Do you know what happens when there's trauma to the brain? I am forced into an everlasting amount of pain. One where no one understands.
There really was only one soul in this world of 8.2 B who gifted me memories that kept me going. If it wasn't for her, I'm sure I would be dead by now. I was simply trying too like a Dokja fragment.
I guess I over did myself. I am violent because others are violent to me. This is the result of being extremely mentally ill yet not having anyone by my side to help me with it.
Why was the system in this worldline constantly failing me? Wouldn't it be better sometimes for me to be in the worldline where ORV existed from fiction to actual reality?
At least I would get to become the main character if I transmigrated into the worldline of ORV. I know that stories are people. I've been chronically online for so long that I am extremely lonely.
I'm just writing a story where I somehow have the ability to split the sky. I am a Dokja fragment and this is my story where I rely on one book to help me cope in this world.
Am I insane? Yeah this is what happens when you've been chronically alone for a long time. With absolutely no one by your side.
I don't even feel comfortable at all sharing my thoughts with anyone. What's the point of doing that? I am Joonghyuk where I am completely alone in multiple regression turns.
At least give me the joy and freedom to be the Joonghyuk where I'm not in any pain at all. I am a regressor.