No, Cat', we don't have to, there's no rush.
I know, I'm just telling you, that's all, but I really want you. I think there's something positive to take from that painful episode, it's that I've gained confidence in myself. And I'm good with you, no fear, no apprehension, I've never felt that before. Everything feels natural, obvious with you.
But we can still wait.
Or not… Do you want me?
How could you imagine the opposite? My whole body wants to be against yours, to give you pleasure.
So maybe we'll start by taking off the bottom, right?
Can I do it? I want to open my gift myself and savor every moment.
What's wrong?
Nothing… I just want to look at you. You're beautiful. Let me engrave this image in my mind.
I thought I'd be afraid, you know, and in the end, no, I feel good with you. I'm so happy you opened up to me. We've lost so much time.
No, don't have regrets, we weren't ready before, that's all. Not ready to tell each other, to take the step. If we appreciate this precious moment so much, it's because we know what we went through before and we can compare.
Yes, you're probably right. Kiss me.
…
Wow, I hadn't imagined that.
Do you want me to stop?
No, especially not.
…
Marc!
Sorry, did I hurt you?
Uh… no… but…
Talk to me please. Tell me stop whenever you want and we'll stop.
Oh no, these are new sensations for me, it surprised me, that's all, but keep going.
What does it do to you?
I… pff… I don't really know… it's hard to say.
Pleasant or not?
Yes, very. And you then? What should I do?
Nothing at all, just let yourself go for now. I love feeling you vibrate under my fingers, that's more than enough for me. Those are new sensations for me too, you see.
Really?
Yes, feeling this good and taking so much pleasure just from giving it to you, yes, that's new. The friction of your skin against mine electrifies me completely, it's crazy.
When is it that…?
We don't have to. We can just caress each other and keep going like this if you want.
No, I want to. I really want you now. My heart's just beating a little fast, that's all.
Put your hand on mine, you'll see you're not the only one.
But you've already done it many times.
I already told you: fucking yes, having sex yes, but making love is different. And I know that the first time is very special for a girl so I'm afraid of not being up to it, that you'll be disappointed.
Not up to it? Well, I don't have very high expectations, actually, you know.
It might hurt you at first.
Yes, but that doesn't depend on you.
Not completely, that's true, but the more relaxed and excited you are, the less painful it will be, that's why we can still wait and do it another time.
No, it's now that I want to do it… If you want to as well, of course.
Yes, I want to. Promise me to say stop at any moment if there's anything or if you're not comfortable, ok?
Ok, thank you.
***************
Cat', you've got tears in your eyes, I hurt you, didn't I?
No, Marc, don't worry, it really wasn't that terrible. No, I'm happy, that's all.
Are you sure?
Yes, Mr. Monvallier, no stress, I won't press charges, I promise.
So, you're not disappointed?
No, not at all, but maybe we could do it again to see if I really liked it?
Uh… yes… can you give me 10 minutes? I need to catch my breath.
Oh really, do you have to take breaks?
Hey you! Looks like I've created a monster. Do you want me to have a heart attack?
Okay, I get it, I'll wait then. 10 minutes, you said, right?
So you don't regret it?
Regret? Is that what you were afraid of?
Yes, that too. Hurting you and you regretting it afterward.
Well, listen, not only did it really not hurt very much, but above all I don't regret anything at all. It could only have happened like that with you. You were incredibly attentive and gentle, I think a lot of girls dream of first times like that…
Thank you, I'll add that line to my résumé for the future then!
The future? What future? There won't be any future ones!!! From now on you'll be satisfied with me, my friend. Sorry for you!
Oh, don't be sorry, I'm the happiest man alive. And I think the 10 minutes are up…