Keifer's Pov
I came out of the room and Sara was standing there,
Keifer: "Please take good care of her and If she needs anything call me immediately."
She nodded and I went to my car.
Jay's Pov
Sara came in after Keifer left,
Sara: "What did you say to him?"
I looked her with tears in my eyes,
Jay: "I don't deserve him."
Sara: "What?"
Jay: "He came straight to me right after knowing the news and all I could keep thinking was, do I actually deserve him and his love"
Sara: "Jay? what happened to you"
Jay: "When he came here and when I saw his face I just wanted to hug him and cry but I didn't not do that not even when he hugged because I know If break down in front of him he will get hurt but now I have hurt in a different way, I pushed him away even when I needed him"
Sara: "What's going on in your mind?"
Jay: "I read these things about me and it kept keeping repeated in my mind, I know I should not give any importance to them, but sometimes you can't control these things right, and I started to think whether If I am the right person for him, I know this wrong of me to say this but maybe he deserve someone better, someone who makes him happy and not keep on hurting him."
Sara: "What do you mean by better?"
Jay: "Well someone at his level and someone who doesn't constantly make him worried about something, someone who doesn't hurt him."
Sara: "what do mean by his level, I am not the one to say this but you know very well that love doesn't looking at person's status or level, I mean when you first fell in love with him, did you think he loved you for your status or did you not love him because he wasn't in your level."
Jay: "What are saying Sara, I loved him because he made me feel safe and showed his care and he loved me for me not because of my status never because of it."
I said with a bit of anger,
Sara: "That's exactly, what I am trying to say, when you love a person you love them because they make you feel loved and safe, and that's what both of you are for eachother.
And the thing you said about hurting him, he gets hurt because he cares and love, I mean there wouldn't hurt if he doesn' t love you right?"
I nodded my head with tears,
Jay: "Thank you." I whispered while she hugged me, I was really grateful for having her in my life, because just like now she always stands by my side, even when I feel out of place or lost,
It always felt good to have her, even when I can figure our things, she helps me just like and sometimes all you need is this, time with your found family, who truly understands you.
Sara: "Always, Now take some rest and then you can go meet your boyfriend, I think he needs some time too."
I nodded my head and she left the room and I lied in my bed and slept for a while,
After sometime I woke up and saw my phone, I switched it on and there was multiple notification, I just wanted to see what was the condition of those news now and I went to see in the social media platform,
And I was shocked to see videos of Keifer speaking and I listened to every single thing he said and how he defended me and how he showed everyone how much he loved, and he also showed everyone our old picture, just so everyone would know the truth
Tears poured from my eyes thinking how much this man can love me,
I immediately got up from my bed and went out,
Sara: "What happened?"
Jay: "I have to meet Keifer."
Sara: "Jay, but it is raining heavily, you can leave tomorrow."
Jay: "No, I have to go to him."
Sara: "But."
Jay: "Please." I asked her desperately
Sara: "Okay, take my car."
I nodded and took her car and started driving to our home,
I reached there but it was all dark, I went upstairs searching for him but he wasn't there, I called for him,
Jay: "Keifer, Keifer." But there was no response,
I checked everywhere and realised he wasn't there,
I tried calling him and but he wasn't answering,
Then I called David,
David: "Hello, Jay?"
Jay: "Where is Keifer?"
David: "I thought he was with you."
Jay: "No, can you check where he is?"
David: "Yeah, one minute."
I was anxiously waiting for him to reply,
David: "His location shows he is out of the city."
Jay: "What? Can you share me the location?"
David: "Jay, but I think it's dangerous now, since it is raining heavily."
Jay: "David just send the location please."
David: "Fine."
He did and I started my car and went towards his location, I was difficult to drive and it was also far but I finally reached the location,
But I didn't know where he was I got down from the car and I was looking around for him,
Then I finally spot his car, I went towards the car, the rain was also slowing down,
Then I saw from his car window, he was having a panic attack, he was out of breathe, and he was holding and clutching his chest,he was shaking uncontrollably and he looked like he was about to collapse.
Jay: "No, No Keifer, open the car." i said tapping the window in Terror of his state,
He finally looked at me and his pupils widened and he was still short of breathe and he was struggling to move and with a struggle he unlocked the car,
I immediately got into the car and held his already cold hands and started rubbing them,
Jay: "Keifer, Breathe please, breathe."
I said holding him, he was trying for me but it was still difficult for him,
He held my hand tightly and was slowly trying to breathe with me,
Jay: "I am here, everything is okay." I kept repeating while making him slowly trying to breathe, he was slowly relaxing.
Jay: "It's okay, I am here and nothing is going to happen."
I said and I could see him slowly returning back to his self, he breathing was getting normal and it finally became stable after few minutes and he was almost back to normal.
I felt relief after him returning to normal but also realised what this guy went through and I smelled alcohol on him, I know what happened to him, but I cannot think about it right now, because right now I need to be there for him,
And I hugged him tightly and he also held me tightly like his life depended on me, his grip was different from usual and I can sense and I cried in the hug, realising the struggle he must have gone through when we weren't together and I just witnessed it right in front of my eyes.
All the thoughts that i had before doubting our relationship went away because both of us struggle without each other and just now I witnessed it and it was worst and I know I will never let a doubt create a distance between us.
I also held on to him tightly because I never ever want to loose him again.
Author's Note ( Please read) ❤️
Guys, I just wanted to ask you guys something and you can give me your opinion,
Someone in the last chapter just said
"End it already, since I have been at since February."
I know it was their opinion and it was normal to give them, but if I am being honest I am a little sensitive and it kind of did hurt me a little, but there was nothing wrong in that comment , they just said what they wanted and I did not know what to reply to them and I will also tell you this, I thought of ending this book but every time I try to think about either I am not able to do it or I come with a sub plot for the book, I don't know why maybe because I love this book❤️
So I just wanted to know how guys feel about this book, story, do you guys also think that or you think the story has become boring, just wanted to know your thoughts. So I will come to a decision or conclusion 🤍✌🏼
Jay just realised nothing is bigger than their love for each other, and now she knows she will never bring something that might create distance between them🤍🫂
Distance doesn't matter to them because both of Jay and KEIFER's heart was in the right place🤍✨
What's going to happen next?🫣
Comment your thoughts because it motivates me to write faster and I will upload soon💗✨
Hope you guys liked the chapter🤍