The fact that he had to jump through hoops and prepare explanations to do the extraordinary things he was capable of grated on him. It was really pushing him closer to the idea he had about destroying the entire Sea of Worlds.
But what he hated most was that he was going to mess up one way or another. He didn't think he was perfect and was sure that he would make a mistake eventually.
In fact, he believed it was only a matter of time before he was caught in a lie and revealed damning evidence. That eventuality was like a guillotine primed above his neck and ready to fall at a random time.
Safe to say, he didn't like this at all. If he had his way, things would be very different.
He would have loved to have all of the resources he needed, grind conversion efficiency in peace, and advance his cultivation without fighting anyone. Unfortunately, he couldn't live peacefully with everyone.
