I remember how it felt. Every time his hand brushed agaisnt mine. Everytime he would put his hand on my shoulder. Everytime he would whisper my name....
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6th September 2026 ,7:30am.
As i woke up the sun danced around my room creating an illuminated surrounding. I sit up stretching wondering if today will finally be the day i make him mine.
As i go downstairs the smell of freshly cooked pancakes fill the air. As the smell hits my nose, my mouth started watering and i rush to the kitchen where my mum was putting the pancakes on a plate with syrup. I sit down and i start eating but then my annoying younger brother runs over shouting my name.
"LUCA! GUESS WHAT I JUST GOT"
I look up at him annoyed
"What did you get?" I ask uninterested. All im interested in recently is tae. Hes this boy who i have a secret crush on,his ocean blue eyes, his jet black hair,his body and most importantly how he treats people. Hes kind,delicate,soft and considerate. But hes also a complete cunt to me.
As i was daydreaming about tae i didnt realise jake ,my brother, had carried on talking. I only realised when my dad walked in and smacked my head"
"Stop thinking bout girls your only 17"
I smile as i find it funny how everyone thinks im straight.
After breakfast i head back upstairs to take a shower,brush my teeth,get dressed then go school.
(I dunno if 17yr olds go school in america)
I get changed into some black shorts,lightish grey hoodie,black socks and my white and black air forces.
I go back downstairs to say bye to mum,dad and jake. After i say bye i take my bike to school as it gives me more time to think bout tae before school started. When i arrive i lock my bike up and i start walking to main gates until i spot tae and his "gang". I run over and i wave at tae.
"Hi tae! Can i do anything for you today?" I ask enthusiastically but he looks at me like im an idiot and pushes past me while scoffing.
My friends max and peter runs over and peter puts his arm round my shoulder.
"You still like him after all this time!?" Max asks shocked and i just nod.
"I cant help it hes to cute" i say pouting as we walk up to the main gates.
"How is he cute? Hes a total jerk to you!" Peter says a little too loud and everyone stops and stares. I quickly smack my hand over his mouth glaring at him.
"Shut the fuck up dickhead, people can hear you" i say pushing his face back slightly while moving my hand away and all 3 of us walk inside the crowded building.
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4:50pm.
I was sat at my desk and peter and max were on my bed on their phones. Suddenly i jump up with an idea.
"ILL FORCE HIM" I say a bit too loud but luckily no one else is home.
Max and peter looks up confused.
"Force him to do what exactly?" Max asks raising his eyebrows.
I look at him and i smirk "ill force him to like me" i say with my hand crossed over my chest and i clearly havent thought this through properly.
"Force him to like you?" Peter asks even more confused. Max kisses his teeth and rolls his eyes.
"And how do you think youll be able to force him to like you,its impossible!"
I sit back down sighing and i turn back around in my chair. I start to right down stuff i can do to make tae fall hopelessly in love with me.