EVANORA
Not that I approve of love and marriage, it makes you weak and that's exactly what's
happening to Nicholas. I really don't like Mabel. I was hoping Nicholas had a stupid fling or
something but no. He actually likes the bitch. I only admire her courage before me and lack of
fear, nothing else.
It's not everyday a girl looks at a gun, has their tongue cut of or witnesses some 'traumatic
event' and still has no fear for the woman causing her pain.
Mabel is a joker, a real joker . She makes jokes everyday, maybe in hopes of seeing me
smile. It's annoying. It pisses me off when she tries that. I find satisfaction in others
suffering either than that nothing is hilarious.
I never talk to her about it. About the fact that she's annoying. My method of communication is
torture. I can't torture her because she belongs to Nicholas. Nicholas is one of the few closest
people I have in my life whom I trust.
Not that I don't believe he'll never betray me. Maybe he will and just because we're close
doesn't mean I won't give him the punishment he deserves.
Love has made a joke out of him. He got married to Mabel and now she's pregnant. Mabel is not
a liability, she's a weakness.
I haven't seen Amilio ever since he arrested Evanora. He's kind of a weak man now without
his Luna.
Ever since Luna came into his life he's just weak. Weak in love. It didn't take much to
destroy his pride. I need a good release, to fuck with someone atleast. The last time I had
good sex was with that Amilio. He's not bad with sex,he knows how to mix pain and pleasure.
My job was done with him. I wanted to destroy his pride and everything and I've done that.
Luna has got him wrapped around her finger. One snap of her finger and boom, the little pride
he has will be gone.
It will disappear into thin air as if it never existed. His weakness is making me lose interest.
In fact I've already lost interest. All I have to do now it to destroy and snatch the little he
has.
I don't know what fucked up lies Mabel told Amilio to make him let her stay with us. After
getting married to Amilio she signed the omerta and it was tattooed on her skin.
The vow of silence and loyalty to the mafia and if she happens to run her little mouth the mafia
has the right to kill her.
I'll deal with her somehow, as for now let her have her moment of expiring happiness.
This Monday was a chaotic one. There was a storm earlier on and the poor peasants have
floods in their areas. I wonder how many have died. I hope they go to hell and their bodies
are never found.
If goules, ghost and goblins all those monsters that exist in horror movies were real I'd
rather have them die a torturous death. It would be so much pleasure to know they suffered
in death.
Death is the only thing on earth that can do its job well without messing up. May the heavens
ensure that Mabel dies soon. Doesn't God know she's not required on earth.
I took a drag from the cigarette in my fingertips as I thought of all the ways death was appealing.
If only I could help death. I love the terror in the faces of weak humans when they beg for their
lives; it's like music to my ears.
The pleasure of having their screams echoing in my gas chambers, their filthy blood splathering
of their filthy blood like art. Death gives me its power and I'd do the greatest from my job.
Nicholas, "Eva."
I turned back to look at him. Only Nicholas has the right to disturb me, if it was someone else I'd
have killed them just for disturbing me.
I feel like whatever he's about to say is more bad news for me. If it involves that bitch Mabel I
might as well start praying to God to take her life.
I looked at him, my eyebrow raised indicating that he had permission to speak.
Nicholas, "I want to leave the mafia."
I wasn't perplexed by his announcement. This was bound to happen. Mabel is a witch. I need
the potion she used on Nico before she dies.
Evanora, "for your bitch you're willing to leave me."
My tone was emotionless, my eyes probably dark. I hate to admit I am kind of hurt. He's one
of the people I've known my whole life and now he wants to leave me for someone he met a few
years ago.
Evanora," you're a traitor. "
Nicholas," you know I love you right Eva."
Evanora, "love is for the weak, I guess you're part of them."
Nicholas, "I care about you Eva."
Evanora, "but you're leaving me."
Nicholas, "you hurt."
I looked at him, my heart in pain. As much as I hate to admit it, I didn't want him to go. But I'd
never be weak, not even for him.
Evanora, "be safe. You can leave."
I turned away, my heart in severe pain. How could he leave me? How could Mabel take him
away from me? I didn't want to cry but a tear slipped from my eye. I'm not weak, I've never been
weak and I won't be not for Nico.
Nicholas turned me around to face him, I glared at him, my eyes cold. He looked down at my
lips, his eyes lingering a little too long. He leaned down and kissed me. He's cheating on Mabel,
he's my friend, my mind screamed but the kiss was amazing.
This will make me weak. I pushed him away.
Evanora, "go or else I'll kill you. Your little wife and bastards are waiting for you."
I left him standing there in my room. I'm not the one who's supposed to leave the room, it's my
fuckin room. But Nico won't have such an effect on me.
I'm a murderer, a beast, a devil. The devil stands alone and so shall I. I will not let a man bring
me down ever.
Mabel and Nico left. May Mabel die a tortured death. I hope she violates the omerta and as
punishment, she should be Dismembered .