✦ CHAPTER — LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT ✦
Jayjay's POV
Something had changed after the kiss.
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Everything felt different now.
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The looks lasted longer.
The touches felt warmer.
And silence between us somehow became heavier.
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Dangerous.
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I noticed it most at night.
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Because nighttime made Keifer softer.
We were home
I barely survived their teasing
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Keifer was different
Less professor.
Less mafia boss.
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Just him.
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And somehow—
that version of him affected me the most.
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Rain tapped lightly against the windows again.
Not a storm this time.
Just soft noise filling the quiet apartment.
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I sat beside him on the couch wearing his hoodie.
Sleeves too long.
Warm.
Smelling like him.
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Meanwhile—
Keifer was pretending to read.
Pretending.
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Because he hadn't turned the page in ten minutes.
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I noticed.
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"…you've been on the same page forever."
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Silence.
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Then calmly—
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"So have you."
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My cheeks heated instantly.
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Because he caught me staring too.
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I looked away quickly.
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"…I wasn't staring."
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A quiet exhale left him.
Almost a laugh.
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"Sure."
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The room felt too warm suddenly.
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I tucked my legs beneath myself awkwardly.
Trying to focus on literally anything else.
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But then—
Keifer closed the book completely.
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Slowly.
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My heart immediately betrayed me.
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Because now—
all his attention was on me again.
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"Jay."
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"…what."
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His gaze stayed on mine for a second too long.
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Then lower.
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To my lips.
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My breath caught instantly.
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"You need to stop looking at me like that."
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I blinked.
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"…like what?"
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Silence.
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And somehow—
that silence answered enough.
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Because the way he looked at me now—
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quietly intense.
Affected.
Trying to stay calm—
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made my heartbeat impossible to ignore.
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"I'm serious."
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"…I genuinely don't know what I'm doing."
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"That's the problem."
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My stomach flipped.
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Before I could answer—
he suddenly reached for me.
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A soft gasp escaped me as he pulled me closer effortlessly.
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Straight into his lap.
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My hands instinctively grabbed onto his shoulders.
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And now—
there was no distance left again.
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None.
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His hand rested against my waist carefully.
Like he was holding himself back and failing at the same time.
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"Keifer…"
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His eyes lifted to mine slowly.
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And quieter now—
almost careful—
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"Are you okay with this?"
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The softness in his voice made my chest ache.
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Because even now—
even when tension filled the entire room—
he was still asking.
Still making sure.
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And somehow—
that made me want him closer instead of farther.
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So I nodded softly.
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"…yes."
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Something in his expression softened instantly.
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Then he leaned in again—
slowly this time.
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The kiss felt warmer than before.
Longer.
More emotional.
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Like both of them already understood what the other was trying to say without words.
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Outside—
the rain continued softly against the windows.
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And inside—
everything else disappeared for a little while.
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✦ CHAPTER — THE FIRST NIGHT ✦
Jayjay's POV
The kiss deepened slowly.
Like we both knew there was no rush now.
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But the world felt dizzy.
His lips were warm against mine.
Gentle but demanding in a quiet way.
Like he knew exactly what he wanted—
and he was making sure I wanted it too.
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And I did.
God, I did.
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His hand on my waist tightened slightly.
Pulling me closer until there was no space left.
None.
Just warmth.
Just him.
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I kissed him back with everything I had.
Trying to show him what I couldn't say.
That I didn't want this to stop.
That I wanted him.
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He broke the kiss first.
But only to look at me.
To scan my face for something.
Reassurance.
Permission.
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His forehead rested against mine.
Breath warm across my lips.
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"Tell me if you want me to stop."
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His voice was low.
Rough.
Like he was holding something back.
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My heart pounded.
Loud enough I knew he could feel it.
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"…I don't want you to."
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Something flickered in his eyes.
And then—
he was kissing me again.
Harder this time.
Hungrier.
Like my words had unlocked something inside him.
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My back hit the couch cushions.
He followed me down without breaking the kiss.
Bracing himself above me.
Strong arms caging me in.
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Safe.
That's what I felt.
Even though every nerve in my body was screaming.
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His lips left mine.
Trailing down my jaw.
Soft.
Wet.
Slow.
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My fingers tangled in his hair without thinking.
A soft sound escaped me when his lips reached my neck.
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He stopped immediately.
Lifted his head.
Dark eyes searching mine again.
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Too careful.
Too controlled.
Too perfect.
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"…Keifer."
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"…what, babygirl?"
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Babygirl.
That word hit me like a wave.
Warmth spread through my entire body.
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I swallowed.
Tried to speak.
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"Please don't stop."
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For a moment—he just stared.
Like my words affected him more than anything else in the world.
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Then—
he lowered his head again.
Lips brushing against my ear.
Voice barely a whisper—
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"I won't."
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The rain fell harder.
But I barely noticed anymore.
Because nothing existed outside of this moment.
Outside of him.
Outside of the way he touched me like I mattered—
like I was something precious that he needed to protect and worship at the same time.
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And in the quiet of that rainy night—
I finally understood what it meant to give yourself completely to someone.
Not just physically.
But emotionally.
Trust. Vulnerability. Need.
Keifer held me like he understood that too.
And I prayed—
that was the truth.
✦ CHAPTER — LET ME FEEL YOU ✦
Jayjay's POV
His lips found mine again.
Slower this time.
Like he was savoring every second.
Every breath.
Every tiny sound I made against his mouth.
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His hand slid under the hoodie.
Skin against skin.
Warm palm pressing against my waist.
My stomach tightened instantly.
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I arched into his touch without thinking.
Needy.
Desperate.
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He groaned softly against my lips.
The sound vibrated through me.
Made me want more.
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"I need to feel you, Jay."
His voice was rough.
Strained.
Like holding back was physically painful.
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I nodded.
Unable to form words.
Because my entire body was trembling now.
Not from fear.
From wanting.
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He sat up slowly.
Pulling me with him.
His hands found the hem of the hoodie.
He paused.
Eyes locked on mine.
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"You sure?"
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I couldn't breathe.
But I nodded again.
"…yes."
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He lifted the hoodie over my head.
Gently.
Like he was unwrapping something precious.
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The cool air hit my skin.
But his gaze was hotter.
Burning.
Traveling down my body slowly.
Taking in every inch.
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"Fuck, Jay…"
His voice cracked at the end.
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I felt my cheeks burn.
But I didn't look away.
Because the way he looked at me—
like I was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen—
made me feel powerful.
Wanted.
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His fingers found the clasp of my bra.
One motion.
Then it was gone.
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His breath hitched.
His hands cupped my breasts.
Thumbs brushing over my nipples.
Teasing.
Gentle.
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A soft moan escaped me.
My head fell back.
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He leaned in.
His mouth replaced his thumb.
Warm.
Wet.
Sucking softly.
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My fingers tangled in his hair again.
Pulling him closer.
Pushing against him.
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He switched to the other side.
Giving it the same attention.
Same slowness.
Same worship.
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I was already soaked.
My thighs pressed together instinctively.
But he noticed.
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His hand slid down my stomach.
Over my jeans.
Pressing lightly against my heat.
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"You're wet for me, babygirl?"
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His voice was dark.
Husky.
Full of something possessive.
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I could only whimper in response.
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He kissed down my chest.
Over my ribs.
My stomach.
Until he reached the button of my jeans.
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He looked up at me.
Waiting.
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I bit my lip.
Nodded.
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He unbuttoned them slowly.
Pulled them down my legs.
Along with my panties.
Leaving me completely bare.
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His eyes darkened as he stared at my pussy.
Wet.
Ready.
Open for him.
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"So fucking beautiful."
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He spread my legs gently.
Kissed the inside of my thigh.
Soft.
Slow.
Building anticipation until I was squirming.
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Then his mouth found my cunt.
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A loud gasp left me.
His tongue was warm.
Wet.
Moving against my folds like he knew exactly where to touch.
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He licked slowly at first.
Then faster.
Focused on my clit.
Circling it.
Sucking it gently.
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My hips bucked against his mouth.
I couldn't stop.
Didn't want to stop.
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He grabbed my thighs.
Holding me in place.
Devouring me like I was the only thing that mattered.
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"Keifer— I— I'm—"
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"Come for me, Jay."
His voice was muffled against me.
But the command was clear.
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And I did.
Wave after wave.
Trembling.
Crying out his name.
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He didn't stop until I was completely spent.
Panting.
Weak.
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He kissed his way back up my body.
Slowly.
Until his face hovered above mine.
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I could taste myself on his lips when he kissed me.
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"I need to be inside you."
His voice was raw.
Desperate.
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I wrapped my legs around his waist.
Pulling him closer.
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"Then take me."
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He sat up.
Unbuckled his belt.
Pulled down his pants and boxers in one motion.
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His cock was hard.
Thick.
Pre-cum glistening at the tip.
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My mouth went dry.
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He positioned himself at my entrance.
Rubbed the head against my slick folds.
Teasing.
Making me wait.
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"Look at me, Jay."
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I forced my eyes to meet his.
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"I want to see your face when I fuck you."
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Then he pushed inside.
Slow.
Inch by inch.
Filling me completely.
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I gasped.
Arching into him.
Stretching around him.
Feeling every ridge.
Every pulse.
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He waited.
Letting me adjust.
But his jaw was tight.
Straining.
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"Move," I whispered.
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He pulled out slowly.
Then thrust back in.
Deep.
Hard.
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I moaned loudly.
Clutching his shoulders.
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He set a rhythm.
Fast but controlled.
Each thrust hitting deeper.
Pushing me higher.
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The sound of our bodies slapping together filled the room.
Mixing with my moans.
His grunts.
The rain outside.
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"You feel so good, Jay."
His voice was broken.
Lost.
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I couldn't answer.
Could only hold on.
Let him take me.
Use me.
Love me.
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He shifted my hips.
Angled differently.
And suddenly he was hitting that spot inside me.
The one that made my vision blur.
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"Right there— please— don't stop—"
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"I won't, babygirl. I won't."
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He fucked me harder.
Faster.
Pounding into me until I was nothing but sensation.
Pleasure building again.
Tighter.
Hotter.
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"Come with me, Jay."
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His voice was a command.
A plea.
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I shattered.
Clenching around him.
Crying out as my orgasm ripped through me.
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He followed immediately.
Groaning my name.
Pumping into me.
Filling me with his cum.
Hot.
Wet.
Perfect.
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He collapsed on top of me.
Breathing heavy.
Face buried in my neck.
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We stayed like that for a long moment.
Sweaty.
Breathless.
Connected.
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He lifted his head.
Kissed my forehead.
Soft.
Tender.
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"I'm never letting you go, Jay."
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I smiled weakly.
Pulling him closer.
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"…good."
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The rain continued outside.
But inside—
everything was warm.
Safe.
Ours.
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