Chapter 28: THE TAILIES — PART 1
The woman at the front held herself like a weapon.
Cop stance—weight forward, hands ready, eyes scanning for threats even as exhaustion carved lines across her face. Behind her, a massive man in dark clothes, a blonde woman clutching herself against the evening chill, and Bernard Nadler looking like he'd aged twenty years since the crash.
Jin brought up the rear, his face split between relief and wariness.
"Ana Lucia," I said.
The name slipped out before I could stop it. Her hand went to her hip—to the gun I knew she'd taken from the Others during those brutal first weeks. The weapon that had already killed Goodwin and would, in another timeline, kill Shannon.
Shannon's already dead. Different circumstances. Different butterfly.
"How do you know my name?"
"Jin mentioned—" I caught myself mid-lie, watching Jin's confused expression. He barely spoke English, certainly not enough to have provided detailed descriptions of his new companions. "I mean—we got radio contact. Descriptions. Your name came up."
"Radio contact." Ana Lucia's voice dripped skepticism. "From who?"
"From... the station we found."
"What station?"
The hatch. Desmond's bunker. The Swan Station that she won't believe exists until she sees it.
"It's complicated. Look, you've been walking through that jungle for—"
"Forty-eight days." The massive man spoke—Eko, his voice like gravel and velvet combined. "Forty-eight days in the dark territory."
"Then you need food. Water. Rest." I stepped back, gesturing toward the camp fires visible through the tree line. "Questions can wait."
Ana Lucia didn't move. Her assessment continued—threat evaluation, the kind of calculation that came from years of police work and seven weeks of survival. She was looking for the con, the angle, the reason a stranger would know her name before she'd spoken it.
"Libby." The blonde woman stepped forward, hand extended. "Libby Smith. And you are?"
"Sawyer. James Ford, but everyone calls me Sawyer."
Her handshake was warm, firm, clinical—the grip of someone used to putting nervous patients at ease. And when her palm touched mine—
Mental hospital corridors. A husband named Dave who died too young. Money—lottery money, billions of dollars—given to a foundation because wealth felt like a burden. The Santa Rosa psychiatric facility, a connection to someone important—
I pulled back, the memory fragments settling into Perfect Memory like sediment in disturbed water.
"You okay?" Libby's eyes narrowed slightly—psychologist's assessment, reading micro-expressions. "You looked... distant for a second."
"Long day. Let's get you people settled."
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The camp erupted with the Tailies' arrival.
Rose spotted Bernard from fifty yards away and ran—actually ran, this woman in her sixties who'd spent a month mourning a husband she'd believed was dead. Their reunion was exactly what I'd expected from the show, but seeing it in person hit differently. Real tears. Real relief. Real love that had survived impossible odds.
I knew they'd find each other. Knew it from season one, episode eleven. But knowing and witnessing are different things.
Jack emerged from the medical tent, immediately shifting into doctor mode—assessing the newcomers for injuries, dehydration, signs of trauma that needed treatment. Kate followed, her attention split between the medical crisis and the conversation I'd had with Ana Lucia.
"You knew their names," she said quietly, appearing at my shoulder.
"Lucky guess."
"Four specific names isn't a guess."
"Drop it, Kate."
She didn't drop it. But she stepped back, letting the more immediate priorities take precedence over her growing suspicion.
Ana Lucia found me again during the chaos of settling in—fresh water, Dharma rations from the hatch, blankets salvaged from the fuselage. She'd been watching me interact with the camp, cataloguing reactions, building a profile.
"The others trust you," she said. "Some of them, anyway."
"Some is better than none."
"Some is also suspicious. In my experience, people who cultivate selective loyalty are usually running something."
"In my experience, people who assume everyone's running something usually can't recognize genuine help when they see it."
Her jaw tightened. "You killed someone. A few weeks ago. A man named Ethan."
Word travels fast. Or she's already been asking questions.
"Ethan kidnapped a pregnant woman and hanged a friend of mine from a tree. I stopped him."
"By shooting him twice. Including once after he was already wounded and running."
"He would have come back."
"You don't know that."
"I know exactly that."
We stared at each other across the firelight—two people who'd both killed, both survived, both made impossible choices. The difference was that Ana Lucia didn't know my choices were informed by knowledge I couldn't explain.
"I'm going to figure you out," she said. "Whatever you're hiding, whatever game you're playing—I'll find it."
"Good luck."
She walked away. I watched her go, calculating the variables she'd introduced to an already unstable equation.
Ana Lucia Cortez. In the original timeline, she shot Shannon by accident. Paranoia, darkness, a momentary mistake that destroyed lives.
But Shannon's already dead. Different cause, different effect.
What does Ana Lucia become when her worst moment never happens?
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