Meri zindagi ki kahani
Assalamu walikum
Main jab 10 sal ki thi meri life mein bahut jyada problems Thi jaise ki mujhe lagta tha ki mujhe kuchh bada karna chahie lekin main sochati Thi Meri umra chhoti hai aur Main kuchh nahin kar sakti Sabse Badi galti Meri yah thi ki Maine kuchh karna chaha aur na Kiya Main Bus sochati Rahi uske against action Na Le paye baad mein jab Main Badi Hui dhire dhire mujhe khud per regret feel hone Laga FIR mujhe ehsaas hua Ki Main agar sochati Rahi to main kuchh nahin kar sakti jab tak uske against action Na li to mujhe bahot bura laga ki aisa kab tak chale ga sochati Rahi sochati Rahi aur sirf sochati rah Gai Main chhoti umra mein Thi uske bad kuchh mahine Tak Main yahi sochti Rahi FIR main dhire dhire karke bhul gai FIR jab Main 11 sal ki Hui to mujhe ehsaas hua ki aisa kab tak chale ga sochne se kaam thodi hoga mujhe struggle karna hoga bahut sari mehnat karni hogi aur mujhe Apne padhaai ke sath sath successful daughter bhi banaa tha ek taraf to meri soch mujhe Khai ja rahi thi result mein kam marks Aaye The maine kaha ki bus mein sochti rahti hun padhai shuru karni padegi FIR Maine ek din Tham liya Ki ab kuchh bhi Ho jaaye sochana nahin Hai Bus mehnat Karna Hai mehnat mehnat har jagah mehnat hi mehnat aur Main itni mehnat karungi ki mere result ke sath sath ek din main self independent bhi banungi successful daughter bhi banungi Apne sari dreams Puri bhi karungi apni luxury life banungi bada Ghar hoga apni car hogi acchi zindagi aur bahut kuchh sochati rahi FIR Maine ek din kaha ki abhi bhi to main soch rahi hun start kahan se Karen confuse thi Magar FIR ek din baithkar aaram se thande dimag se school se samajhdari ke sath sochana shuru ki FIR use din ke bad Maine sochana band kar diya sochne ke bad FIR Maine shuru kar diya use struggle karna khoob mehnat karna shuru ki khoob mehnat karna shuru ki Achanak se main result acche laane ke liye itni mehnat ki padhaai karni shuru kar di padhaai tution to jaati nahin Thi Koi guide karne wala bhi nahi tha self study karna shuru kar diya usse padhna khud Se likhana start kar diya mujhe Hindi bhi nahin aati Thi languages padhne bhi reading karne bhi nhi aati thi reading karne ke liye barakhadi Hindi ki yaad karna shuru Kiya Urdu ke liye hurufe tahajji yani Urdu ke word jise jodkar Ham reading karna Sikh sakte hain Main Karti Rahi Karti Rahi aur itna zyada struggle karne ke bad finally literally mujhe yakin nahin ho raha tha mujhe Urdu ke saath saath Urdu ke bade Alfaaz aane Lage canni padhna shuru kar diya starting mein Thoda mushkil Laga lekin Karti Gai Karti Gai aur apni mother se help Li unhone Meri help ki aur finally ab ek sentence Urdu ka ek sentence yani ek jumala padh liya karti thi khud Se reading to thodi bahut aane lagi Thi ek hafte mein lekin likhna nahin aata tha mujhe abhi ek hafta hi hua tha reading sikhne mein reading bhi sahi se nahin aati thi likhna to na mumkin tha FIR bich mein Aisa Laga ki Shayad Main nahin kar sakti hun FIR Maine kuchh din tak chhod Diya main bahut jyada Bura feel karne lagi khud Ko target karna shuru kar diya ki main nahin kar sakti Hun Main nahin kar sakti yah bahut mushkil Hai yah har Koi nahin kar sakta aur main bhi nahin kar sakti Main khud ko bahut jyada gusse se dekhti Thi aur sochati ab main kuchh nahin kar sakti hun afsos feel hone Laga FIR apni mother ko bataya mummy mai yea nahi kar sakti mama Ne samjhaya beta Tum kar sakti ho tumhare andar ability hai mummy ne mujhe bahot samjhaya unhune mujhe Urdu reading sikhne main madad ki phir mujhe 10 se 15 din lag gay sikhne main aur main Urdu Sikh gayi phir mummy se Hindi sikhne ke liye kaha magar mummy ko hindi nhi aati thi aur mumma thoda udaas hogai wo khane lagi meri pyari beti tum bilkul bhi bura mat mano because main tumhare sath hun ham koshish karenge phir jab raat Hui to mere dimaag main sirf ek hi khayal aa raha tha aur main mun hi mun bahot pareshan horahi thi kya hoga kaise hoga aur thoda tears bhi aankho main aa gay sochte sochte per Main haar nahin Mani Maine socha Ki mamma Ne kaha Hai Ki Main tumhare sath hun aur main Akeli nahin hun mere Sath mummy already thi mere Dil mein ek School Uttara aur Main so gai agale Hi din meri ek acchi friend jo mere dil ke bahut Kareeb thi maine usse apni sari baten sher ki aur kahan ki yah problem meri life mein hai kya tum meri help kar sakti ho to usne fauran kahan sorry mujhe bhi nahi aata main tumhein reading karna Kaise sikhaungi Tum bado se help lo teacher se usne mujhe suggestion Diya aur woh bhi choti hi thi bilkul Meri tarah FIR main School jaane ke liye taiyar ho gai mere school ka time ho Raha tha Mummy Ne mujhe school tak drop kiya pahunchne ke baad Maine teacher se help Li teacher ne kaha ki yea to bahut acchi baat hai ki tum reading sikhna chahti Ho Main tumhen readingnzaroor sikhaungi aur khushi khushi meri teacher mujhe reading sikhana shuru kar di mujhe bahut achcha laga aur Main sikhna shuru kar di FIR jab mujhe Hindi ki reading aane lagi tab Main apni mummy Se batai aur teacher ka shukriya Ada Kiya mujhe bahut achcha Laga teacher Ne Meri help ki uske baad Maine apni mummy Se share Kiya ki mummy mujhe reading aane lagi reading karne ke bad Maine mama ko bhi kaha ki mummy Kya aap bhi sikho gi Main sikhane ke liye taiyar hun kya aap taiyar hai