MER, JFC, SM. October entry.CRISPR-Cas9 — Doudna & Charpentier 2012. Get the paper.Find a stockbroker. A person, not a platform.

He capped the pen, tore the page free, and folded it into his breast pocket alongside the scholarship letter his mother didn't know he'd already memorized word for word, twice over in two lifetimes.

The notebook was for engineering. The pocket was for the real work.

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Mapua University's registrar's office smelled of toner and industrial floor wax. The fluorescent lights buzzed at a frequency Andrei recognized immediately — that specific, institutional hum, slightly uneven, one tube on the left always flickering at the edge of perception. He had stood under these same lights at eighteen and felt them pressing down on him. He stood under them now and felt nothing except a calm, precise alertness.

The line moved slowly. The boy in front of him was arguing quietly with his mother about his course load. Two girls behind him compared notes on which professors were malambot and which were the type to fail you for a missed decimal. Normal things. First-day things.

Andrei waited. He was very good at waiting now. Waiting was just planning with your mouth closed.

Mrs. Tolentino — stout, efficient, reading glasses on a beaded chain — returned from the comfort room at 9:58 and the line lurched forward. When Andrei reached the window, she took his form without looking at him, stamped it with the mechanical certainty of someone who had stamped ten thousand forms before this one and expected ten thousand more.

"BS Biological Engineering," she read aloud. First year, Biological Engineering." She slid it back under the glass. "Proceed to the cashier for your assessment."

"Salamat, ma'am," he said. (Thank you, maám)

She had already moved to the next student.

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He stood on the front steps in the Intramuros heat and let Manila hit him — the jeepneys, the vendors, the smell of the Pasig River carried on a warm wind from somewhere to the east, the noise of a city that never fully paused. In his first life, this moment had overwhelmed him. He had stood in this same spot and felt the city's indifference like a physical weight, and he had spent the next twenty years quietly accommodating it.

He looked at it now the way a man looks at something he has decided to change.

The Philippines had spent decades exporting its brightest people. Nurses to the Gulf. Engineers to Canada. Researchers to American universities that would publish their work under American names and never once think to send anything back. Andrei had been part of that outflow in his own small way — not abroad, but drained nonetheless, poured into institutions that took his best years and returned very little. He had watched Filipino talent scatter like seeds thrown into a wind that only ever blew outward.

He was done watching that.

He found a shaded bench near the old wall, sat down, and opened his notebook to a fresh page. He had a scholarship, four thousand pesos, a thirty-eight-year-old mind, and a very clear memory of a scientific paper published in Science magazine in June of 2012 — a paper about a bacterial immune system called CRISPR-Cas9 that most of the world had not yet understood would change everything.

He began writing from memory.

He had a long way to go. He intended to enjoy none of the shortcuts and earn every single thing that was coming.

The empire would not announce itself. It would simply, quietly, begin.

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