Mera naam shilpi hai main up k ek chhote se gav me rahti hu. Main ek middle class family se belong karti hu. Mere papa ek majdur hain wo bahut mehnat karte hain aur humari sari jarurte puri karte hain wo hume bahut pyar karte hain. Meri mummy ek housewife hai , Wo bahut jyada mehnti h pure Ghar ko bahut hi achhe se sambhalti h. Mere dadi aur dada ji hain wo humse bahut pyar karte hain.
Mere do bhai hai ek mujhse bada h aur ek chhota. Hum sb gav k hi sarkari school se primary ki padhai kiye hain. Uske baad mera naam 9th me ek private school me likhaya gya. Main padhne kuchh khas achhi nhi thi, jaha mera admission hua tha waha jyadatar bacche padhne me achhe hi the aur mera padhai me mn nhi lagta tha ha lekin main bahut Masti karti thi. Sabko bahut hasati thi. Pr ek baat se main humesa demotivate ho jati thi kyuki main dikhne me jyada achhi nhi hu to kai baar log mera mjak bnate the jisse mujhe bahut bura lagta tha Aur main bahut patli hu isliye bhi sb mujhe chidhate the ki kuchh khaya Piya karo sukh k lakdi ho gai ho aise hi bahut tarah se. Koi mujhe haddy kahkar bulata to koi kuchh. Aise hi maine 10th pass Kiya fir mera 11th me admission ek dusre school me hua meri ek dost thi uska bhi hua lekin wo bs ek din hi school gai maine use bahut kaha ki padhne chalo padhai mt chhodo lekin wo nhi mani. Fir main akeli ho gai mera bhi mn nhi hota tha akele Jane ka. Lekin fir main jane lagi aur dheere dheere mere bahut se friend bn gye waha bhi main sabko hasati thi. Aur pta h waha na ek ldka tha jo mujhe bahut achha lgta tha. Bahut hi pyara tha padhne me bhi bahut achha tha. Uska nam digvijay tha. Wo bahut hi samjhdar tha thoda alag tha shayed isiliye mujhe bahut pasnd tha. Aur dheere dheere kuchh jyada hi pasand aa gya mujhe. Jis din wo school nhi aata tha us din mera mn hi nhi lagta tha. Bs use hi dekhti rahti thi. Pr kabhi usse baat nhi hui meri. Lekin wo bhi mujhe dekhta tha main ye nhi samjh pati thi ki wo mujhe kyu dekhta h kyuki dikhne me bhi to achhi nhi hu aur padhne me bhi nhi fir kyu dekhta h mujhe samjh hi nhi aata tha. Main use pasnd karti ye main kabhi kisi ko nhi btaya , dil ki baat dil me hi dab k rah gai. Fir 12th pass Kiya uske baad humare yaha thode door pr ek college hai wahi jyadatar log padhte the wahi mera admission B.A. me hua aur meri ek friend jiska naam shashi hai wo bhi mere hi jaise bahut shararti thi. Meri height jyada h aur uski thoda kam h hum dono lambu tengu the.
Hum dono roj college jate the. Bahut sari masti karte the. Wahi pr humare purane friend bhi mile jo 10th me sath padhe the waha hum log aur jyada close ho gye. Aur ab wahi sb mere sabse achhe friend hai.
Lekin college me jb ladke aur ladki ko ek sath baat karte huye ya sath me dekhti thi to mujhe bahut gussa aata tha, chidh hoti thi mujhe main ladko se kabhi doshti nhi ki hu na baat karti thi. Bs hum friend log apne me khub Masti karte the roj roj college jate the bahut mja aata tha. Mera bachpan se hi sapna police banne ka tha. Meri friend ne kaha ki mere gav k ek teacher hain wo gvt job ki tyari karate hain. To hum sb unke pass coaching karne lage. Coaching jate waha se aane k baad fir college.
Mere pass phone nhi tha aur kharid k dene wala bhi nhi tha. Jb meri scholarship aai to main uska phone kharida taki main padh saku lekin mera phone jyadatar mera chhota bhai liya rahta tha to fir maine use hi de diya.
Pahli baar main ssc GD ka form bhara uska centre bahut door gya tha lakhnow. Lekar jaane wala koi nhi tha to mere mummy papa mujhe leke gye the. Maine tyari to abhi start hi ki thi isiliye jyada kuchh janti nhi thi fir bhe exam dene gai. Humlog train se gaye Waha bahut bhid thi Hume seat nhi Mila hum niche baith k gaye. Us time corona ka season chal rha tha sb log mask lgaye huye the. Jb main train me baithi thi. Wahi pr kuchh ladke log the Jo shayed friends the wo bahut Masti kr rhe the. Usme ek ldka tha jo achha dikh rha tha. Main to Mummy k god me niche soi hui thi lekin nind nhi aa rhi thi bahut soor ho rha tha. Wo ladka mujhe bahut der se ghoor rha tha aur pair se gande tarike se tuch kr rha tha mujhe bahut bura lg rha tha samjh nhi aa rha tha kya karu. Soor karti to kya pta sb daatne ya Marne lagte papa bhi thode door pr baithe the samjh hi nhi aa rha tha kya karu aur rukne ka naam nhi le rha tha aur to pta h kya wo mujhe number bhi de rha tha main nhi li to wahi pr gira diya use lga main le lungi buddhu kahi ka. Wo dikh to achha rha tha pr andar se ganda tha. Wo mujhe tuch kiye hi ja rha tha maine bhi pair se jor se mara usko fir ruk gya. Pr ghurna nhi chhoda. Main to ye soch rhi thi agar main mask nhi lagai hoti to ye mujhe nhi ghurta kyuki achhi nhi dikhti hu na. Pr gori hu aur meri aankhe bahut badi badi hain, main mask lagi thi to wo mera pura face nhi dekha to use lga hoga main Sundar houngi shayed isiliye ghoor rha tha. Fir uske baad wo log utar gye aur subah bhi ho chuka tha Hume thoda door aur Jana tha, aur ha ye main pahli baar itni door gai thi wo bhi train se... Uske baad kya hua bahut kuchh hua h life me.....