Harry returned to the compartment and sat down next to Theo, who immediately seemed more relaxed. Harry noticed it instantly — the tension that had hung around Theo for so long was now gone, replaced by a subtle ease in his posture. Theo shifted closer, their shoulders brushing ever so slightly, and Harry couldn't ignore the warmth spreading across his cheeks. He glanced at Theo and realized, with a start, that the other boy was just as flushed. Neither of them said a word, both awkwardly yet cautiously exploring this newfound connection that seemed to hum in the air between them.
The rest of the ride passed quickly. Harry could feel Theo's presence so acutely that he barely noticed the chatter of the others. When the train finally slowed to a stop, signaling their arrival, everyone began gathering their belongings. Harry stood reluctantly, feeling a strange pang of disappointment as the closeness between him and Theo broke with the movement.
The group exited the train together, spilling onto the bustling platform. Ron was the first to spot his family, and he turned to wave at them all. "See you lot soon!" he said with a grin before jogging over to join Mrs. Weasley, who immediately pulled him into a tight hug.
Millicent was next. Her mother stood waiting by one of the station pillars, her arms crossed and expression stern. "See you," Millicent mumbled, giving a small nod to the group before walking briskly towards her mother.
Daphne and Astoria Greengrass, followed by Draco and Pansy, were met by their respective house-elves, who bowed deeply before taking hold of their luggage. Astoria paused briefly to glare at Blaise as he smirked at her, but she softened slightly as she turned to the group. "Have a good holiday, everyone," she said primly. Daphne and Pansy echoed her sentiments with a small wave, and even Draco offered a polite nod before disappearing with his elf.
When it was Blaise's turn, his mother approached, regal and elegant as always. She glanced over the group with a critical but approving eye before smiling at Harry. "It was good to see you again, Harry," she said warmly. "You'll have to visit us one day."
Harry nodded politely. "Thank you, Mrs. Zabini. Happy holidays." Blaise smirked, waved lazily at the group, and followed his mother out of the station.
Finally, Neville spotted his grandmother, Augusta Longbottom, waiting patiently near the entrance. He hesitated for a moment, then turned to Harry, Hermione, and Theo. "Come meet Gran," he said, a hint of nervousness in his voice.
As they approached, Augusta looked them over with sharp, discerning eyes. "Harry Potter," she said firmly, her gaze softening slightly. "It's always a pleasure. And you must be Hermione Granger and Theodore Nott. Neville's spoken of you both."
Hermione beamed, extending her hand. "It's lovely to meet you, Mrs. Longbottom."
Augusta shook her hand with a small smile, then nodded to Theo. "You seem like a respectable young man," she said, her tone approving.
Theo, caught off guard, muttered a polite, "Thank you, ma'am."
Neville looked relieved as his grandmother's attention shifted back to him. "Well, let's not dawdle, Neville. Say your goodbyes."
Neville turned to his friends with a sheepish smile. "See you soon, yeah?"
"Of course," Harry said, grinning. "Say hi to Trevor for me."
"Will do," Neville replied with a laugh before following his grandmother out of the station.
As the group dwindled, Harry couldn't help but glance at Theo. The other boy gave him a small smile, and Harry felt his heart skip slightly. He realized he wasn't quite ready to say goodbye to Theo just yet, but the thought of seeing him again after the holidays brought a sense of comfort. Whatever this was between them, Harry was determined to figure it out.
As Hermione prepared to leave, she turned to Harry and Theo with a bright smile. "I suppose this is where I say goodbye," she said, adjusting the strap of her bag. "You two take care of yourselves, alright? And Harry, try not to get into trouble over the holidays."
Harry smirked, folding his arms. "Trouble? Me? Never."
Hermione rolled her eyes but smiled fondly. "Right, because trouble doesn't always follow you around. Anyway, Theo, it was nice seeing you again. You should write sometime too."
Theo, who had been reserved in her presence earlier, gave her a small, polite nod. "I'll think about it."
"Oh, come on," Hermione said, nudging him lightly. "You and Harry could write a joint letter. I'll expect it."
That earned her a genuine chuckle from Theo, and Harry raised a brow, clearly amused at how easily Hermione had gotten Theo to relax. "See, Theo? She's not as scary as she looks."
Hermione playfully swatted Harry on the arm. "And you're not as funny as you think you are." She turned back to Theo with a more serious tone. "Take care of Harry, will you? He's got a habit of getting into situations he shouldn't."
Theo gave her a half-smile, his protective streak showing. "Don't worry. I plan to."
Harry, sensing the shift in tone, quickly intervened. "Alright, you two, stop making it sound like I'm a toddler who needs babysitting. I'm perfectly capable of looking after myself."
Hermione just gave him a knowing look before pulling both boys into a quick hug. "You'll never convince me of that, Harry. Have a good holiday, both of you."
With that, she disappeared toward the Muggle side of the station, leaving Harry and Theo alone.
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For the first time, Harry wasn't heading to the Dursleys. Instead, he'd be staying with Andromeda Tonks, someone he'd grown close to over the past year. Theo seemed particularly pleased about this arrangement, his usual composed demeanor cracking just enough for Harry to notice.
"So," Theo began, his tone lighter than usual, though there was a serious edge to his words. "You're not going back to those Muggles. Finally."
Harry tilted his head, a teasing smirk playing on his lips. "What, miss me already, Nott?"
Theo's ears flushed faintly pink, but he didn't rise to the bait. Instead, he crossed his arms, his expression softening. "I'm just… glad. You deserve better, Harry. A real holiday. Not… whatever you've had to deal with before."
Harry blinked at the sincerity in Theo's voice, caught off guard but oddly touched. "Thanks. I'll be with Andromeda. She's great. It'll be… different." He paused, glancing at Theo. "What about you?"
"For once, I'm spending the holidays with my uncle," Theo replied, a rare excitement in his tone. "He's usually too busy, but this year he invited me. Said there's some family business to sort out." He hesitated, then added, "I'm looking forward to it, I think."
Harry grinned. "Never thought I'd see the day when Theo Nott was excited about family time."
Theo shot him a mock glare but quickly sobered, his protective streak flaring up. "It's not just that. I'm relieved you're not stuck with those awful Muggles anymore." His voice dropped slightly, his concern evident. "They don't deserve you, Harry. I hate knowing you've had to put up with them for so long."
Harry shrugged, trying to downplay it. "It's fine. I'm used to it."
"It's not fine," Theo said sharply, stepping closer. "You're not just anyone, Harry. You shouldn't have to 'get used to' being treated like that. And if they ever—"
"Relax, Nott," Harry interrupted, though there was a warmth in his chest he couldn't ignore. "You're starting to sound like you're about to duel my aunt."
"Don't tempt me," Theo muttered, though his lips twitched into a reluctant smile.
Harry grinned, leaning slightly closer. "You know, if you're this worried about me, maybe you should just come stay with me at Andromeda's."
Theo blinked, visibly flustered for a moment before rolling his eyes. "You're impossible," he muttered, though his tone lacked any real bite.
They fell into a comfortable silence, the bustle of the station filling the space as they waited. When Andromeda finally arrived, her warm smile instantly put Harry at ease.
"Harry," she called, her voice filled with affection as she approached. "Ready to go?"
Harry glanced at Theo one last time. "Guess this is it," he said softly.
Theo nodded, his protective expression still lingering. "Take care, Harry. And write. Or don't—just stay out of trouble, alright?"
"Where's the fun in that?" Harry shot back with a grin before following Andromeda. As he walked away, he glanced back one more time, finding Theo watching him, his expression unreadable but lingering with something that made Harry's heart skip.
As Andromeda took Harry's hand, she gave him a small, reassuring smile. Before he could say much more, the familiar sensation of being pulled through space overcame him as they Apparated to her home.
The moment they landed on solid ground, Harry barely had time to steady himself before a familiar voice called out his name.
"Harry!" Sirius burst out of the doorway, striding forward with purpose. Before Harry could respond, his godfather enveloped him in a tight embrace, the force of it almost knocking him off balance.
Harry froze for a moment, overwhelmed by the sudden display of affection. Then he relaxed into the hug, a grin spreading across his face. He couldn't help but notice the changes in Sirius—his once gaunt frame now filled out, no longer sharp angles and bones beneath his touch. Sirius felt healthier, sturdier.
"You've grown," Sirius said, pulling back slightly to look at him. His stormy gray eyes were warm, his expression a mixture of pride and relief. "And Merlin, it's good to see you, Harry."
Harry took a step back, taking in his godfather's appearance. Sirius was dressed in well-fitted robes, far better kept than Harry had ever seen him. His hair, which had always been wild and unkempt, was now neatly trimmed, and his face looked less haunted.
"You look…" Harry paused, trying to find the right words. "You look good, Sirius. Really good."
Sirius chuckled, clapping a hand on Harry's shoulder. "I'd better. Andromeda's been hounding me about self-care, as she calls it. She even charmed my hairbrush to follow me around."
"Only because you refused to use it otherwise," Andromeda quipped as she closed the door behind them, her tone dry but affectionate.
Harry grinned, his chest feeling lighter than it had in weeks. "Well, it's working. You look… better. Happier."
Sirius gave him a lopsided smile, a flicker of something unreadable crossing his face. "It's been a work in progress," he admitted, his tone softening. "But having you here, Harry… it makes it all worth it."
The sincerity in Sirius's voice made Harry's throat tighten. He glanced away, suddenly shy under his godfather's gaze. "I'm just glad to be here," he mumbled.
"Good," Sirius said, slinging an arm around his shoulders. "Because we've got a lot of catching up to do, and Andromeda makes an excellent roast."
Harry laughed, allowing himself to be guided inside.
As they entered Andromeda's cozy living room, the three settled onto the plush sofa. The space was warm and welcoming, with soft, glowing lamps and bookshelves that lined the walls. Andromeda folded her hands in her lap, her posture poised yet slightly nervous.
"So," she began, glancing at Harry, "there's something I need to mention before you settle in. The house has only three bedrooms, and Sirius already occupies the guest room. I've added an extra bed to his room for you." She paused, her cheeks tinged with pink. "I wish I could offer you your own room, but—"
Harry cut her off with a shake of his head, already feeling awkward. "No, no, it's fine. I don't want to be a bother."
"Nonsense," Andromeda said firmly, leaning forward. Her eyes softened as she smiled at him. "We're thrilled to have you here, Harry. Don't think for a second you're imposing."
Harry managed a small smile in return, though the knot of guilt in his chest remained. "Thank you," he said quietly.
Andromeda's warm smile widened, and she sat back. The tension in the room eased as the conversation shifted.
"So," Harry said, leaning forward, "I've been thinking… How does someone get a healer internship at St. Mungo's? I'd like to try it, but I don't know where to start."
Andromeda's face lit up with interest. "That's a wonderful idea, Harry. I can help you with the application process, but—" she hesitated for a moment, choosing her words carefully. "Don't expect to earn much at first. The early stages of training don't pay well, and even now, I'm only just beginning to make a proper income working independently."
From the other end of the sofa, Sirius let out a mock groan, throwing his head back dramatically. "Sounds like a better plan than I've got. Maybe I should find a job too. Though, the only money I've ever had is from dear old Uncle Alphard."
Harry raised an eyebrow, a mischievous glint in his eyes. "Or," he said with a smirk, "I could just unlock the Black family fortune for both of you. You know, being the future Black heir and all."
The room fell silent. Andromeda blinked at him, and Sirius stared, his mouth slightly open in shock.
"Wait," Sirius said, his voice faint. "You're the what? The Black heir? Harry, you're a Potter. How is that even possible?"
Harry shrugged, his expression the perfect blend of Ravenclaw cunning and Gryffindor boldness. "The Black heir. Well, technically the Potter heir too, but that's obvious. As the last male descendant of the Black line through my grandmother, I'm entitled to the family vaults and titles."
Andromeda looked equally stunned. "Sirius is right. Even if you had some distant Black blood, it wouldn't make you the heir, especially with Sirius still alive."
Harry smirked, though his heart was pounding. "I thought you'd both say that. But there's a reason, and... it's a big one. I need you to promise me something first, though."
Sirius crossed his arms, intrigued but wary. "What kind of promise?"
"A magical one," Harry said, his tone serious. "And I need to know your mental barriers are strong. If someone tried to pull this out of you—Legilimency, Veritaserum, anything—I need to be sure the secret stays safe."
Andromeda straightened, her face set. "I've been practicing Occlumency for decades, Harry. My mind is secure."
Sirius's frown deepened, but then his expression shifted into something sharper, more confident—a reminder that, despite everything, he was still a Black. He leaned forward, his gray eyes glinting with determination.
"I'm an expert, but I'm a Black," he said, his voice laced with the unmistakable pride of his lineage. "Even Azkaban couldn't strip that from me. If it's that important, you have my word. No one will break me—not now, not ever."
There was a flicker of his old self, the rebellious, headstrong man who had defied his family's darkness but still carried their fire. Andromeda gave him a sidelong glance, a faint smile tugging at her lips.
"Good to see you still remember who you are, Sirius," she said softly, her tone both teasing and approving.
Harry raised an eyebrow, caught between amusement and admiration. "Wow, remind me never to doubt you, Sirius. That was almost... intimidating."
Sirius smirked, his confidence solidifying. "Good. A little intimidation keeps people in line."
It was clear that, even with the rust of Azkaban weighing on him, Sirius Black was not a man to underestimate.
Satisfied, Harry pulled out his wand, muttering a spell that sealed their promises with a faint golden shimmer. He took a deep breath, gathering his thoughts.
"The goblins told me something when I visited Gringotts," Harry began, his voice quieter, as if saying the words aloud would somehow make them more real. "Something... something that changes everything." He hesitated, his fingers gripping the armrest of the chair tightly. "I'm not just James and Lily's son. According to them... I'm also Regulus Black's."
The room went deathly silent. Andromeda's hand flew to her mouth, her sharp intake of breath echoing in the stillness. Sirius, on the other hand, stared at Harry like he'd been hit with a Stunning Spell.
"Regulus?" Sirius finally managed to choke out, his voice hoarse and disbelieving. "My brother? Harry, that's—that's impossible."
"I thought so too," Harry admitted, his tone steady despite the storm raging in his chest. "But the goblins explained—well, they tried to explain. They said there's ancient magic involved, something about how Regulus... he did some kind of ritual. They're not entirely sure how, but it ties back to me. They said that biologically, I'm his son. He left everything—his legacy, his bloodline—to me."
Andromeda's voice was faint, trembling. "A ritual? What kind of ritual could... could even do that?"
Harry shook his head, frustration flickering across his face. "I don't know. The goblins couldn't give me a clear answer either. They said it's ancient family magic, tied to the survival of the Black line. It's supposed to be nearly impossible to understand, even for them. All they know is that Regulus used it, and somehow, it made me his son while still..." He trailed off, struggling to find the words. "While still keeping James and Lily as my parents too."
Sirius looked away, his hand clenched into a fist on his knee. His voice was thick with emotion when he finally spoke. "Reggie... even in death, you're still finding ways to protect this bloody family." His words were harsh, but his tone betrayed the deep pain and love he carried for his brother.
Harry watched him closely, his own emotions swirling. He'd expected shock, confusion—maybe even anger—but seeing Sirius's raw grief for a man he'd lost long ago made Harry's chest ache.
"I don't think it's just that." He looked at Sirius, his gaze steady. "I don't think he did it just to keep the Black magic alive."
Sirius frowned, his jaw tightening. "Then why? Why would Reggie do something like this?"
Harry hesitated, choosing his words carefully. "I can't prove it yet," he admitted. "I don't have all the answers. But... my instincts tell me it wasn't just about family magic or the survival of the Black line. I think—" He faltered, then took a deep breath. "I think he loved James, Lily, In their own ways they love each other."
Sirius stared at him, his expression unreadable. "You think he loved James and lilly ?" he asked, his voice thick with disbelief. "Harry, Regulus spent his life tangled in the worst of the Black family's nonsense. He was obsessed with the bloodline—"
"No!" Harry's voice rose, sharp and defensive, catching both Sirius and Andromeda off guard. He leaned forward, his green eyes blazing with defiance. "You don't get to talk about him like that. Not without knowing everything. He wasn't just some obsessed Black heir. He was my father. And maybe—just maybe—he loved my mother. And James too."
Sirius flinched, visibly taken aback by Harry's sudden outburst. Andromeda reached out a hand, as if to steady the tension between them, but Harry wasn't finished.
"I don't have all the answers," Harry continued, his voice trembling with emotion, "but what the goblins told me—it wasn't about some ancient bloodline magic. At least, not entirely. They said Regulus left everything for me. Not just his inheritance, but his name, his legacy. You can't dismiss that, Sirius. You can't just reduce him to a traitor or a coward. I think he cared—really cared—for me. Maybe for all of us."
Sirius shook his head, his jaw tightening as he struggled to process Harry's words. "Harry," he said slowly, "Regulus spent his life tangled up in the Black family's twisted ideals. He was loyal to the pureblood nonsense. How could he possibly—"
Harry cut him off, his voice steady but firm. "Because people are complicated, Sirius. Maybe Regulus wasn't proud of the family's beliefs. Maybe he found his own way. And maybe... he loved someone who didn't fit into their perfect little world." He paused, taking a deep breath. "What if he loved my mum? A Muggle-born. What if he loved James too? A so-called blood traitor."
Andromeda's voice was soft but steady. "Harry, are you saying you think your parents and Regulus... loved each other?"
Harry hesitated, his hands gripping the edges of his chair. "I don't know," he admitted. "I don't have proof. But it's what I feel. Deep down, it's like... it makes sense. James was my father too. He raised me for the short time he had. And Mum..." His voice faltered, then strengthened again. "Maybe she loved them both. Maybe they all loved each other, even if it wasn't conventional. And maybe they didn't care what anyone else thought."
Sirius stared at him, his expression conflicted. "Harry, that's a lot to take in. Regulus—he wasn't like James or Lily. He was always... so caught up in appearances."
"No," Harry interrupted, his tone sharp. "You're wrong. Whatever else he was, Regulus wasn't just about appearances. He gave up everything for me. Everything. Doesn't that mean something?"
Sirius's gaze softened, though doubt still lingered in his eyes. "I don't know if I can believe it," he admitted. "But... if what you're saying is true, and Regulus really cared that much..." He trailed off, his voice breaking slightly.
Harry softened, the fire in his eyes dimming to a quiet warmth. "I'm still figuring it all out," he said quietly. "But I know one thing for sure. Regulus wasn't just some coward hiding behind family traditions. He was brave in his own way. And I think it's time we all see him for who he really was, not just who the world thought he had to be."
Sirius let out a slow breath, his shoulders slumping. "Reg," he murmured, shaking his head. "You always did everything your own bloody way, didn't you?" He looked at Harry, his expression distant but no longer dismissive. "Maybe I was wrong about him. Maybe I never really knew him at all."
Andromeda placed a hand on Harry's shoulder, her expression kind. "Whatever the truth is, Harry, you don't have to face it alone. We'll help you figure this out. Every step of the way."
Andromeda broke the silence, her voice soft but resolute. "If Regulus performed a ritual this complex, you should probably try to find out exactly what it was. The goblins might have more information, Harry. They're the keepers of ancient secrets, after all."
Harry nodded thoughtfully. "I'll ask them. They didn't explain much when I was at Gringotts, just that it was some kind of family magic tied to the Black bloodline. But if Regulus went to that extent, there has to be more to it."
Sirius let out a low sigh, leaning back in his chair. "With everything Reg knew—about Voldemort, the Death Eaters, and Merlin knows what else—there could be a million possibilities."
He paused, his expression softening. "Reggie always had a way of figuring things out, though. He was sharp, too sharp for his own good sometimes. I just... I wish I hadn't left him alone in that bloody house. If I'd stayed—" Sirius cut himself off, his voice tight with regret.
You didn't know," Andromeda said quietly, her voice calm but firm. "Regulus wasn't easy to understand, but I knew him well. He wasn't just a Black; he had his own way of thinking.He was stubborn, Sirius. Even if you had begged him to leave with you, to run away from the house, he wouldn't have. He was too much like Narcissa—too loyal to the Black name, even if it meant sacrificing everything else."
Sirius clenched his jaw, the weight of her words settling heavily on him. "I should've fought harder."
Andromeda placed a comforting hand on Sirius's arm. "You can't change the past," she said gently. "But you can help Harry figure this out now. That's what matters."
Sirius nodded slowly, his gaze turning to Harry. "You're right. Both of you. Regulus... he was smarter and braver than I ever gave him credit for. If he did all this for you, Harry, then we owe it to him—and to you—to find the truth."
Harry gave a faint smile, gratitude flickering in his eyes. "Thanks. I think Regulus would've appreciated that."
The room fell quiet again, but the tension had eased, replaced by a shared determination to uncover the secrets Regulus Black had left behind.
their conversation shifted from theories about Regulus to memories of the past. Sirius leaned back in his chair, his hand running through his hair, his face shadowed with emotion.
"I remember," Sirius began, his voice rough, "when James and I snuck out to prank Snivellus during our fifth year. Remus tried to stop us, of course—always the responsible one—but Peter..." He trailed off, swallowing hard. "Peter was right there, laughing, encouraging us. Bloody traitor."
Harry stiffened slightly at the mention of Peter, but said nothing. Sirius glanced at him, his eyes flickering with guilt, and added, "And Remus… I know things aren't right between you two right now, but he was a good man back then. He kept us grounded, even when we didn't want to be. Always reminding us we were better together." His voice cracked as he quickly changed the subject. "But Reg... Reg was different."
He fell silent for a moment, staring at the fireplace as if it held answers to questions he hadn't dared to ask. "He used to follow me everywhere, you know," Sirius said, his voice thick. "When we were kids, Regulus idolized me. He was this sweet, wide-eyed little boy who thought I hung the moon. He didn't care about all that 'Noble and Most Ancient House of Black' nonsense. To him, I wasn't the heir or the rebel—I was just his big brother."
Sirius rubbed a hand over his face, his voice breaking slightly as he continued. "I remember one night when we were supposed to be asleep. I was about ten, he was nine. He snuck into my room because he'd had a nightmare. I told him to go back to bed, but he wouldn't. Said he wasn't scared of the dark, just of being alone." He paused, a bitter laugh escaping his lips. "And I told him he'd never be alone as long as I was there. I lied, didn't I? I left him."
Andromeda reached out and placed a hand over Sirius's, her expression soft with shared grief. "You didn't leave him, Sirius. Not really. Regulus had a mind of his own. Even as a child, he was stubborn, determined to do things his way. You know that."
Sirius nodded, his eyes glassy. "Yeah, I know. But I still should've been there. I should've protected him."
Andromeda's voice was quiet but firm. "We all failed each other in some way. I failed him too. And Bellatrix. And Narcissa."
Harry, who had been silent for a while, looked up sharply. "You?"
Andromeda gave a small, sad smile. "Yes, me. Before the war, before the family fell apart, there was a time when we weren't so divided. The five of us—Sirius, Regulus, Bellatrix, Narcissa, and me—we were just children, trying to survive in a house that demanded perfection. We didn't hate each other then. We protected each other."
Her eyes drifted to the window as she spoke, as though the memories were playing out before her. "I remember Regulus would sit in the garden with Narcissa, making daisy chains while Bellatrix and I pretended to duel. Sirius, of course, was always running off somewhere, dragging us into trouble. But when it mattered—when one of us was scared or hurt—we always came together. We were a family, in our own strange, broken way."
Sirius's laugh was hollow. "Doesn't feel like much of a family now."
Andromeda shook her head. "No, it doesn't. But there was love there once. Even in Bellatrix, before the darkness took her. And in Regulus… especially in Regulus. He loved us all in his quiet way, even when he didn't say it. And he loved you, Sirius. You were his hero, whether you believe it or not."
Sirius lowered his head, wiping at his eyes. "I didn't deserve it."
Harry spoke up then, his voice soft but steady. "Maybe not, but he gave it anyway. That's what matters."
The room fell into a heavy silence, each of them lost in their own thoughts. The past was a painful place, but for the first time, it felt like they were starting to make peace with it—not by forgetting, but by remembering.
The night had fallen heavy and quiet. Dora and Ted arrived just as dinner was served, their presence a welcome distraction from the weight of the earlier conversation. The five of them ate together, the atmosphere tinged with a fragile warmth. Dora excused herself shortly after, retreating to her room with a tired smile. Sirius and Harry, worn from the day's emotions, followed suit not long after, their footsteps echoing faintly up the stairs.
That left Ted and Andromeda alone in the sitting room. For a while, they simply sat together, Ted holding her hand in silence, his presence solid and reassuring. He knew her well enough to recognize the storm brewing beneath her composed exterior, but he didn't press. Instead, he kissed her hand gently, whispered, "I'll be upstairs if you need me," and left her to her thoughts.
When the house was silent, when there was no one left to witness her grief, Andromeda broke. The tears came suddenly, fiercely, and she buried her face in her hands, her shoulders shaking with the force of it. She cried for Regulus, for the boy she had known, the boy with a quiet heart and a sharp mind who had been lost to a world of expectations and shadows. She cried for Narcissa, her sweet, gentle sister, whose loyalty to the family had chained her to a life of compromises. She cried for Bellatrix, her fierce and fearless older sister, who had once been her protector before the darkness consumed her.
Andromeda sobbed for Harry—the boy who had lost everything and yet carried himself with such impossible strength. She cried for her own child, Nymphadora, who would one day face a world that judged her for who she loved. And, most of all, she cried for the girl she used to be—the hopeful, determined child who had believed she could defy the rules of their bloodline without consequence.
Her mind spiraled back to the last time she had spoken to her sisters. The memory was vivid, etched into her heart like a wound that refused to heal.
---
"Don't do this, Andy," Narcissa had begged, her voice trembling. Her dark, obsidian eyes, so much like Andromeda's own, were filled with tears. "Stay. We can figure something out. Just don't leave us."
But Andromeda had already packed her trunk, her resolve firm even as her heart ached. "I can't, Cissy. I won't live my life like this. I love him." Her voice wavered but did not break. "I love Ted."
Narcissa had looked at her then with such raw pain that it nearly shattered her. "You're choosing him over us?" she whispered. "Over me?"
Andromeda had reached out, but Narcissa flinched away. "It's not like that," Andromeda insisted, her voice desperate. "I'm choosing love. You have to understand."
"Understand?" The voice that cut through the room was sharp, cold, and venomous. Bellatrix stood in the doorway, her dark hair wild, her black eyes blazing with fury. "There's nothing to understand. You're betraying our family, our blood. And for what? A filthy Mudblood?"
Andromeda had stiffened at the slur, her anger rising. "Don't call him that."
But Bellatrix stepped closer, her wand drawn, her voice low and dangerous. "You would throw away everything—your name, your honor, your place—for a man who is beneath you in every way? You are a disgrace, Andromeda. A stain on the Black name."
Narcissa's sobs filled the silence between them, and Andromeda turned back to her younger sister. "Cissy, please—"
"Go," Narcissa whispered, her voice hollow. "If you're going to leave, just go."
Andromeda's heart had broken in that moment, but she had forced herself to walk away, the sound of Bellatrix's curses and Narcissa's sobs ringing in her ears.
---
Now, in the stillness of the night, the weight of it all crushed her. She thought of how her sisters had turned against each other, how Regulus had been caught in the crossfire, how Harry had been orphaned by this endless cycle of hatred and pride. She thought of the family she had loved, broken and scattered like shards of glass, cutting into her even now.
Andromeda wept until she had no tears left, her body trembling with the force of her grief. She was tired—so tired—but she couldn't bring herself to move. The memories clung to her like a heavy cloak, suffocating and inescapable.
When Ted finally came downstairs, he found her curled up on the sofa, her face pale and tear-streaked. He said nothing, only wrapped his arms around her, pulling her close. She leaned into him, her head resting against his chest, and let the sound of his heartbeat steady her.
For the first time in hours, the silence felt less lonely. Andromeda closed her eyes, her exhaustion pulling her into a restless sleep, her dreams filled with the echoes of a family that once was.
Andromeda looked at Ted, his steady presence grounding her amidst the storm raging in her mind. Yet even his warmth couldn't shield her from the thoughts that clawed at her heart, from the questions she didn't dare voice aloud but couldn't escape.
She wondered, not for the first time, if Bellatrix had been tortured in her own way—not with spells or curses, but by the suffocating expectations of being a woman in the Black family. A family where only the purity of blood mattered, and where women were taught from the cradle that their voices were to remain quiet, their worth measured only by their obedience.
Had Bellatrix's wild fire been snuffed out by years of being told that her power wasn't hers to wield but a tool for the family's glory? What might she have become if she'd been raised in freedom, instead of oppression? Would she have been different—kinder, happier? Would her fierce loyalty have been directed toward love instead of hatred?
And what of Narcissa? Her little sister, the one who had always been the gentlest among them. Andromeda could still picture her as a child, her blonde hair falling in soft waves, her dark Black eyes filled with curiosity and wonder. But that curiosity had been crushed, replaced by a carefully cultivated elegance, her intelligence overshadowed by the family's obsession with her beauty.
What if Narcissa had been celebrated for her mind instead of her looks? What if she had been allowed to speak her thoughts without fear of reproach? If she had been given the same freedom Andromeda had claimed for herself, would she have been spared the gilded cage of her marriage, where her voice was subdued by the whims of bloodline pride?
Andromeda's throat tightened, her heart heavy with grief for what might have been. If the three of them had been allowed to choose their own paths—if they'd been free—would they still be as close as they once were? Would they still laugh together, protect one another, conspire in secret as they had when they were children?
Instead, they had become strangers. Bellatrix was imprisoned by the madness of their family's darkness, a hollowed shell of the sister Andromeda once admired. Narcissa lived trapped in a silent marriage, her every move dictated by the legacy of their name. And Andromeda—she had escaped, but at the cost of losing them both.
A tear slipped down her cheek, and she didn't bother to wipe it away. The Black sisters had once been a force, unshakable in their bond. Now, that bond was shattered, each shard cutting deeper with every passing memory.
Ted's hand brushed against hers, pulling her from the depths of her thoughts. She looked up at him, her eyes meeting his. There was no judgment there, only love and quiet understanding.
"They never had what we have," she said softly, her voice trembling. "They never got to choose."
Ted pulled her into his arms, holding her as if his embrace could shield her from the weight of it all. But the ache remained, a reminder of the family she had loved, and lost, to the tyranny of blood and the chains of expectation.