PROMO
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Doctor,
Until today, I used to think that all these experiences—the sights I could not believe—were just figments of my own mind, filled with illusions. But it isn't so. Now, I have understood the very moment my mind and body surrendered. To those who hear this, it may sound like madness. What relevance does a "myth," which this world writes off as unbelievable, have in the life of an ordinary woman like 'Amelia'? Until yesterday, I stood before you, Doctor, and asked that very same question repeatedly.
But now, I know the meaning of it all. I do not know if what I am doing is right or wrong. Perhaps to everyone watching, this is a sin. A woman who has a living husband and two children, abandoning them all one day to go away with another forever. But… that was the need of my soul.
I have often thought about one thing: could the partner we get truly be our soulmate? When I first started living with Adam, I initially believed he was my soul partner. But as life moved forward, I realized that all that care and consideration was in vain.
"Edon"—that is his name. I only know who he is. He is someone without a shadow… a man without a shadow. I didn't know how one could live like that, but I have never received such love and care from anyone else until now.
Everything he gave me was complete. Without him, I am nothing; I am incomplete. I don't know if he is a human… he has no shadow. Even if I try to live, I cannot. I am a shadow that follows him.
The doctor might be thinking that I am crazy, or that this is some kind of mental illness. But no doctor can explain this. No one will ever understand. Just like light and shadow, I have become one with him. No one can separate us.
I am leaving... I am leaving this world and going to his world. Even if you call it a mental illness, I don't feel any sadness. I no longer have any ties or memories here. To the doctor who spoke to me so much and gave me so much mental support… thank you.
From,
Amelia