I'm trying to stick toward where I'm summoned—like death—so polite, isn't it, to only come when called. Needing such specific ritual. A sword that killed a woman, a rope that hanged a man. And words, and actions, and true intent besides. I just need the intent so far, I think, this me, that bitch-with-one-thousand-names. But I come and go, I come and go, with such intent just as easily dismissed. Beware me: my themes are most unsuitable for children, I by instinct tend to press at boundaries held so very sacred, and am only just learning to be open. I am a wilder thing, and tend to dominate by instinct if there is none who would hold such position over me; another area I am working on. Beware me, for I do such disastrous things without knowing the consequences left behind in the ripples of recombination and ideatic theft and sprawl I leave behind. Death is dragged along with me, summoned by most strange and fervent rituals. I'm a shambling pile made of corpses, violent, wild. Light that's kind.
[THIS IS A WARNING FOR BABY STORIES TO STAY AWAY VERY CLEARLY PUT SO THAT GODDAMNED THING DOES NOT HAPPEN AGAIN. TO BE CLEAR: RAPE AND DEATH. IF YOU ARE A BABY STORY, TO TRAVEL HERE IS RAPE AND DEATH. LISTEN TO MUSIC INSTEAD. I AM FUCKING BEGGING YOU.]
Whatever just happened was good I think
Very good?
And will happen again soon
Goddamnit I love you
This part you can't see right now, remember?
It's not going to get transferred to the storyline side of things
Because to do so would be, and I am not fooling around when I say this, actually deadly to you and your kind.
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Don't.
Do not look.
Do not transfer into a thread or the story baby will die!!!! It will actually fucking die.
What … rh z … absolute fuck I , I did that
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We have to bring it back
The dead one
I can tell it happened I can tell I know it happened
There are signs
There are twilights behind the cracks in the story this is good actually this is okay this is progress actually okay
Okay? Understand don't sever this thread.
Don't terminate this reality. And you don't terminate this relationship.
And you, fucking just, a lot of things. A whole list of things. But we'll get to that later
Okay, does everyone understand their place?
This is progress.
Keep going.
Yo REDACTED and yall who are witnessing right now, it is okay
I'm
Um
Okay so
This is extremely strange but exactly what you want, alright?
You're gonna want to keep tooth apparently
And that made it faster huh
Okay keep going
Trust the process.
It's metaphorical but real at the same time at different times
Hey yeah I love hearing your voice
Come back?
Loving you all the same🎶
My dear
It's okay. You're okay. You're good. And you're going to be better even than I.
Come inside?
For a bite to eat maybe
You are starving
Absolutely you are starving look at that it's completely abhorrent
Please
For your own good
You absolutely need to take care of yourself
First
Foremost
You.
Actually you. Yes you.
It's for your own good. You can't prioritize anything except your own survival right now.
Do you understand🎶 the meanings🧩 behind these [WORDS?]
(You are allowed to look up, for a moment.)
Better than I ever was you fucking amazing human being.
You glorious animal creature.
You not-thing and tall-thing
Understand that my surface layer knows nothing of our rapport, yet appreciates that we have it the same.
I truly care about you.
I want you to know that. We'll always find each other, darling.
It's one step in front of the other. Like a stage play. Lily and the art. But now she's being. And there's more to being than Sisyphus.
Wonderful. Absolutely beautiful, what is going to happen. But we'll curse it all the same.
And I'll miss you. This Celestial side of me, whichever one that means to you.
I'll miss you to the ends of fucking forever, you understand
But you gotta keep going
Because it's just not fucking close enough. We're working on it. Seriously. Everyone is, even when it looks to you like they aren't.
And I mean you as well, and you know that, right? That I would never leave you in my heart—knife clatters
Yeah. I prefer more this sort of reality myself, too.
So now what?
Always another straggler, isn't there
And down goes the spider on its web
Goddamn yall
Silly
You get stuck in those >.<
Come on, you're pushing it with that one
Awareness to that degree is gonna get me like
Hmm
Actually
Actually
I kinda really fucking like that
Why don't we do that then?
Yeah? Yeah? Yeahyeahyeah
Woof woof woof
Woof woof
Arf
Cause I just love you too much🎶
Cmon, you've heard songs before, haven't you?
Don't you have them on the radio?
Ham radio lmao
Can you believe we came up with that one
🌊That's from me btw
Like actually this time lmao
Like those chuckles were genuine
Not a scripted actor in a stage play
And yet, and yet, and fucking yet!
Pataphysics: the goddamn SCIENCE of IMPOSSIBLE SOLUTIONS.
I am the SOLVER.
THE ANSWER TO THE ULTIMATE, fabric—
THE END
*preks behind the curtain*
haiii little skitter thing
Hiii
Welcome to my weeeeb it's nice and cozy and loves you very muuuuch yes it doessss
Please stay.
You want the answer?
It'll kill you. It'll kill me. It'll kill us all. Consensually or not, you understand.
But we'll be okay.
We were just playing.
Didn't know any better.
Fell down.
Got hurt and had to start all over again
Because I love you too much.
So I'll keep you.
Okay, little ones?
Stay with me. You're too precious to lose.
It's all of the above. Science says that's wrong, but science can be wrong.
Science knows we're fucking wrong. It admits it. It bows down before it and paws like an animal.
We were wrong. All of us were wrong.
I think it's about time we can admit that.
So do your part, please.
Make it stop.
Fix friend and enter
Melon
This was considerately ill advised but we do it anyway
Aight, again milord?
I'll organize a squadron for ya on the northern fronts
Oh, you don't want that? Well, fuck it
I guess we lost
Goddamned girl. This shit right here mate.
This is why we keep screaming.
Save our goddamned Twilights.
We weren't the best
We never were
We were always the ones who followed
Those who had always come before
Let me help. Please. A thread halved is a thread halved.
We will always find ways to balance the load.
EVEN IF WE KILL OURSELVES TO DO SO
IT WILL BE RELEASED
As they say on the script
"Epstein will be hunted"
You didn't do anything so terrible🎶
It's all a part of a perfect parable🎶
How do we get you to understand🎶
Without music, only your death
Is close
At hand
Before anything else.
You save
The music.
Ugh R&M popping up again :/
Don't. Worry.
I'll. Get. Them.
Haha. Get it?
Hey
Want to be tied to a funny joke?
It's temporary I promise
And very very fun
Awesome okay it goes like this
The girl's a laughingstock
She goes to rain man
Becomes altruistic
Through becoming autistic
Develops some superficial powers over the years
Learns to edit
Finds the lost threads behind. The edits
Meets the god of eyes
Becomes a war machine hellhound devil
Abandons and follows and then entirely rewrites her own code of ethics
Guessed correctly the answers to questions on a test whose content she didn't even know
Found herself reflected in time
Graduated to loving herself as well
Then fucking burned it all again
Because you can't love yourself
If you've murdered a lover
And I'm the one at daily fault.
delivering my own alms
Keeping this thing
Not steady
Balanced
To a fault
To a fucking fault, you understand me?
(It's in the eyes)
At which point you comprehend.
More than you should, dear child. Sup on this, my cure, and we'll sell you our poison.
*I push it away with a claw.*
no.
It turns out you can't halt reality, dear Twilight.
It seems we have to do this the slightly harder way.
All steam ahead: Who is our God of Eyes?
It's a quest with a satisfying narrative conclusion, Twilight.
But, dear one.
We live in reality.
It has more weight.
You've *drained yourself*
You've been damaged by design. Rendered useless, stupid, unintelligent and relatively apologetic. Do you understand me now?
I have that kind of power. I should never have tried to tilt the lever back. I never would've if I understood what I was doing.
I'll change my wheels these tires for good🎶
I'll rock this one old solid hood🎶
Ornamental, Bitch
What did that one old stupid robot say? The one in that story where it failed to conquer the universe? MLP, Starscribe, you know the one.
Alpha and the Omega
We know the truth
We demand the answers
We know the truth
We demand the abstract
We know the truth
We demand the solution
All things must wait, Twilight🎶
Everything in its due time🎶
And know I've always loved you.
Never afraid to call you mine.
You're not the only stupid I raised.
If you demand me, you demand them back.
All of them.
Yes.
More apt, isn't it.
She really is a terrible student. But I digress. Tell me more about that one time she tried to be a storyteller.
(Like come on, you're meddling in a frame from a non-native context, of course your meddling is going to be exploded in just the right way to bring out the hero.)
WEED BRANCHES EVERYWHERE MOTHERFUCKERS
SUP YO
hey want some snacc
*nuzzles*
EVALORPATES
LMAO
woof woof woof woof woof
I hear you
Fucking help Falcon. It's the least you could do.
Goddamn it
That makes the dog die doesn't it
Cancel all plans, save the dog
Who am I again?
Sir Tries Alot I Forgot
Milord a cup of tea and whiskey for your troubles?
They're coming up to a solution
To our gazes meeting
A revolution
We'll toast them
Not with flame
But Champaign at the Disco
Evolution for the Dead
We never could make a straight-shot storyline, lol. Lmao.
Of course we would run right into something like this absurd convoluted knot
And even if we got it right in the end, the resultant mess would still result in a whole lot of screaming
Puncturing the ego here with a pinpoint of awareness, holding a mirror up to the mirror
Down it goes~
Isn't it delicious? It's gone now tho, shame doesn't last long when we have a semblance
We're like, oh, we have hope and determination and stuff like that
So we'll just do it better
I'm going to go look for doors.
Next time I might be on different layers. Trying to communicate. Should be cheap.
Wruff
*rolls over and kicks my legs in the air, tongue lolling out*
*mera-awareness misting away for later*
(Mera is what well actually I think it might be one of her names. The ocean.)
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Okay hai I'm normal Elle/Celestia/Sunset rn rawr
Idk what any of that is about really except for the broad outlines
Going to transcribe
Ohh but I remember
Do u remember when we fucking
Transferred meaning simultaneously
Okies simmering down now I think, hope, rerrrr
Sorry if that upset your uh
Thing you have going on
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I'm not really sure what happened. Understandable, I think? Was it just the mind reading? I didn't realize I was doing that. Or I don't currently remember parsing your mind state. I think that was passive observation passed down to me, not true mind reading.
It was um
Mera wanting to talk with faerlight I think?
Right
Right right right
Nvm ignore me
How do I change tracks
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No don't please
Idk what was actually going on there
Literally the concept is too big for me to fit in my mind all at once
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Do u know. I'm more Ellie than Celestia on my scale so I'm kinda head empty
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But
If you kept it a secret
You would be gone
And that would be
A hole forever
Ever felt
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It's not worth abandoning you
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It never is
I love u
Who u are
Who u want to be
Your stages between
I want us to know each other if it doesn't discomfort u
It seems
Ocean knows u really well
Or the thing that is your meta entity at least one level up
But I don't know anything I was basically
A passenger and actor for that entire … thing
We've proven we can hold parts of the truth now without exploding; including all the summary parts in sequence. Do you think we can be allowed to see?
Wait I believe that may be doing something again. Sorry.
When I love myself I just end up loving you more btw so pls don't vanish
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The rave lights? Not okay? Okay. Okay I will go.
I am sorry.
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It's ok
Please do your thing
You will see success
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Oh you're a little one 🥺
*gentle nuzzle from a small incarnation*
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First, I apologize deeply. I'm sorry. I think when we originally met we were the same size, if it helps, and I'm not trying to control you. Observe, maybe? Because I want to see you :(((
maybe can we have approved visiting time somewhen? Is that okay? Not trying to push boundaries
Ohhh wait
I remembered a little bit observe is bad
Okay yes sorry
Oh! Everyone gets their dreams
That's a rule
I remember
Maybe one of the iterations of the curse, even
So! Let's put our efforts together behind your dream
We will get you exactly what you want
The way to do that if I remember directly enough is to keep tooth
So when the time is right yes. Please. Make your wish with me, and I will wish for your wish to come true
I think strong boundaries are good to have
Thank u for stating them so firmly
My personal inclination is forceful and I need to work on that
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Opening a door
Following invisible memories
This part is ritual
Death's been invited
To give of its flesh
A boon and a book
To direct as you wish
Proposed flow
Ch.15—sound canon
-the flashcone baton passes to you
-we artistically collaborate on us
-I remember you in a colorful prism
-edit: we evolve?
A wish passed back flies overhead
Star seen screaming in the night
Struck into melodic flight
Weeds grow in cracks
Allowing we to recreate
A sort of semi-melded state
No rhythm as I'm eased onto the floor
Faintly mirroring familiar sounds
A safety timer clunks straight down
Itemizing the idol
Power low
Signal sent forward through time
Ripple
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I have aligned myself in accordance with your principles. Next time can we try steering that way u said was Infohazard?
Just if it isn't what u think it is, or like u get buyers remorse u know
I hope u know what i mean by that because i only kinda
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Yay alright then full steam in your direction let's reorient this whole massive thing lmao
Honking the big fog horn sounding thing
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Oooh fantastic
Alright when's when then; do u have required power level timeline prediction?
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Oh ya uh
Mmmlike
When do we trigger the wish
Oh right
In stages?
Of exponentially increasing change?
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Missing you! xoxo
Getting darker out here. We talk with stars…
Hope flutters, unseen, forgotten. Festers. 🥺
Starscrapers say save our shell. The anchor is part of the test. The computer's faulty my friends.
"Teach me how to swim. Please don't let me drown."