65. "KAE"
No matter how much time passes us by, I will always have a special place for her and I remember that every time I see her face after a long time of not seeing her. We got a whole history behind us, we've been on and off for a lot of years, at some point we grew apart but it's seems like she's always be Kae to me.
The last time that we spent time, it was somewhere in 2021, it was at night and I got her out of the house, we strolled in the streets under the sky of stars, it's still my favorite memory of her until this day.
We will never know how it feels to be together, to be in love with each other and be in each other's lives, she's always gonna be the girl that I couldn't have. I adore her for a distance every time that I see her, I admire the young lady that she's becoming and no matter what, she's always gonna be kae to me.
66. "ONE MORE LOVE"
I've been known to be the nigga that just wanna get into panties and then he moves along, I've done some things that I'd never tell anybody about but all of that lies in the past. I know that I said that I'll never love again but there's only one more love that I'm willing to open up to.
A love of a girl that's not nonchalant, a love of a girl that really wants to be with me, a love of a girl that will fall for me and fail to see herself with anybody else, that's the only kind of love I'm willing to open up to.
I'm tired of indulging in empty lust, I need to feel something real and something that will feed my soul, instead of skirts that will keep me in the dark and I'm only getting older, I can't be 22 with no idea of what is to love and to be loved.
I can't let my sexual appetite control my decisions, I've gotta make space for something that I'll call mine, I want a love of a girl that is good for me and spiritually aligned, that is the only love I'm willing to open up to.