The day of something, I have managed to hit it off; something precious might happen if I fall in love with someone. Someone who understands how I feel and someone who can be with me for a long time. An unknown day might come in a hurry, but the love he gave me is way beyond my expectations. Is it a fantasy? Is it a hoax? Or is it just a sick reality? Typical words of a jealous person might say that they are quite insecure about themselves, that they can't even support the person they have met or saw in just a glimpse with their naked eyes. A toxic reality gives me the pain in the neck from the past years, but it is also a sign to get off from someone who is negative rather than to give them the presence that they truly need. I have someone in mind, someone who is on high alert when he sees me from a distance. Distances are quite challenging, but our love is way too connected, the love that is unbreakable because of an unimaginable spark.
Before the unimaginable prince of mine, I had someone years ago. Quite the opposite is that he treats me like garbage, and my freedom is chained to the deepest ground; my body is allergic to the rigid past self that these memories flood back continuously in my mind. It's like a siren and magnet combined that weakens my feelings and controls my actions towards the person who is quite forceful. "It pressures me! Pressuring me to be with him! I can't do this!" I cried relentlessly because the memories are always coming my way. "Let it out, let it out. I SAID LET IT OUT!" My voice is hoarse, my eyes are dilated, and my body feels warm because of the pain he caused me. I suffered for years. I thought it would be perfect to be with him, but it just lowered the trust I always expected from that person.
From that day on, I broke up with him. Seeing him again is like a dark spell that drags me to the underworld that I shouldn't have recalled. From the petals we've grown together until it becomes a plain stem that does not have a perfect description to it. Blood, sweat, and tears are useless against a person with a prideful ego with several connections.
"Is it the end of me? What have I done? I thought someone loved me for who I am." I repeated these words to my mind as if it were the end of the romantic relationship. I clutched my chest tightly when I saw someone with a perfect relationship with a positive mindset. They are like charged atoms that attract each other because of their unique differences. Blinded by fake love, the people who are close to me started to disperse because of that said relationship. Few believed my story, but some left me hanging without the advice of someone who is completely shattered by being used.
The flow of anxiety and fear was cut by a majestic word of mouth. An unknown presence that has the power to turn it into a positive memory. The shattered me was restored, and the feeling of pain and regret disappeared within an instant. "Freedom…I felt freedom!" The negativity when I'm close to the unknown is entering a different dimension where true love begins. The unknown becomes a person, a person who is beyond my expectations. "Take my hand. I will treat you better than anyone else and make you my one and only princess." He reached his hand to me with a lovely expression. His words are unforgettable, so that every girl who might hear him melts at his soothing voice. A sweet yet eye-catching sense of flirt and kindness deepens the connection, a connection that creates an electric spark of love and desire.
Every day and night, his appearance is extraordinary, but his attention is serious towards me. A man who takes care of his girlfriend every day. From those days, the connection grew stronger, the days we've dated, the experience we've shared, and the weeks of longing to see him again; it felt like years or even decades. The feeling of being protected by your hero or prince is comfortable because of the proper treatment that a person gave to you. The love and support strengthen the bond that the built-up feelings are merging into one enormous heart of gold.
Years have passed, we're married, and everyone is invited except the insecure and jealous people who are real-life obstacles. Marriage, the vows, and the supportive people strengthen our connections, which in turn help us rise to the top and meet our lifetime goals. The memories are permanent, and the memorable person serves as a good example to the community, especially me. The day of something, I have managed to hit it off, gives me the safe connection I truly deserve forever.