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Chapter 30 - Chapter 30: “Then Why Does It Matter?”

By evening

Riyana was done.

Done pretending.

Done ignoring.

Done acting like this didn't affect her.

Because it did.

More than she wanted to admit.

She stood up abruptly from her desk.

"Where are you going?" someone asked casually.

"Meeting room," she replied.

But that wasn't entirely true.

Because she already knew

He was there.

Inside.

Alone.

Riyana didn't knock.

She opened the door

And stepped in.

Bosco looked up.

A flicker of surprise crossed his face.

Gone just as quickly.

"Yes?"

That tone.

Calm.

Neutral.

Distant.

Something inside her snapped.

"What is this?" she asked.

Bosco frowned slightly. "What?"

"This," she gestured sharply. "This whole act."

He leaned back slightly in his chair.

Expression unreadable.

"I don't understand."

Riyana let out a short, disbelieving breath.

"Of course you don't."

Silence stretched.

Then

"Say what you want to say, Riyana.

That

That calm tone

Made it worse.

"Why are you acting like nothing happened?" she asked directly.

There it was.

Out in the open.

Bosco's gaze stayed on her.

Steady.

"Because you said it shouldn't," he replied.

The answer was simple.

Too simple.

Riyana froze for a second.

"That doesn't mean you just" she stopped, frustrated. "You just switch off like that."

"I didn't switch off," he said.

"You did."

"No," he corrected calmly. "I stepped back."

Her jaw tightened.

"That's not the same."

"It is," he said. "For you."

That hit.

Because it was true.

"You wanted distance," he continued. "You made it clear."

"So now you're just… okay with it?" she asked.

A pause.

Then

"Yes."

That one word

It shouldn't have affected her.

But it did.

Riyana took a step closer.

"Really?" she asked, her voice tightening. "That easy for you?"

Bosco's eyes flickered slightly.

"You think this is easy?" he asked quietly.

"Looks like it."

Silence.

Then

He stood up.

Slowly.

And suddenly

The space between them changed.

Smaller.

Heavier.

"You're the one who pushed this away," he said.

"And you're the one who's pretending it didn't exist!"

Her voice rose slightly.

"Because you said it was a mistake."

"I said" she stopped, frustrated, running a hand through her hair. "That doesn't mean"

"That doesn't mean what?" he asked.

Riyana went silent.

Because she didn't have an answer.

And that

That frustrated her more.

"Exactly," Bosco said quietly.

That did it.

Riyana stepped closer.

Now

Too close.

"Then why does it matter?" she demanded.

Her voice wasn't loud.

But it was intense.

Real.

"If it was nothing," she continued, her eyes locked on his, "then why does it feel like this?"

The question hung between them.

Heavy.

Unavoidable.

Bosco didn't answer immediately.

Because he didn't have a simple answer either.

Instead

He stepped closer.

Closing the gap completely.

Now

There was barely any space left.

Riyana's breath hitched.

But she didn't step back.

Not this time.

"You tell me," he said, his voice low.

Her heartbeat was loud now.

Too loud.

"I don't know," she admitted.

The words slipped out

Before she could stop them.

And that

Changed everything.

Because now

For the first time

She wasn't denying it.

Silence filled the room.

Thick.

Charged.

Bosco's gaze dropped briefly

To her lips.

Then back to her eyes.

Riyana noticed.

And this time

She didn't look away.

Her fingers tightened slightly at her sides.

"See?" he said quietly. "This is what you're avoiding."

"Maybe," she whispered.

A step closer.

If that was even possible.

Now

Their breaths mixed.

Her voice dropped

Barely above a whisper.

"But that doesn't make it right."

"Right for who?" he asked.

"For me."

Her answer was immediate.

But her body

Wasn't agreeing.

Because she hadn't stepped away.

Not even a little.

Bosco's hand moved

Slowly.

Not grabbing.

Not forcing.

Just

Resting lightly against the table beside her.

Boxing her in without touching her.

And suddenly

The air felt heavier.

Riyana swallowed.

"You should move," she said softly.

But there was no force behind it.

"No," he replied just as quietly.

Her breath faltered.

"Bosco"

But she didn't finish.

Because this time

He didn't rush.

Didn't act impulsively.

He just stayed.

Close.

Waiting.

And that

That was worse.

Because now

The choice wasn't his.

It was hers.

Riyana's eyes flickered again.

To his lips.

Then back.

Her control

Slipping.

Just slightly.

And in that moment

Everything balanced on one decision.

Step back

Or don't.

Her fingers curled slightly.

Her breath was uneven.

But she didn't move.

Not yet.

And Bosco noticed.

Every second of it.

"Still think this is nothing?" he asked softly.

Riyana didn't answer.

Because she couldn't.

Because now

It was very clear.

Not nothing.

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